i flunk my tp...

sobs... i flunk my TP.. so so so sadz... i think i'm 2 nervous n 2 timid.. btw, i would like 2 noe who invented tat E-brake shit?? e bloody tester hit so hard on e dash board tat it scared e hell out of mi.. sob sob.. in e end i stepped on e accelerator instead of e brake... haiz.. reali beri saded.. sobz.. muz renew my PDL n take more lessons n wait 3 freaking months 4 my next tp... beta luck next time, i guess..

sucks!!

think i nid 2 get either a laptop or new pc.. if not everyday i haf 2 battle wif different ppl 4 e use of pc...
sob sob:( haiz... life's full of battles n politics.. y muz it b so complicated?

life's like tat, i guess

had a long tok wif eve yesterday... looks like her relationship wif her bf is on shaky ground... juz dun understand y izzit so difficult 4 2 ppl wh's in luv wif each other 2 b together? seriously, i oso dunno y am i in a relationship so early in my life.. i dun look 4ward 2 get married, dun reali like e restriction of having a bf... wat izzit tat made mi go in2 tis relationship? i juz dun understand myself... it's contradicting, e decisions i make, e life i haf... i luv my bf but i'll like it beta if he appeared a couple of yrs later in my life.... but as it seem, life will nv let u haf wat u wan or rather it'll make ur dream a dream as it's damn difficult 2 b fulfiled.. all i can do is 2 ask myself 2 go aft wat i wan n hope tat ppl around mi will encourage mi... tat's wat frenz r 4, rite? anyway, i wish evey luck 4 her paper tml n on wed...

too much time wif little things 2 do....

well... as usual, i haf lots of time 2 eat slp n rot.... juz woke not long ago... u guys muz b wondering wen will i go back 2 slp again rite? actually i can go back 2 bed rite now:p so long nv update my blog... dun even no3 wat skin i haf now (-_-") juz wen 2 ktv last fri.. had lots of fun.. lots of bull... anyway, i'm so bored wif out my frenz who r always bz doing watever they r doing.... gg 4 my tp soon, on e 7th of nov... good luck 2 mi... hope i still remember how 2 drive during my revision........

wahaha....

think i'm gonna take tp soon... hahahhhahaha... u guys muz b wondering y on hell m i so HAPPIE?? tat means if i PASS (dun reali haf much confidence lah) i dun ever haf 2 take driving lessons again... now u no3 how i hate driving... so if i pass, dun even think abt asking mi 2 drive u around.. mayb aft i pass liao i wouldn't hate driving tat much cuz i wun get scolding if i dun check my blindspot!!!!!! u guys muz pray hard 4 mi man.. hahahaha.....

hmmm....

hee... heard frm lucy tat day... 1 word 2 describe it.. HAPPIE!!! miss her so much... 2 think of it, i miss my darling alot 2.... [y?? Y NS muz go brunei??? wat cross crocodile infested river?? wat e hell!! trying 2 kill my dar ar??] enuff of swearing.... back 2 lucy. tat poor thing saya she've becum a nerd (-_-'') how can she ever b a nerd?? [lucy if u r reading tis, answer mi!!] u r a NERD den i muz b an ANGEL!!! but i guess ppl do change... onli been staying @ hm 4 a month n i feel like SHIT... i nid a job... a felxible 1 so tat i can still learn how 2 drive... anyway driving still sucks.. i dn haf talent 4 it, man... wat estimate e distance?? wat e f***?? juz put a sensor there lah... den u'll save mi e trouble of car tok.... irritating... i wonder will i ever learn how 2 drive a manual car properly?? i muz pray hard tat i'm lucky on my test date....

rotting~

i'm so bored... gonna start driving again next wk... hope it'll b beta den wat i did in e past... aft all e lessons hopefully i'll pass e test n get my license... anyway met my yr 1 classmates yesterday 4 dinner.. all of them had sumthing 2 do expect mi... boring n broke... so hopefully i'll b able 2 get a job aft i pass my driving test... life's like tat i guess; sumtimes u juz feel so lost... where's my guardian angel?

so damn lazy....

as usual... i'm juz 2 lazy 2 update my blog... haha... i guess no 1 wil bother 2 check aft so long... anyway... i'm freaking free now... wrkin onli thurs & fri... so i'll b damn free but oso damn broke!! sob sob :( reali miss my poly daes.. carefree N beri free... weekly shoppin N ktv sessions!!

tis is mi actin cute wif e whole lot of stuff i got frm thailand!! PPL, tat place is a shopper's PARADISE!!!! i eat slp N shop.... damn fun 4 a mad shopper like mi.... btw i wen wif angel... we slpt little shop alot, oso sweat alot (damn freakin hot there!!) N we return home Broke cuz we spent all our MONEY there... although e place is not 2 safe wif tat pickpockets N stuff but i reali had e time of my life!! mad shoppers beta go there cuz u can buy like a whole lot of stuff wif beri little money... my luggage was abt 9kg wen i went but i return home wif 16kg of nonsense tat i checked in N abt 7-8 kg of hand carry luggage!! (e same 4 angel) ... i oso dunno wat i bought onli remembered tat mi N angel had 2 fill up tis huge bag wen we went shopppin everywhere b4 we'll go home N it's becuz it's 2 heavy 4 us 2 carry... haha..... i no3 e guys r not gonna read on anymore cuz they r goin crazy... they r not gonna tell their gfs either cuz they r afraid 2 b drag 2 thailand by their gfs... hahaha.....

seriously, i'm considering 2 goin thai or mayb bali in Dec... more shoppin N mayb go 2 their beaches... if i'm rich enuff, i'm definately get a tan @ both places....... tata... gotta go..

SLEEPY..........

i need to slp... so freaking tired.... tml manfred's b'dae... dunno wat 2 get... think i'll kill lots of brain cells think abt it coz i'm already so sleepy... I CAN"T THINK!!!!!!!!!! pls, can sum1 invent a potable bed!!! den i can bring it around... can bring my pillow around even beta still...

tis is wat i wanna sae 2 my bed:
I MISS U SO!!! CAN CUM 2 MI NOW?? CUM & HUG MI!!!! TAKE CAB TO NYP k?REMEMBER 2 BRING ALL MY SOFT TOYS K? THANKS... I LUV U!!!!!!!!!! MUACK MUACK...
PS:dun let manfred no3 k? he'll be jealous..........

my perfect dream now..
mi happily sleeping, drooling on my bed..... zZzZzZzZzZzZzZ......... nitey nite ppl....

IFT Sucks...

juz in case u dunno, IFT stands 4 International Financial & Treasury.. stupid module... dunno anything abt it, how 2 pass? i dunno... e tutor sucks!!! sob sob... wat look @ e mkt performance & how it affects e stupid SGX SiMSCI... wat e hell... dunno how 2 do lor... sob sob... pray hard tat i can crap sumthing out l8ter....

Murdered @NYP....

sob sob... stupid projects r murdering mi!! haiz... Stupid NYP!!! make my semester so short... piece of shit lor... so many projects need 2 b handed up in such short time... i'm becoming a senseless report & presentation producing machine.... so depressing...

but i'm lucky coz though i haf a stupid class now, i haf Good frenz like icy princeza, Dawn, Jindi, 10 & my stinky coconut darlin!! haha... i no3 u guys muz b wondering who on hell calls their bf stinky coconut?? trust mi i haf lots of inspiration 4 nicknames when it comes 2 him... i haf dozens of them 4 him, but they r my secrets...hehee.. by e way, his name is MANFRED 2 u!

not feeling well @ all.. think i'm gonna haf a fever soon!! drink e ginseng thingy liao, it'll beta WORK.. still got lots of things waiting 4 mi 2 do!!! so sad...

Projects, projects, projects... they r juz nonsense students come up with!! (@ least most of them...) ain't u bored?? u c e same projects every sem... pure B/S!! how many remember e contents of e numberous projects we haf done?? ANY1??? Even i myself haf trouble remembering & 2 think i put effort in2 all of them!!! Pls stop lying 2 e students... juz admit tat e projects r b/s & save us e trouble will u??

praying tat my SIM class will haf loads of fun & interesting ppl... @ least i haf dawn so not tat bad... btw, i wanna take Bsc of Science in econs & management from University of London.. any1 interested?? can go take a look @ www.sim.edu.sg

hehee....

hehee... bought alot of things in e pass few daes... sob sob!! spent alot of $$.. so broke now... but bought alot of things i like... i'm addicted 2 ktvs recently.... ice, ai shan & i becoming ktv princessz liao.. (wanna sae Queenz but i think ice will like princessz beta) so happie!! wahahaha....

but every week i spend alot of time arguing with my pukupu... haiz.. sum ppl sae tat arguing between a couple is good coz u'll get 3 noe e other party beta aft e arguement... but always argue oso damn sianz... we can argue abt everything & anything... so sianz... sumtimes argue liao, i'll regret coz i spent precious moments i haf once in a week arguing... life is so contradicting!!