yippy ya ya!

met lucy yday! so happie 2 cya!!! wahahaha... e miting was so funny! lucy suffers frm long term memory lost & i suffer frm short term memory lost... wahahaha.. nearly killed ourselves trying 2 tok 2 her... but it's lots of fun though! hehee.. miss e days of hanging out wif her... wen 2 pick lilo up aft tat! haiz.. i can nv seem 2 find central mall.. haiz! where's my sense of direction??

look it's bad hair day 4 e 2 of us! i choose a 綠帽﹐lucy chose pigtails! haha... dawn's missing frm e pic!




yummy marshmellow chocolate cake! treat frm Mr Ee!




可愛吧﹗


i've got no chin




小黑﹐小brown 和小白


cheeky~


trying 2 get her wig off!! haha~




jin insist on taking a pic wif Mr Ee!


hehee.. BF101 rulz! where r e rest of e ppl?




lucy: hope ur mum will get well soon, say hi 4 mi k.. will drop by if i'm in e area! muackz luvya 2 bits! really hope u'll go 2 shanghai 2 c sign. say hi 2 him 2..

少奶奶 VS 太太

haha.. met lynn yday.. told her i wanna b a 太太 & she told mi she wanna b a 少奶奶 cuz a 少奶奶 sounds younger than a 太太.. dotted.. trust her 2 come out wif such words.. anyway, it's funny.. e way she put it.. haha... e moral of e story get e rite guy 1st den decide. whether it's 少奶奶 or 太太 if he's a guy u luv there'll b happiness!

Thick peanut butter toast and alot more 4 dinner later.. jin's waiting 4 mi 2 dine wif her... haha.. YUMMY! food! fats! i dun care!

Mr Ee: wru?? haben seen u 4 quite sum time le.. beginning 2 missya!

lucy: hope ur mum's fine... can't wait 2 cya... i miss u 2!

lilo: thanks 4 e pressie though i dun like it @ all! haha.. u brought mi alot of fun & laughter no doubt abt tat... u din take a fish outta e water... u let a monster out... now, i'm gg 2 destroy e world! haha..

woohoo...

received sum pressie frm eve.. haha.. thanks baby! muackz! truckloads of hugs & kisses! Kbox @ CCK yday was great.. but my throat kinda sucks now.. heard frm lucy (finally)... yippy! her examz ended... forgot 2 ask how was it.. 2 excited wen i heard her voice.. mayb i'll drop by KK tml 2 visit her mum.. any1 up 4 it? juz saw e scehdule 4 IME next sem.. wondering which lecture shld i attend.. FT or PT?? anyway e lecturer is not Mok (thank god!) wonder if they banned him frm teaching tis module since so many of us flunk... i still hate econs but i got 2 get over & done wif.. i wanna grad tis yr!!!!

hmm... i noe i'm not a gd driver but....

4got 2 signal b4 changing lanes on my way back hm... sum jerk honk, high beamed & his passenger gave mi e middle finger... haiz... high beam & honk i can accept but is there a nid 2 stick out ur middle finger?? my bad i noe but it's kinda too much.. meanie! meanie in tat blue honda jazz!!

once again, wat i did is getting back @ mi... i did e rite thing back den & i noe it yet i can't help feeling guilty... all u nid is a chance & all i hope is u wun screw up again... there's only so many chances u can get.. 那年的我们都是不顾一切的孩子。 长大了，应该成熟点了。。。there's a long rd ahead... hope it'll work out fine 4 u...

lucy: it's ur last paper! jia you k! gd luck.. baby wanna mit u once u r done wif ur examz... call mi will u?

drink, drank & out it comes..

haha... yday nite was fun except e out it comes part... Px's we'll do sth different got jin alittle drunk & laughing crazily, got mi & YC vomiting & lynn slpy... it seems tat only PX survived it all... haha...

dice bluff,大老二, chivas was alot of fun but swee yee wasn't there... or it'll b beta...

slpy eyes....





e new chivas spokesperson...

shopping, food, beach...

haha... shopping was pretty fun wif sis yday... was kinda tired i dunno y... anyway it was a day of getting lost! mi & sis both can't read maps.. haiz... it's amazing we got 2 where we wanna go... always glad 2 b living in sg when i get lost... it's so small tat i'll nv b 2 far frm where i wanna b... hee... met up wif lynn 4 dinner.. it's loads of laughter! den it's a short drive 2 east coast! fun, fun, fun! we took so many funny pics... & luff so loudly tat we drove a couple away.. sorrie 2 spoil ur romantic evening by e beach! but we were having our kinda fun... 很久没有三八了！ 昨天一次三八到完！

it doesn't look 2 gd in e pic but it's sssoooooooo NICE! haha.. apple crumble! sweet & sinful... tat made my day!


twins? 有那么像吗？？


e nice & sweet pics 1st...








e begining of e not so sweet side...
piggy's 经典 pose!


bunny tooth...


birdy??


cute?


still trying 2 b cute...


wat did we see?


peeping toms?


we haf no chins... sobz


time 2 go hm..

slacker...

rotting around e past few days... sat has been a day of fishy, dinner & sembawang park... juz luv lying & chatting @ e beach.... stayed there till 1am wen it started 2 rain... felt like having prata so it's off 2 thomson... haha... FOOD again! fat i noe... dun remind mi... wen u haf 2 sista who look alike, u noe wat happens wen u get fat... haiz.. was comparing fatty deposits wif lynn & piggy juz now... haha... e answer 2 wat do gals tok abt wen they hang out 24/7?

anyway wen KTV wif lynn juz now.. tired... gotta catch sum rest.. gg shopping wif piggy tml.. actually i'm juz her driver.. send her there accompany her etc... any tai tai short on company? i'm willing 2 go shopping wif u! haha... it'll b a bonus if u haf a cute son!

情人難求 愛人難留 - 有时候留下了人，留不下心又有什 么用？ 也许让他走了以后他才会看到你的好。 可能迟了一点，但重要的是他看到了。 能给的不是他想要的，等到他想要的 时候你已不想 也不能再给了。 如果不能天 长地久，可以曾经拥有也不错。。反正也勉强不来就看 开点吧！记得开心的，不开心的就忘了吧！ 人总会随着时间而改变，有一天这一切会变成美好的回 忆。。。

幼稚

haha... as usual woke up wif nth 2 do ended up @ cwp wif eve.. i think i muz b outta my mind... walked around e bookstore & ended up looking @ sec skool tb... now i rem y my 华语老师 used 2 frown @ mi.. i'm a difficult student 2 teach... i nv seem 2 rem those 生字.. wat 词语，成语。。all cannot make it de... anyway i tried reading 1 of those stories (富豪与乞丐)) & it nearly killed mi.. din rem it being so long.. only rem tat i talk loudly but read softly in class.. din noe wat those words were... test 4 u: 勋爵 (think it's this "jue" lah..) it's pronounced as xun jue. any idea wat it means??

kiddy palace next... wen looking @ clothes, toys 4 kids etc.. we wen playing wif e toys, looking @ all e disney princess stuff.. wah.. it's still so pretty.. found out tat sleeping beauty's name is Aurora & ariel's prince is eric.. damn bo liao hor... but was so fun... hahaha.. 幼稚的小孩！

我真的很幼稚。。。sang e 鱼杆油 ad song on mon, wen kiddy palace on tue...

3 movies...

shrek 3- goofy movie, fluffy fun.. & a happily ever after ending... luv donkey's babies... they r so so cute!

ocean's 13- Hollywood thieves! where e cute guys r damn smart! i'm always amazed by ppl who plan up till e tinniest details.. then again cuz i dun plan much, it doesn't take much 2 amaze mi...

zodiac- boring... not gd esp u r slpy, tired etc... more documentary style... no fluff, no cute guys, no amazing moves...... interesting 2 noe tat it really did happen.. wonder wat was he thinking den..

wat's next??
spider lilies??
any1??

ssshhhhhhhhh.....

been quiet e past few days... din feel too gd since i came back frm KL yet i still stay out late, slp @ 3-4am & tis is wat i get... FLU! boohoo.... stay away.. contagious!!! shall b a real gd gal 4 e next couple of days... alot of water, slp, fruit, vegetables... all e healthy stuff... no more supper... am i gg 2 survive?

think i will.. anyway.. great 2 c daffy & eve last week.. gotta say sorrie, wasn't a great shopping companion tat day... will make it up e next time we go out k.. lucy.. where r u? think ur examz will only end on e 22nd rite? so i'l wait till den i guess...

开始 觉得。。

had a haircut.. dunno y, it reminds mi of e mi a couple of yrs back.. think i had a similar hairstyle... everytime i'm unhappy, my hair gets a drastic change.. keke.. think mi & my sis look more alike now..

unhappy j0yzz will nid a couple of frenz, a little drink & food.. like tat i-dun-gif-a-damn feeling.. ask all i wan.. watever u think, i dun care... (@ least @ tat pt in time....) lying on e beach -it was e rite thing 2 do.. 看到了一颗颗的星星，红色的天空。。

开始想，感觉到。。。
I always go wif e flow.. in my life, things juz sort of come togther. dunno wat's my plan.. watever tat comes along is my plan?? 该认真的想想 wat am i doing.. i seem 2 always enjoy watever tat is happening.. hmm.. 有时候会觉得自己是个怪胎。。。好像没有什么不喜欢的。。 发生了就 enjoy e process.. 不喜欢，那也就算了。 if i flunk i get another sem 2 hang out in skool... not tat i like SIM much... time 4 a 大革命！ dunno wat e 革命 is though... 我到底是 疯了还是醉了？？ a little of both ? i think more 疯了 den 醉了..
大革命 = 找到我想要的？ 不在等它来。 我自己去寻找。。。hmm.. not much of a planner, nv a gd organiser.. time 2 start i guess...

天生我才必有用。。 我的才在哪里？？ cum out cum out wherever u r! 我的才就是： 我不用装就已 经是个疯子！

i flunk....

i flunk IME

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argh!!!!!!!!! kinda expected tis but was still hoping 4 a miracle...... sob sob sob sob sob sob... gonna face e music later... will nid a job & will nid sum laughter... 1 more sem, 1 more module 2 go.... will haf e guys 4 company wen i'm in skool...

无奈。。。

here i am waiting 4 2pm 2 come.. i watch time ticking by... nervous, scare... hate 2 wait, 感觉好无奈！ can't do anything except wait.. helpless, too late 2 worry i know but i can't help it.. typing nonesense now 2 pass time.. 怕怕~ 好恐怖啊！！！！！ gonna haf a heart attack soon! eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww........... it's 1.59pm now.....

daddy's day

Happy bday dad!! time flies huh... still remember e days wen i wud make cards 4 him.. but today i nearly forgot abt his b'day cuz all i can remember is D-day tml.. haiz.. 真是个不孝女。。。my brain wen MIA again...

gonna enjoy my "last day of freedom" gonna get changed 4 dinner now.. luck 4 all tml... feel like gg 4 supper later... juz dun feel like staying @ hm.. bored... sianz.. PMS...

crazy impulse

all of a sudden i haf a crazy impulse 2 chop off all my curls 4 a short & straight haircut... was advised against it cuz i haf "too little" short hair 4 e kinda haircut i wan... haiz... dying 4 it now... sum1 lend mi 2" of straight hair?? think i'll haf 2 wait it out den.. till then i might not want it anymore.. juz like wen i wanted curls den.. but i bored of it aft awhile... realised tat curls r really meant 4 tai tais.. i'm not 1 so it kinda dosen't make it 4 mi... time 4 a new haircut.. time 4 a new mi... time limit of 2 mths.. within 2 mths i'll haf short straight hair..

back....

hmm... on e whole e trip was pretty gd.. was a gd gal while i was there.. had my share of fun & luffing @ sum1... haha... now tat i'm back, i'm sick.. haiz woke up wif a sore throat.. haiz.. tis is karma.. mayb i was a little 2 mean.. haiz.. lesson learnt! i will not b so mean anymore.. i'll try lah...

sum highlights..
~ eating durian in e heat under a tree wif a ton of ppl/cars around us...
~ twin tower tour: woke up @ 6.15am 2 Q 4 e tics, how can i forget?? anyway e view is pretty good..
~ A day as a "tai tai" in KL: eeee.. kinda doesn't work out.. will nid more company 2 b a tai tai there... no1 2 gossip wif.. Tv shows i can't understand... i was a "muted" version of wat i am in sg... sshhhh......

i guess i wun tok alot wen my results r out ( tis wed).... cuz i'll probably flunk sth.. haiz.. time 2 think abt wat 2 do wif my life & stop dreaming abt being a tai tai... kinda aimless now.. i feel like a ghost, always drifting wherever e wind takes mi... time 2 b human again.. time 2 find wat i wan again..

sobz... i'm feeling so freaking tired but i can't slp anymore..