Wednesday, February 27, 2008

静静地

我会静静地 长大。 会找到我想要的。 会找到我自己。 会很幸福,快 乐,开心!

Monday, February 25, 2008

(o_o) n (-_-)

spent e nite @ my grandma's.. din slp much again.. haiz.. din work even though 睡神 was lying beside mi.. woke up 2 a day of routine life @ grandma's.. alot of food, arguement n laughter. haiz.. my grandpa is still smoking n asking 4 fried carrot cake... i guess somethings wun change (-_-'). sumtimes it juz drives mi crazy 2 c how e 2 of them live under 1 roof. i really wonder how did they survive living tog 4 so long.

女人就这样败给一个情字。U'll b alrt. we'll b alrt!! (^-^)

wanna go bj, shld nt stay 4 longer term. wat i shld do v.s wat i wanna do. who wud win? It's all up 2 mi.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

hi & bye

gg 2 e airport twice a day less den 12hrs apart. e 1st trip there totally killed mi. check in system crashed @ T1. (-__-") nv haf i ever seen such a long Q @ e sg airport. haiz... been sending ppl off pretty frequently. they juz had 2 make tis 1 memorable. i guess it's a longer gdbye.

hope e 2nd trip there will b loads beta. so glad lynn's taking SQ(T2 or 3). gg 2 say hi 2 her later.. miss her like crazy. days w/o my twin is pretty unbearable. can't wait 2 c her. wanna hear all abt e stuff she's done there. i haf a feeling i'll b sending her off again pretty soon. keke.

things come wen u least expect them. sometimes u juz noe hw somethings r gg 2 turn out. u still wanna gif it a shot. whether u suceed or nt @ least it'll nt b a regret 4 e rest of ur life. 不是一個會計較給多少的人。可能我給的永遠都不 夠 但我知道我 有努力的去給。

dearest CA frequent flyer, hope u had a safe flight! i shall cya again soon. mre rest, less alcohol.

Ice: gd luck 4 ur paper tml! i wanna cya aft ur examz. it ends on e 23rd rt? save 1 day 4 mi k. nid 2 talk 2 u! luvya!

eve: thanks 4 all e encouragement. i hope u'll work things out 2. sometimes i can't help but admit 愛情可以是一個女人的一切﹐ 但它永遠不會是 一個男人的一切。

Friday, February 15, 2008

会呼吸的痛


在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想

你总说 时间还很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沈默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛 它流在血液中来回 滚动
后悔不贴心会痛 恨不懂你会痛 想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆 绑

你没说 你也会软弱 需要依赖我
我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了 多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了 灵魂像 飘浮著 你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候 陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳 怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了


這首歌在 說一個故事。一個很熟悉的故事。讓我聽了莫名的心酸。 有些事發生了﹐沒有的回頭﹐ 只會留下遺憾。

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

bits & pieces...

mre photostickers taken yday




been thinking alot recently. hearing alot of things. i juz remb so many bits & pieces of all e things i read, heard, said. they keep popping out in my head. haiz.. i only remb e gd stuff. 真的是中毒太深 ! where's e 解藥 ﹖ ﹖ ﹖

read stuff abt my horoscope tis yr.. looks pretty gd! wahahahaha~ if only it'll all come true.
wealth is gd- 4 $$ 2 come, i'll nid a job, participate in lucky draws or do investments. haha! only possible option 4 $$ 2 come is: go look 4 a job.

love is alrt- if i get a stable bf, tis yr will b gd. where's e rite guy??

health is also alrt.

oh.. gg 2 celebrate valentine's in advance wif eve later. oso celebrating 10yrs of frenship, celebrating she quit her job, celebrating my driver license's 2nd b'day, it's juz a day 4 celebration. so fun! will post pics tml.

tml is valentine's day- may all lovers b together. those w/o lovers, u'll get 1 soon. if there's some1 u like/love remb 2 tell them how much they mean 2 u. 愛一個人就要讓他/她知道 ﹗ 要幸福喔 ﹗ 情人節快樂﹗ ﹗ ﹗

ice: gd luck 4 ur examz!!! i'm sure nerdy ice will do well! let mi noe wen u r done wif it k. i wanna cya!
daffy: sorry i haben been able 2 talk 2 u. call mi tml.
shan: we really gotta mit up soon! ur pressie is wif mi!
lynn: looking 4ward 2 seeing u @ e airport. gosh! i miss u so so so much~ muackz! luvya!

Saturday, February 09, 2008

新年快樂

過年了。。。this year's CNY feels alittle 怪怪的~ it's still gd 2 c tat others r enjoying themselves.. i 4got e bag of candies 4 my nephews. argh!

i carried him wen he was a baby... 他長大了﹐ 我變老了。


his little bro. used 2 b a shy kid. nw it's hugs wen he sees mi.

Monday, February 04, 2008

luv hate realtioship wif CNY

Argh.. been cleaning e whole afternoon yday... super sian lor... but we ended e day wif a shopping trip tat makes it so much beta.. CNY is juz a rush tis yr. still alot of cleaning 2 do. waiting patiently 4 年初一﹐ 4 my hong bao frm m&d.. i'm still like a kid! & of cuz e vain zz juz loves dressing up & catching up wif all my cousins. HAPPY HAPPY CNY!!!

wen out wif eve last fri.. took a few photostickers.. i really luv taking tis wif her.. tis is our tradition! celebrating 10yrs of frenship:

e biggest sticker we ever took.. stupid machine!! boohoo!




juz luv e 1 wif all e jewels.. dreamland!


偶像劇宣傳照。


celebrating valentine day in advance.. juz in case my 愛人 is bz tat day...