好忙啊！！

Went out my date of the day in search of the perfect present for my gorgeous cousin Miss Yeo!! We walk, walk & walked... (oh gosh! my legs are still aching!) Finally, Mr tan decided to buy the XXXXXX at buttXXXXks... It's because he's a THOUGHTFUL & CARING guy(not thoughtful & caring about how my legs felt but... forget it!)

Enough about this horrid date of mine... I shall concentrate on thinking what to buy in M'sia... YIPPY!!!

I shall not gossip about Mr Tan anymore or i will be punished... I will neither promote nor demote Mr Tan... He's a topic i cannot talk about if not 我会惨遭天浅。。 god.. Why don't have that "qian"??

friends, coffee & nice long chats!

hee.. Just finish dinner... Went sun plaza for coffee with Jin & PX.. As usual, our "oh! I'm so shy," Mr nice guy got bullied by me.. haha... He turns red so easily... So fun to tease him! haha... Hmmm.. He's booking in today if not can go for supper together... Then i can tease him again...

Watched Colic with jin just now. PX had to go back to camp so he didn't join us. Those stupid, irritating NS man behind us were so childish! They don't know how to SHUT UP in a cinema! Gosh! Kids half their age are more well behaved! Answering their mobile in the cinema! To think that there was an ad about mobiles in cinema. I guess they just simply don't get it! haiz... Should have drag PX to the movie then there'll be someone to scream at them...

Lucky for me... the movie is not too bad... Better than that 鬼丝。If this is as bad then I'll have to swear off horror movies for awhile...

Gotta go & get Ms Yeo's 生日礼物 tomorrow! Wonder what should I get... Cracking my head now...

An adventure ahead!

Wahaha... I'll be going for a spin tomorrow! How fun will it be? Mr Ee ---> my "handsome man" street directory & jin ---> 勇敢的冒险家 will accompany me on my adventure tomorrow. How long will we take to reach pasir ris park? It's 10's b'day bash... YIPPY!! haha... Went shopping for her present today... As usual Mr tan was full of comments.. had BK for dinner.. Hmmm... the last time i had it was after a stupid paper! back to Ms tan's present:

Shhhh....
是个秘密！！ 哈哈。。。(though i like the other one better but the present is not for me!) It's pretty special.. I mean it's from US, how can it not be special? Anyway， 经过千辛万苦的挑选。。。 We finally decided on this unique bugger! Hope you'll like it.. Muackz..

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, 10!!

ps: Mr Ee, we didn't mean to exclude you from anything! Sorry!
pps: Mr tan, you've got potential to be a 专业狗仔！ 加油吧！ I think you'll have a future in that... 哈哈哈~

所为麻烦的女人，要的也只不过如此！

看来很任性，很不可理喻，很无理取闹的女人，要的也只是：
~ 一颗真爱她心
~ 满满的爱与关心
~ 许多的安全感与鼓励
~ 些许的耐心与宠爱
~ 给她受到保护的感觉
~ 了解她，和她相处的时间
~ 一些些她自己的空间

看起来如此简单的几样东西，却让人们深深的误解了女人的心。。。对很多女人而言，这些东西是多没简单的啊！也许是因为每个女人需要的份量都不一样，所以才那么麻烦吧！我们一旦开始坐下来聊就没完没了。。。 男人总是觉得女人罗唆，其实是因为 we understand each other a lot better & loads faster... Men need time to bond over their soccer games & beer, we do the same. It's just that we take longer to bond over coffee & shopping (I mean you can't drink coffee & shop at the same time right??)... When we click, we seem to have endless things to talk about... That's what girlfriends are for.. That's what I love about being a girl! Except for that everytime of the month thingy which SUCKS!!!!

对我们所爱的人, 要求很简单，也许需要一点时间了解后才知道该如何是好。。。How long it takes depends on the individual.. Guys, it helps if you have a close girl friend cause that will shorten the time considerably.. (provided your girlfriend doesn't get jealous of your girl friend lah! If not, then you can smell trouble!!)

一个女人的直觉 AKA so called "instution" 是很敏锐的。。。至少我认为是这样的！ 我知道我曾经真心的付出过，也曾拥有他的真心，但如今的我厌倦了。。。 再也不想去猜想你的脑子里到底在想什么！ 也不想再去想该这么做才是对你最好的！因为我觉得你连你自己想要什么都不懂。。。。 我又该如何去猜想呢？至少我懂我要的是什么。。。我知道我撑不住了，累了还是学会放手比较好！再拖拖拉拉也没有意思，不如就这样吧~

放手至少还留下了活口，我们都可以从新再来。。。人生不就是这样吗？失败了就从新在来。。 所为失败奈成功之母。。。 We just gotta learn to live with what we have done... Gotta face reality!

成長的過程。。。

Just heard something & i thought it's really interesting & meaningful so i'm sharing it with you guys...

《重要的不是已經犯下的失誤﹐而是失誤後面對的勇氣﹗》
It's so amazing, one short sentence that explain a whole lot of stuff... 感觸好生啊~

What a familiar scent...

Just met Ms yeo... Finally i caught a sight of her mysterious BF.. Quite good looking lah... haha.. they looking pretty cute together! Anyway, i left them alone to 甜蜜密。。。 I don't wanna be a 电灯泡！！ haha.. I think Lawerence(her BF) was kinda shocked cause we look quite alike but our personality is so different... I should be used to it by now... Everyone says we look alike... 她是我的姐妹，so it's ok... Glad to have a 姐妹like her any day, anytime... We can read each other's mind so very often...

Hmmmm... I caught a familiar scent when i was on the train, on my way back home... A scent that tiggered alot of memories... A scent that made me realise something back then.. A scent that tiggered a series of arguement... 算了吧！都已经过了那么久了，这么还放不下？ 从前如此洒脱的我跑到那里去了？

陈先生！！ 不要生气了啦！！不要那么小气嘛！！您大人有大量， 不会跟可爱的jin计较的啦！！ 啸啸气啦！！嗨呀，真是头痛！We also don't what to do when you are mad... We assume you are lah.. Cause based on our careful observations, the odds are 99 out of 100 that you are angry... haiz.. Don't know what to do le lah.. 真无奈啊~


Anyway.. I'll be catching a movie with angel tomorrow! I hope it'll be nice... muackz... nitey people~ Tomorrow will be a better day!

Yippy... What a happy day...

Ah dong went to learn parking today!!! haha.. I did not crush my brother & i did not ruin the car!! maybe i did scratch the rims lah.. But i guess everyone did that before.. I don't care lah.. Just glad that i finally can park the car.. I know i'll be constantly lost & therefore be late if i do drive out but it's ok... It's Ah dong you are talking about! So pls lower your expectations... hehee..

Anyway, i'm going to meet my dearest cousin, Ms yeo for coffee later... Mr tan, don't say i never jio k! We'll be at sun plaza.. Wanna join us?

I need time...

Just reached home... Had supper with steph at Mac just now... As i walked home alone, i couldn't help myself but recall that faithful day. It was exactly how i felt at that point in time, lonely & sad... The street was empty... And there i walked alone, back to my house, not accepting what has happened.. Now i'm only left with all those if i.. If, what a powerful word. If only i was wise enough to listened to your mum & left you alone to do whatever you wanted to... If only...

Since it is the past then there's no point with thinking all those "only ifs" cause today we can only be strangers. No matter how much we try to act normally around each other, it still turns out wierd cause some things can never be forgotten... Everytime I see or hear news about you, it still stings but I've just gotta face the fact that you have moved on, & I should also be doing the same... Whether I like it or not the earth is still spinning, time is still flying by! I gotta learn how to move on, to fall in love again, to trust someone so much again.... It's tough but I believe I can do it... I just need time...

心还是会痛，但日子依然还是要过。。。 为了不要再让关心我的人担心，我也只好努力坚强的继续生活。。。我相信我可以做到的！！ 加油！！！

灰灰的天气。。。

Oh... What nice weather for me to lazy around & curl up on my bed... How i wish i could... but today is Pricillia's 21st b'day!! Happy birthday girl! muackz.. cya later at MOS k!

灰灰的天气， 懒懒的心情。。。

偶遇。。。

为什么曾经如此相爱的两个人，如今的偶遇会是如此的陌生？ 难道他就是所谓的“最熟悉的陌生人"?
《曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火 烧过你和我 如今沈默加上沈默更沈默 再没有什舍不得》也许我和他就是如此吧！ 所为的天时，地意，人合， 我想当时我们也只有人合吧！ 在当下的我们是如此的深爱着那十八，九岁的彼此。。。我们随着时间而变化，但我们变化的速度却不一。。。 所以就沦落到今天这种局面！彼此也都没什么话好说 了吧！

when bowling with YC, PX, Mr Ee, jin, Wen Shan & YC's cousin today! Actually I didn't intend to bowl, just wanted supper.. 哈哈！I'm a glutton as usual.. But something unexpected happened! 哇哈哈！吓倒了吧！终于见识到我的利害了吧！hehee... Finally i'm doing better... I'm so happy!! So i do know more than shopping, eating & sleeping.. Cause now, I can bowl!!! Watch out! I'll get better!! 原来这世界上真的没有做不到的事！ 至少也要去尝试啊！ You'll never know if you never try! I tried, so now I know i can bowl! hehee.. So so happy... Further more， all of us condemn Mr Tan, our beloved driver, today.. haha.. So happy! For once, all of us work so hard for a common goal that is to condemn YC! hehee... Kidding lah... Just happy to see the con man being punished! 陈先生那么宽容大量，不会和我们一般见识的啦！对不对，陈董？哈哈~ (That's the punishment for leaving Jin & me there for so long!! 女人是绝对不可以惹的！)

Anyway, Thanks for the ride. And thank you for organising the trip to genting. I know it's hardwork! So if there's anything i can do to help, pls do let me know k? MUACKZ!!

Love you guys for always being there for me, & for adding endless laughter in my life.

What a day...

hmm... Met angel today.. It has been so long since i last met her... 好想她啊！ Had a long and good chat wth her... Missed the good old days when we would just sit and talk for god knows how many hours... Anyway, i'm so glad that we have achieved what we set out to do... YIPPY!! I shall cya on sat k... MUACKZ! 爱你！

莫名奇妙的觉得好心酸啊。。。 这么会那么不公平啊。。。我想这也是没办法的吧！没人说过这世界是公平的啊！但你就这样任命吗？连蚂蚁都会做摧死的振扎，难道你连蚂蚁都不如吗？I never thought it'll end like that... All I can say is don't give up without a fight k? Where is that fighting spirit in you? Ain't you the one who never gives up without a fight? What happened? Where's that never say die attitude? This world is never fair! Nobody said it is! So you gotta fight for what you want, for what you believe in! This is life... 加油吧！I still believe you didn't do it. And I know you'll not admit to something that you've never done. If you have done it, you would have confessed a long time ago... Don't give up now! 加油!

我真的没有那么宽容。。。

我就是我，如此的直接，如此的真。。。 我不喜欢躲躲闪闪的过着日子。 不是因为我不懂得体谅别人的感受而是因为我不想 make things worse... 也许一走了之不是办法但我真的忍不住了。。我看起来很好欺负吗？ How could you do that? Is your EQ really that low? oh god... You really do drive me crazy... but this will be the last time you ever will... 我不会再让你看笑话了！！ Only in your dreamz.. Never will it happen again.... 我累了。。不想再和你玩了。。 你连自己要什么都不懂。。 So don't drag me into it... It's not my fault that you can't make up your mind.. If you can't take me as a friend then said so... I'm not your toy! I don't exist so that you can play with my feelings... 说一套，作揖套。。。你还真的是见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话。。。。真的好神奇啊！ Now that I really seen your true colours, I shall leave you in my past as a classical case of 爱错！

learn to let go, gal!

haiz... just talked to daffy... i just wanna say that no matter how much you love her, you've gotta learn to let go... she can always have a space in your heart and you can also choose to wait for her. just remember that it takes two hands clap. You may not believe it but it's true that time heals all wounds... give yourself plenty of time... Time for you to heal, to learn, to find yourself again..

yippy... KTV later.. Xiong ge ge jio 1 leh... Mr lee also know how to jio us for a KTV session... WOW!!! what a surprise!! hehee.. it's a rare occassion for Mr Lee to sing...

hahahaha... EXAMZ R OVER!!

hey ya!!! It's time 2 celebrate cause my examz are over... Woohoo!! i've slept for 15 hours but i'm still so so so tired... haiyo...

when 2 meet eve after my paper yesterday.. thought i'll be dead beat but amazingly i survived till about 2 am... haha... we had a late lunch @ pastamania cenileisure than we went shopping.. or rather i accompany her to go shopping... haha.. under my influence, she bought a micro- mini skirt!! haha... had many wonderful conversations with her.. my best buddy ever.. think she's gg to N.Y tonite... hope it'll be a good flight with plenty of nice people.. hee...

oh god.. i'm still so tired but i'm kinda amazed that my body could survive so long.. i can tell you that i didn't wanna get up just now.. it's just because i'm so goddamn hungry & thirsty... now that i've had my dinner & watched e tv, i wanna glue my body back 2 my bed.. haha...

i think i'm going 2 spent some time letting my body recover from this round of trauma.. my body will be grateful for it.. yawn yawn.. i can't take it anymore... i'm going back 2 slp (i just woke up like 3 hours ago).. nitez people...

i had a bad day which ended up fine... all thanks to..

wahahaha... E paper today was horrid... i predicted e questions, i prepared e answers but i didn't memorise it well enough! And there was no time for me to recall... haiyo! 20 mins to answer a 20 mark question... did the lecturer who set this rule attempt to finish the paper within the time limit? He/ she must have been through the same shit and wants to torture us the same way.. sob sob sob sob... sob sob sob sob.. so depressed over this paper... i was so frighten during the paper that i couldn't write properly! i guess in the end there's no 1 to blame but me... haiz... what's done cannot be undone... feel like crying e whole day.. i just wanna break down but i can't cause i'm so scare that i'll sleep for a long time after crying then i'll have no time for biz finance... just 2 more days then i can let it all go..

i met 2 very sweet cab drivers today.. but i don't remember their license plate...

THANK YOU!!

cab uncle no 1: so sweet of you to ask me to take care while crossing the road...

cab uncle no 2: thanks for reversing just to pick me up.. i know you had to rush to another location to pick someone up... but you reserved illegally on e rd to pick me up cause i was standing in e rain.. THANKS..

I.O: thanks for wishing me luck for my paper... it's really nice of you...

you guys made my day, you guys made it better... loads better... for that, i thank you! hope you guys had a nice day too... LOOK OUT! many more nice days ahead!!

i feel so sad... for him and for myself.. i saw how the IO reacted when he knew you had a illness.. and yet, i cannot blame him for acting like that. cause i know i would have reacted the same way if i didn't know you as well as i do... i know it's difficult but try to ignore people's (meanie's) reaction.. cause they are not what that matters most. what matters most is that the people who care for you, believe in you... don't give up on yourself k. Hope, wish and pray.. Hope is what alot of people are living for...

Sorry, i can only remind you of the past.. a not very happy past.. We made a mistake together... we took each other for granted... now that we have realised the mistake, let's all change for the better together... I still care but i'm sure if i had a chance to start all over again, i'll still make the same mistake. Cause i'm in e process of 'changing for the better' ( i hope) but i'm not sure if i'm there yet... yet, i'm sure we'll be better friends than boy-girlfriends.... so let's b friends...

we all make mistakes, some tiny ones & some changes your entire life. we made a huge mistake that changed both our lives... Some people live in regret for making that kind of mistakes but i'll go on in life cause i learnt my lesson & i wanna see if i ever make it again.. I'll take my chances by facing what i did... i hope you will not give up... i sense that you really realised your mistake this time round. i hope you'll be given a chance... Take care, my friend...

Mr Tan: so sorry for e misunderstanding.. i know her friend couldn't meet her last minute that's why she decide to join us.. You didn't lie.. sorry for being so mean that day... sorry for hanging up on you.. it was so rude of me.. Thanks for forgiving me... hee... it's so nice of you...

TO: ALL E PPL WHO LOVE & CARE FOR ME
THANK YOU - for taking e time & effort to make me part of your life. For showering me with care & concern, for encouraging me when i'm down & out, for lending me a shoulder to lean on, for praying that i will pass my examz. Most of all... thanks for accepting me for who i am.. e noisy n irriating gal who is also sturbborn, short tempered, petty & mean at times.. thanks for accepting all my short comings... if u ever feel that i'm taking u 4 granted, i'm sorry... pls tell me.. i'll remember 2 try not be so mean...
i love u!! muacks..... my thanks along with plenty of warm hugs n kisses....