i had a bad day which ended up fine... all thanks to..

wahahaha... E paper today was horrid... i predicted e questions, i prepared e answers but i didn't memorise it well enough! And there was no time for me to recall... haiyo! 20 mins to answer a 20 mark question... did the lecturer who set this rule attempt to finish the paper within the time limit? He/ she must have been through the same shit and wants to torture us the same way.. sob sob sob sob... sob sob sob sob.. so depressed over this paper... i was so frighten during the paper that i couldn't write properly! i guess in the end there's no 1 to blame but me... haiz... what's done cannot be undone... feel like crying e whole day.. i just wanna break down but i can't cause i'm so scare that i'll sleep for a long time after crying then i'll have no time for biz finance... just 2 more days then i can let it all go..

i met 2 very sweet cab drivers today.. but i don't remember their license plate...

THANK YOU!!

cab uncle no 1: so sweet of you to ask me to take care while crossing the road...

cab uncle no 2: thanks for reversing just to pick me up.. i know you had to rush to another location to pick someone up... but you reserved illegally on e rd to pick me up cause i was standing in e rain.. THANKS..

I.O: thanks for wishing me luck for my paper... it's really nice of you...

you guys made my day, you guys made it better... loads better... for that, i thank you! hope you guys had a nice day too... LOOK OUT! many more nice days ahead!!

i feel so sad... for him and for myself.. i saw how the IO reacted when he knew you had a illness.. and yet, i cannot blame him for acting like that. cause i know i would have reacted the same way if i didn't know you as well as i do... i know it's difficult but try to ignore people's (meanie's) reaction.. cause they are not what that matters most. what matters most is that the people who care for you, believe in you... don't give up on yourself k. Hope, wish and pray.. Hope is what alot of people are living for...

Sorry, i can only remind you of the past.. a not very happy past.. We made a mistake together... we took each other for granted... now that we have realised the mistake, let's all change for the better together... I still care but i'm sure if i had a chance to start all over again, i'll still make the same mistake. Cause i'm in e process of 'changing for the better' ( i hope) but i'm not sure if i'm there yet... yet, i'm sure we'll be better friends than boy-girlfriends.... so let's b friends...

we all make mistakes, some tiny ones & some changes your entire life. we made a huge mistake that changed both our lives... Some people live in regret for making that kind of mistakes but i'll go on in life cause i learnt my lesson & i wanna see if i ever make it again.. I'll take my chances by facing what i did... i hope you will not give up... i sense that you really realised your mistake this time round. i hope you'll be given a chance... Take care, my friend...

Mr Tan: so sorry for e misunderstanding.. i know her friend couldn't meet her last minute that's why she decide to join us.. You didn't lie.. sorry for being so mean that day... sorry for hanging up on you.. it was so rude of me.. Thanks for forgiving me... hee... it's so nice of you...

TO: ALL E PPL WHO LOVE & CARE FOR ME
THANK YOU - for taking e time & effort to make me part of your life. For showering me with care & concern, for encouraging me when i'm down & out, for lending me a shoulder to lean on, for praying that i will pass my examz. Most of all... thanks for accepting me for who i am.. e noisy n irriating gal who is also sturbborn, short tempered, petty & mean at times.. thanks for accepting all my short comings... if u ever feel that i'm taking u 4 granted, i'm sorry... pls tell me.. i'll remember 2 try not be so mean...
i love u!! muacks..... my thanks along with plenty of warm hugs n kisses....