wahaha~

yippy!! i got a credit (61 marks) 4 IME.. wahahha.. no more skool!! keke.. enjoying sydney so far.. post some pics tml

last min..

haf been spending quite abit on gifts, blah & blah... ok, i did buy sum stuffs 4 moi self but onli 10% of it is 4 mi.. e rest is 4 alot of other ppl... gosh~ broke, broke, super broke(dad is nt happie 2 hear tat).

spent sunday cleaning e hse, looking 4 merlion. nv realise how difficult it is 2 get a merlion... haiz.. e 1s i saw were all pretty small & in e wrong colour (red & green merlions 4 x'mas?).. so HAPPIE wen i finally got e rite 1 (a little flawed but).

i bought e biggest toy i haf ever bought 4 a 30year old boy (-_-")... how much lynn & i sweat b4 we finally get tat stupid starwars plane 2 my car.. ARGH!!! (alrt.. alot of ppl r cursing now cuz i put stupid & starwars together... but i can tell u tat it's not fun carrying tat toy all over orchard...) e stupid things i do... it's bigger den i remb=loads of exercise 4 fatty z. had dinner wif daffy aft all tat shopping.. done sum catching up..

counting down e days b4 i leave.. as e days get lesser, e list of stuff i need 2 do gets shorter... finally... i think i'm done wif all e shopping... gotta pack all e barang in2 my luggage tml... it's gonna b a difficult task..

eve: chat mre tml k. hope 2 catch u in SYD
Daffy: gd 2 cya! cheer up k. sorrie 2 hear abt JW's frenz. will catch ya wen i get back. take care k.
Jin: enjoy ur hols! upload pics of cute guys pls..

to zz: less food, mre exercise.. 真的有一點胖 ﹗wish 4 luck on e 5th.. hope it'll b a day i can celebrate!

sth frm my past came back 4 mi recently.. nt a gd time cuz i've been a little stressed over tis trip.. funny thing was tat i tot i shld face it cuz i shld nt let it becum my fear juz b4 it happened.. dunno wat 2 say.. @ e pt in time, i dunno if gd bye meant tat u'll stay outta my life or tat it meant u r gonna do sth stupid... judging it now, u haben stayed outta my life so it muz haf meant tat u were gonna try sth stupid again... @ a lost 4 words cuz tis is e god-knows-hw-many-times u tried sth like tat.. it has been more than a yr.. Y haben u change? ur actions make mi feel like it's a yr ago minus all e hurt & pain... if it ever hurts mi nw it's becuz i feel 4 ur m&d... i may nt b a great daughter myself but compared 2 a yr ago, i think there's sum improvement...

人往往都是向前看 ﹐往前走。。。你卻沒變。我不知道該說什麼好。只知道當時我沒有選錯 。已經絕望了。不再對你有任何祈望 ﹐放棄了。很久以前就該放棄。。可能我學的比較慢。。但終于我學會了。你幾時才能學會﹖

mood swing, swing, swing...

奇怪。。。every1 seems 2 b so envious cuz i leaving soon.. but Y dun i feel tat happie. 別人出國我也出國 ﹐ 為什麼我出國像去打戰 ﹖i dun understand... PMS acting up... bad mood- good mood-bad mood-good mood????? ARGH!! hate it! 灰姑娘 has 2 go clean e hse now while my horri step sista is watching tv...

here's a couple of ppl i miss:
eve: where r u? haven seen u in awhile now.. 愛人﹐ 好想你阿 ﹗
lucy: how r coping? will chat wif ya soon b4 i go.. answer ur fone k! luvya~ baby jia you k!
e usual gang: wah! haven wen out wif u guys in donkey yrs...
可愛的小熊 :haiz.. 我幾時可以跟你私奔﹖﹖
e funnie Mr Ee: thanks 4 all e jokes..
jin: hope u'll mit ur 小 越 二號﹗﹗ muz intro 2 mi k... haf a gd trip.. take more pics of cute guys ar! keke...
YQ: i oso dunno wat u up 2.. catch up wif u soon K..

我是個小胖子。。。努力﹐努力﹐努力﹗﹗

好心情

haf been feeling pretty happy since yday.. frm e moment i wake up i feel so happy.. hehee.. i dunno y but i hope tis feeling wun go away... it's probably PMS, quite abit of mood swing recently.. it'll beta stay like tat cuz alot of ppl suffer wen it's bad..

bz packing my stuff 4 e aussie trip next wed.. alot more 2 do.. haf 2 start packing real soon.. muz oso get a haircut, paint my nails, buy a merlion ornament & a new pair of black patent heels (can't seem 2 find 1 i like, any1 c any gd 1s?).. haiz.. so much more 2 do.. doesn't help wen i haf a ohh-i'm-so-madly-in-love 21 year old by my side... she's BAD influence... muz stop her frm passing tat contagious virus 2 mi.. all e stupid stuff she's doing (i muz b more rational! no more stupid decisions) she's acting like a 16 year old, i can't act like 1 2... sometimes i really feel like smacking her esp wen she ask 你捨得嗎﹖(i feel like throwing a table @ her!) those words always come @ a bad time.. ARGH!!! haf been able 2 stop myself frm killing her so far..

忍~

i used a veri short time 2 c & experience alot of things tat i might nv haf e chance 2 do, see, feel... alot of growth in a short time is abnormal in finance term.. is tis abnormal growth substainable in e long term?

more risk = more return
seen tis alot of times in finance TB now it seems tat i can use it on myself..

alot of random tots popping up in my head now.. mayb it's like blood test. aft gg thru it, it doesn't feel tat bad... but u were 2 ask mi 2 do it all over again i'll get pretty mad...

thank u 4 lending mi ur ear... u'll mit ur Mr rite in a nice cafe soon.. 異國戀 ﹗ hahaha... waiting 4 ur wedding invites.. a baby 2 yrs later?? haha... mit up soon k.. hugs & kisses...

juz got reminded tat my results will b out soon... (-_-") last thing i wanna remember... 5th dec 2pm. 首映 of my results....

RIP auntie..

still alittle shocked frm e news. gosh! i dunno how 2 react 2 tis... juz recevied news tat ice's mum had passed away.. gg 2 visit her in a couple of hrs.. RIP untie.. din haf a chance 2 visit aft my examz. e last time i heard news frm ice, it was gd..

lucy baby, take care k. i'm lost 4 words.. u muz b strong 4 urself & ur grandma. u r a strong gal & u've got all ur family & frenz supporting u thru tis.. if there's anything we can do, let us noe. baby, we luv u!!

RIP auntie. pls bless her frm wherever u r..

unloading..

so many things on my mind rite now.. gotta unload sum of it.. perhaps becuz my world is small & simple, i think of everything e same way, Naive.. there r many things i do, yet i dun expect any return. now, it seems tat it has becum part of e routine, sth i shld do, nt a choice i haf anymore.. 本來剛剛找回那種感覺 ﹐現在只覺得很 冷﹐很遠。。。不開心想跑的遠一點但是卻沒用。。。

many times i juz take it all inside mi.. 我的一句不記得。。。沒記性的我﹐又忘記了一些我 說過的話。是我錯﹐我也知道。不是該尋找彌補的方法嗎 ﹖也許有些錯是彌補不了的 。一開始沒了解到事情的嚴重性。我的天真。mayb all along i'm afraid, i nv admitted it.. all tis juz adds 2 it.. 一點一點的加起來﹐現在。。。。

好累阿~

back frm BKK/pattaya.. so tired.. morning call @ 6am nearly everyday.. doesn't help wen we dun slp early... din shop alot.. juz bought a couple of dresses... pretty amazing huh? will upload e pics wen i get them..

haben had enuff slp aft examz... haha.. too many programs.. body needs 2 recover.. i nid alot of rest, quality over quatity.. haf time 2 slp now but doesn't help if i dun slp well.. haiz.. 親愛的 ﹐ 我好想你啊 ﹗﹗﹗ wondering if i shld go over 2 look 4 u... 我的睡神。。。

sometimes, i really dunno wat 2 do.. brain doesn't seem 2 process all e info properly.. nt enough rest or simply too insensitive? more rest today, will go & look 4 my 親愛的 tml.. loads of rest, a little shopping & tons of home cooked food will probably do me some good... gotta unpack den pack my stuff... 親愛的 ﹐你等我啦 ﹗

smiles (^-^)

keke... all e fun faces!


dinner @ Jumbo (east coast)

wahahaha.. somethings nv change! violent Z~


1st time ever: she feels so short


1st nite in melaka: Ji chang jie.
Yam Seng~


day 2: historical tour

Famous chicken rice ball




famous tourist attraction: 紅屋


真可愛 ﹐簡直是人見人愛 ﹗﹗


Miss Melaka & cousin


odd 1s out..


流氓 D 與熊貓 Z


Yeah! RM3 4 a pic wif him...


Is he a gd kisser??


1st round Dinner @ sampan. used 2 b a beri nice place wif live singer by e beach.. now they reclaimed e sea & there's no more singer. nt gg 2 go there anymore!


2nd round dinner @ Newton


day 3: breakfast with 大姨 ﹐Back 2 Sg

beri nice 肉骨茶


famous temple in Melaka


害羞的小公主


Sentosa
My bf (15 yrs later). ain't he cute??


Cafe Delma


classical siloso pic


Dinner @ e hawkers

fun, fun, fun (@_@)

he juz stuck his face in.. we dun really noe him.. (-_-")


my 姊妹 his 兄弟


ignore e ugly sweat stains pls! my new frenz... they added so much fun! 4got 2 get their no. any1 noe them??


“親”愛的。。。


& i wonder which kiss he likes beta - 美人吻還是兄弟吻 ﹖


俊男美女 - 祝﹕白頭諧老


juz a little of e hundreds of pics we took.. will try 2 get my hands on e rest of them...

親愛的 ﹕ all will b fine... dun worry! muackz~ luv u always!

lilo: she'll b fine... do tell mi abt impt things like tat in e future..

很好。 愛很簡單。 愛情證書

[我们是座城堡
爱情放在里面很好
就算没有人看好
幸福是因为互相依靠
爱情这座城堡
牵著手才能找到
当我们彼此微笑请不要打扰]

對愛堅持﹐執著是好是壞要看情形。。。 在我面前兩種情況都有。。
"当我们彼此微笑请不要打扰- if u r firm enuff, 沒有人可以打擾“
"幸福是因为互相依靠- look @ tis sentence & tell mi if u guys r 幸福 together!! do u still remb wat 幸福 is??"

[我们用多一点点的辛苦
来交换多一点点的幸福 ]

"it's difficult @ first.. give urself sumtime 2 think thru it properly..."
"辛苦了那麼久﹐你看得到幸福嗎﹖﹖﹖"

[I LOVE YOU 无法不爱着你
BABY 说你也爱我
I LOVE YOU 永远不愿意
BABY 失去你
不可能更快乐 只要能在一起
做什么都可以]

"不可能更快乐- 剛剛在你們的眼里﹐我看到了。 你們因為有了彼此而快樂﹗”
"永远不愿意 BABY 失去你 - 你還相信永遠嗎﹖?"

it's 4am now.. i'm doing laundry... hoping it'll dry in time.. tis has been a crazy week! thurs- st james, fri-sun in m'sia, mon- KTV till 3am, finally a little rest tml nite... loads of pics coming up soon... thailand tis weekend... wen will my panda eyes go away??

懶懶的。。。

been pretty upset since i found out tat they changed e exam format! seem 2 haf accept it, i guess i dun haf much of a choice.. feeling pretty lazy.. optimistic.. i dunno y but there's tis voice in mi telling mi everything will b alrite... haha.. shldn't b too hopeful! will continue mugging... glad tat i got all e stuff sorted out...

過了明天我會是個快樂﹐幸福的熊貓 (*-*)~ 其實我已經很幸福了。。。
Zouking tml??? hehee.. wen will i haf a chance 2 take e new car out 4 a spin?? i can c daddy frowning! he might nt feel 2 gd abt leaving his car wif mi... haha (^-^)

still haf 2 sort out my passport application.. gg 2 bug them tml... another 10 mins of horrid music...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YC!!!!!! it's ur b'day again.. it's my doomsday again... haf fun @ e celabrations k! will try 2 make it. may all ur wishes cum true. may u mit MANY gorgeous babes today!! & may they all fall in luv wif ya! haha.. luvya. cheers~

AgrH!

stupid passport application is driving moi crazy.. been calling them up every other day 2 ask if they received my application ( 1 call= @ least a 10 mins wait listening 2 horri music). e worse thing is tat i can't send another online application cuz tat might jeopardize my application! AGRH!!! Y izzit so much trouble 4 mi 2 get in2 thailand? argh.. juz gotta continue calling them! haiz... doesn't help wen mum's frenz keep calling.... haiz... my new job: mummy's receptionist, working hrs: same as SGX.

to all goregous aunties: my mum will only b back on sunday (27.10.07). pls stop calling in e mean time!

gosh! my brain is full of elasticities, investment & savings functions, absorption & IS LM BP.... gg 2 empty all tat shit on e 24th aft 4.30pm! 我在等解脫的那一天﹗﹗﹗ 4 now i gotta 加油 x 3!!!

keke! so happie cuz i gg 2 lynn's place 4 e weekend! tat means alot of gd food, kids laughter & FUN, FUN, FUN!! apparrently it's so much fun tat mummy wanna stay till we get there... haiz... will it b tat much fun wif her around??

1 week more till doomsday...

7 days b4 examz... haiz.. bought ALOT of chips & lollies 2 motivate myself.. hope it'll work... my bed keeps asking 4 my company.. haiz.. unable 2 resist its calls... gosh! i gotta jia you!!!

a veri unhappie zz

ARGH!! am so pissed!!!!!! idiots! i din wanna lose my passport either!! jackass!! y wun u let mi thru!! bloody hell!!! i really dun wanna go back! boohoo~~~ extremely pissed off.. dun even remb e last time i was so mad... i woke up feelin angry! tat hasn't happened in awhile... haiz... gg 2 thai embassy (they dunno wat's wrong either.) later... hope e ppl there will b nicer den those i encountered yday! juz wanna get tis all sorted out b4 nov.

sum ppl juz dun un english. i'm trying 2 b nice wen i said i'm bz! which part of tat do u nt un?? haiz.. i'm wasting my breath.. since u dun un, i wun bother toking 2 u!

sun, sea & sand nt @ krabi bt in sentosa?? sobz.. feel so bad 4 u...

戴四方帽的小熊﹗

haha... i haf been nodding my head everytime sum1 asks mi out, (esp e period aft my freaking exam).... i think i might nid 2 master 分身術 by den! gosh﹗

i haf 2 worry abt my exam 1st... e rest can cum later.. aft 24th oct 2007 it's FUN FUN FUN~ now i nid 2 STUDY STUDY STUDY 1st.... so happie cuz i passed e stupid test! haha~ 15/25 tat's a credit (was beta den e last try. i flunk tat 1).. hehee.. 滿足了﹗gotta pass e final paper... den i can grad! 我要那只戴四方帽的小熊﹗﹗﹗

yippy ya ya~

mooncake adv (v 1.0)...


(v 2.0)


年年有魚。。 usually i c it during chinese new yr..


美女


cute little seahorsey


hee... dunno hw many yrs since we last been here..


fireworks!!


fishy fishy fishy!!


孔子



had a happy mid autumn fest tis yr.. chinese garden was fun & pretty... YC saw many couples there & made a wish tat next yr he'll b there wif his gf.. hope it comes true! hehee.. had alot of fun... sat in e middle of chinese garden 2 haf mooncakes (made mi feel tat i was part of e "lanterns" there.. every1 was staring) haha! we'll go back next yr k? shld get MORe ppl 2 go next yr.. anyway there's alot more great pics (loads of thanks 2 our photographer YC)... it's wif ice so might take awhile b4 i get hold of them...

think i failed my IME test... our sweet lecurer wen thru e results aft e class.. like jin described it's like toto & i almost passed.. 1 mark too little.. anyway i hope he got sum of them wrong.. anyway it's over.. will get my results on mon... jia you ba! examz in 1 mth... time flies... aft examz (i really gotta pass!!! Ahhhhhhhh....) i'll slack wif my twin! keke... let's go hm (urs)...

feeling pretty gd (even if i flunk tat test)... haha~ eve & lilo passe their basic.. hope dawn will pass 2.. happie happie happie... 不開心的總會過。。。e trick is 2 look forward into e future...

was chatting wif ellen e other day.. dunno wat's wrong wif her relationship but i hope things will wrk out... u r rt... i'm lucky... 應該知足﹗

chatting wif jasmine now... diao (-_-")

eve: let mi noe how it goes k.

Daffy: really happy 4 u... haha! catch up soon k.

lynn: haha... i noe u... say bb 2 tat 小氣的老闆﹗﹗ aft tat we'll rot tog... hehee.. go hm & play wif ah gal, ah di... i miss ur mum's cooking! ask ah dong & li hong 2 take us clubbing!!! keke...

gals nite out...

mi & my lover... 1st time ever, i was freezing in a club...


乾杯﹗﹗﹗﹗


picture perfect


72hrs 2 things became clear 2 u... i hope it'll b e same 4 mi... 我不是小甜甜﹐不是水做的﹐個性很硬﹐也許太硬了。。。 nid 2 change tat bit..
anyway, 中秋節快樂﹗celebrating @ chinese garden tml... it's 燈籠節﹐muz 提燈籠﹗

(-_-")

another pair of new heels... haha! i always end up buying wen i'm supposed 2 acc sum1 shopping... wen shopping wif dawn last week.. she was e 1 who likes e sliver bling bling but i ended up buying cuz e display is my size...

wen shopping 4 shoes wif lynn today (she wanted 2 buy, i juz wanted company 4 dinner..). din believe wen she say she has big feet cuz mine's pretty big 2.. i was so wrong! wen 2 all e shops in far east & finally we found 1 tat fits & she kinda like it.. while i saw many tat i like & they all fit... i only brought 1 pair hm... it's e kinda cinderella match (only a couple of sizes left) & it fits.. actually lynn likes it more den i do, but i ended up buying.. haiz.. no more shoe shopping! i'm buying new shoes every week... gosh! waiting 4 mum's reaction tml..

gotta visit e doc tml.. there's a lump near my eye... sianz... WHERE'S MY DOCTOR BF?????

lazy zz

dunno y but i find skool pretty fun recently... my motivation 2 wake up early 4 class is lunch... muz really b on time 4 e test next week.. otherwise it'll b bad if sharon c tat we r all late..

saw YC, PX & cindy juz now... 1st time i c so many frenz @ SIM in a day.. hehee... haha! loads of tips 4 e test next week! makes mi so so so happie.. really hope all tat nonsense will come out..

had lunch @ bt timah today wif dawn & belony.. (sum1 new 2 mi..) pretty fun cuz she's chatty.. had nasi brani & beehoon goreng.. e beehoon goreng is beta @ upper thomson... i'm feeling so slpy now.. i shld shower den catch a nap.. YC is trying 2 get mi 2 join salsa club wen i've got BAD hand & leg coordination! hmm... i'll think abt it in my dreamz... shower den sweet dreamzz wen i wake up it's abt time 4 dinner! wat a pig!

兩個極端。。。

一個夏天﹐一個秋天。。。
夏天 - 很興奮﹐開心﹐充滿陽光﹐藍天。。。
有一點點過度興奮﹐是好是坏我不懂。。。
只能說冷靜一點會看得比較清楚。。。
不要慌﹐i'm here 2 help... 看到你這樣興奮讓我覺得你有一點點像當時的我

秋天 - 灰灰的﹐有一點冷, 感覺不太開心﹐但又有一點不一樣的浪漫。。。
想了很久﹐終于想到了形容它的 scenario。。。
像一磕長不好的智慧牙﹗不拔掉會困擾你很久。 終于鼓起勇氣拔掉了。
很痛很痛﹐臉腫得像豬頭﹐什麼都不能吃。。。
我不能做什麼。。 只可以陪你吃洲﹐get u an ice pack 2 ease e swelling.. 還有告訴你﹐臉腫的像豬頭還是一樣帥﹗這一切都會過。。。

dun lose all ur teeth alrite! i dun wan any tender bite frm an old man!

catching up..

had loads of fun today... e class was fun! din un e whole load of stuff!(time 2 study 4 e test le) but e sound s electurer was making made mi smile.. lunch @ bt timah- haha! had e carrot cake i wanted & really nice chicken rice. wen over 2 hang out @ dawn's place 4 awhile b4 we head down town.. alittle of shopping, alot of browsing...

den we met e 主角 (ice) 4 loads of catching up.. haha! juz like e times back in NYP - e 3 of us snacking n chatting. miss e KTV sessions.. we gotta hang out mre often! jin, YQ & PX joined us 4 dinner. it was great- happy soda, choco cheese bread! i'll try tat avocado juice next time... hee..

let's celebrate 中秋節 @ Chinese garden.. it's on e 25th, tues.. any1 interested?

lucy: glad 2 hear e gd news.. dun gif up k! tell ur mum tat 2.. i really shld visit her soon! let mi noe wen u'll b back frm ur next m'sia trip.. dun worry i'll remb 2 bring veg instead of fruit! hang out wif us mre often.. can't help u much but we can cheer u up! muackz! luvya...

e happy slackers of BF 0206!


do re mi fa.. (they all haf nice pointy chins! where's mine??? sobz...)


有一點勉強


introducting: e Tim Tam galz!


rotting partner in class...


cute little ppl- my niece & nephew..

aww... i'm shy. juz wanna hide behind my pillow...

豆漿油條 ﹐點心&榴 蓮

spending alot of time eating @ geylang recently. last fri, sat & yday.. looks like i'll stay away frm geylang 4 awhile... 豆漿油條 yday... 油條 wasn't as nice as i remb but e 豆花 is still great!

wen eve's back frm her long flight, we'll try e 田雞洲 there.. food- all i can think of...

hmmm....

yippy... thumper on sat nite.. wahaha.. it's been some time since i last wen clubbing.. shld reali do it more often... btw, any1 wanna go???

2 drive or not??? hmm... can't seem 2 get hold of e car till sun... sucks..

speaking of thumper.. lucy where haf u been?? MIAed again? hw's everything (u, mum,grandma etc..)

oh~ happy day!

woohoo... wen ktv wif dawn juz now... drove ourselves crazy... 1 min we were jumping around, singing dance tracks, e next min we were doing sob sob luv songs... haha... screamed so much tat i think i'll lose my voice 4 e next couple of days... super high.. think they heard us along e corridor cuz i was screaming so much.. haha..

next week we shall go food hunting aft skool... i wanna eat e 豆花 @ bt timah mkt... i miss tat... wat else?? hmm.. carrot cake, fried bee hoon... wah... food! j0yzz is a pig!! haha... can't put on anymore weight... bought a pair of white skinny (it makes my butt BIG) if i put on more weight i'll nid 2 get a pair of black in a bigger size (so my butt will LOOK smaller)!

wei... clubbing any1?? more happy days...

很多時候不是用功﹐努力就會有成績。。。有些事情就算你再用功﹐努力也不會有你想要的結果。。

dinner wif my 鄰居

wat a wierd combo... mi, lynn & my 鄰居。。。dun even noe his name b4 dinner... yet he keeps telling lynn tat he has been 2 my hse.. did he always cum i was not around?? aiyo... 為什麼要跟我裝熟﹖﹖﹖我真的跟你不熟﹗﹗﹗lynn oso 好介紹, it's so obvious he wanna ask her out 4 dinner yet she takes mi wif her... next time there's any undesirable dinner like tis i'll oso ask her along! haha...

anyway, feel like gg st james tis fri.. any1 wanna go??? oh.. thumper has reopened... any1 wanna check it out??

had a haircut on wed... now my hair is super short.. wahahaha... think i can't haf another haircut 4 awhile cuz there's not much left.. gotta let it grow out 1st...

met up wif 10, jin & swee yee on thurs... as usual we chat 4 a couple of hrs... haha.. was really fun! haben seen 10 4 a long time le... din even noe she got in2 an accident in june... lucky it wasn't a serious 1.. sum superficial wounds on her face (though it looks pretty bad in e pics) but there's no scars!

4 e 1st time since we gotta noe each other, she has longer hair den i do...


woke up early today... wen 2 jurong den 2 CCK 2 get sum herbs wif daddy & sis... was pretty fun.. i've been 2 e place in CCK w/o realising it... e last time i wen there 2 watch fishy...

pic of sum of e pets @ CCK farm








looking 4ward 2 next wed.. KTV wif dawn.. gotta cure my sorethroat 1st... it kinda hurts now...