last min..

haf been spending quite abit on gifts, blah & blah... ok, i did buy sum stuffs 4 moi self but onli 10% of it is 4 mi.. e rest is 4 alot of other ppl... gosh~ broke, broke, super broke(dad is nt happie 2 hear tat).

spent sunday cleaning e hse, looking 4 merlion. nv realise how difficult it is 2 get a merlion... haiz.. e 1s i saw were all pretty small & in e wrong colour (red & green merlions 4 x'mas?).. so HAPPIE wen i finally got e rite 1 (a little flawed but).

i bought e biggest toy i haf ever bought 4 a 30year old boy (-_-")... how much lynn & i sweat b4 we finally get tat stupid starwars plane 2 my car.. ARGH!!! (alrt.. alot of ppl r cursing now cuz i put stupid & starwars together... but i can tell u tat it's not fun carrying tat toy all over orchard...) e stupid things i do... it's bigger den i remb=loads of exercise 4 fatty z. had dinner wif daffy aft all tat shopping.. done sum catching up..

counting down e days b4 i leave.. as e days get lesser, e list of stuff i need 2 do gets shorter... finally... i think i'm done wif all e shopping... gotta pack all e barang in2 my luggage tml... it's gonna b a difficult task..

eve: chat mre tml k. hope 2 catch u in SYD
Daffy: gd 2 cya! cheer up k. sorrie 2 hear abt JW's frenz. will catch ya wen i get back. take care k.
Jin: enjoy ur hols! upload pics of cute guys pls..

to zz: less food, mre exercise.. 真的有一點胖 ﹗wish 4 luck on e 5th.. hope it'll b a day i can celebrate!

sth frm my past came back 4 mi recently.. nt a gd time cuz i've been a little stressed over tis trip.. funny thing was tat i tot i shld face it cuz i shld nt let it becum my fear juz b4 it happened.. dunno wat 2 say.. @ e pt in time, i dunno if gd bye meant tat u'll stay outta my life or tat it meant u r gonna do sth stupid... judging it now, u haben stayed outta my life so it muz haf meant tat u were gonna try sth stupid again... @ a lost 4 words cuz tis is e god-knows-hw-many-times u tried sth like tat.. it has been more than a yr.. Y haben u change? ur actions make mi feel like it's a yr ago minus all e hurt & pain... if it ever hurts mi nw it's becuz i feel 4 ur m&d... i may nt b a great daughter myself but compared 2 a yr ago, i think there's sum improvement...

人往往都是向前看 ﹐往前走。。。你卻沒變。我不知道該說什麼好。只知道當時我沒有選錯 。已經絕望了。不再對你有任何祈望 ﹐放棄了。很久以前就該放棄。。可能我學的比較慢。。但終于我學會了。你幾時才能學會﹖