last min..

haf been spending quite abit on gifts, blah & blah... ok, i did buy sum stuffs 4 moi self but onli 10% of it is 4 mi.. e rest is 4 alot of other ppl... gosh~ broke, broke, super broke(dad is nt happie 2 hear tat).

spent sunday cleaning e hse, looking 4 merlion. nv realise how difficult it is 2 get a merlion... haiz.. e 1s i saw were all pretty small & in e wrong colour (red & green merlions 4 x'mas?).. so HAPPIE wen i finally got e rite 1 (a little flawed but).

i bought e biggest toy i haf ever bought 4 a 30year old boy (-_-")... how much lynn & i sweat b4 we finally get tat stupid starwars plane 2 my car.. ARGH!!! (alrt.. alot of ppl r cursing now cuz i put stupid & starwars together... but i can tell u tat it's not fun carrying tat toy all over orchard...) e stupid things i do... it's bigger den i remb=loads of exercise 4 fatty z. had dinner wif daffy aft all tat shopping.. done sum catching up..

counting down e days b4 i leave.. as e days get lesser, e list of stuff i need 2 do gets shorter... finally... i think i'm done wif all e shopping... gotta pack all e barang in2 my luggage tml... it's gonna b a difficult task..

eve: chat mre tml k. hope 2 catch u in SYD
Daffy: gd 2 cya! cheer up k. sorrie 2 hear abt JW's frenz. will catch ya wen i get back. take care k.
Jin: enjoy ur hols! upload pics of cute guys pls..

to zz: less food, mre exercise.. 真的有一點胖 ﹗wish 4 luck on e 5th.. hope it'll b a day i can celebrate!

sth frm my past came back 4 mi recently.. nt a gd time cuz i've been a little stressed over tis trip.. funny thing was tat i tot i shld face it cuz i shld nt let it becum my fear juz b4 it happened.. dunno wat 2 say.. @ e pt in time, i dunno if gd bye meant tat u'll stay outta my life or tat it meant u r gonna do sth stupid... judging it now, u haben stayed outta my life so it muz haf meant tat u were gonna try sth stupid again... @ a lost 4 words cuz tis is e god-knows-hw-many-times u tried sth like tat.. it has been more than a yr.. Y haben u change? ur actions make mi feel like it's a yr ago minus all e hurt & pain... if it ever hurts mi nw it's becuz i feel 4 ur m&d... i may nt b a great daughter myself but compared 2 a yr ago, i think there's sum improvement...

人往往都是向前看 ﹐往前走。。。你卻沒變。我不知道該說什麼好。只知道當時我沒有選錯 。已經絕望了。不再對你有任何祈望 ﹐放棄了。很久以前就該放棄。。可能我學的比較慢。。但終于我學會了。你幾時才能學會﹖

mood swing, swing, swing...

奇怪。。。every1 seems 2 b so envious cuz i leaving soon.. but Y dun i feel tat happie. 別人出國我也出國 ﹐ 為什麼我出國像去打戰 ﹖i dun understand... PMS acting up... bad mood- good mood-bad mood-good mood????? ARGH!! hate it! 灰姑娘 has 2 go clean e hse now while my horri step sista is watching tv...

here's a couple of ppl i miss:
eve: where r u? haven seen u in awhile now.. 愛人﹐ 好想你阿 ﹗
lucy: how r coping? will chat wif ya soon b4 i go.. answer ur fone k! luvya~ baby jia you k!
e usual gang: wah! haven wen out wif u guys in donkey yrs...
可愛的小熊 :haiz.. 我幾時可以跟你私奔﹖﹖
e funnie Mr Ee: thanks 4 all e jokes..
jin: hope u'll mit ur 小 越 二號﹗﹗ muz intro 2 mi k... haf a gd trip.. take more pics of cute guys ar! keke...
YQ: i oso dunno wat u up 2.. catch up wif u soon K..

我是個小胖子。。。努力﹐努力﹐努力﹗﹗

好心情

haf been feeling pretty happy since yday.. frm e moment i wake up i feel so happy.. hehee.. i dunno y but i hope tis feeling wun go away... it's probably PMS, quite abit of mood swing recently.. it'll beta stay like tat cuz alot of ppl suffer wen it's bad..

bz packing my stuff 4 e aussie trip next wed.. alot more 2 do.. haf 2 start packing real soon.. muz oso get a haircut, paint my nails, buy a merlion ornament & a new pair of black patent heels (can't seem 2 find 1 i like, any1 c any gd 1s?).. haiz.. so much more 2 do.. doesn't help wen i haf a ohh-i'm-so-madly-in-love 21 year old by my side... she's BAD influence... muz stop her frm passing tat contagious virus 2 mi.. all e stupid stuff she's doing (i muz b more rational! no more stupid decisions) she's acting like a 16 year old, i can't act like 1 2... sometimes i really feel like smacking her esp wen she ask 你捨得嗎﹖(i feel like throwing a table @ her!) those words always come @ a bad time.. ARGH!!! haf been able 2 stop myself frm killing her so far..

忍~

i used a veri short time 2 c & experience alot of things tat i might nv haf e chance 2 do, see, feel... alot of growth in a short time is abnormal in finance term.. is tis abnormal growth substainable in e long term?

more risk = more return
seen tis alot of times in finance TB now it seems tat i can use it on myself..

alot of random tots popping up in my head now.. mayb it's like blood test. aft gg thru it, it doesn't feel tat bad... but u were 2 ask mi 2 do it all over again i'll get pretty mad...

thank u 4 lending mi ur ear... u'll mit ur Mr rite in a nice cafe soon.. 異國戀 ﹗ hahaha... waiting 4 ur wedding invites.. a baby 2 yrs later?? haha... mit up soon k.. hugs & kisses...

juz got reminded tat my results will b out soon... (-_-") last thing i wanna remember... 5th dec 2pm. 首映 of my results....

RIP auntie..

still alittle shocked frm e news. gosh! i dunno how 2 react 2 tis... juz recevied news tat ice's mum had passed away.. gg 2 visit her in a couple of hrs.. RIP untie.. din haf a chance 2 visit aft my examz. e last time i heard news frm ice, it was gd..

lucy baby, take care k. i'm lost 4 words.. u muz b strong 4 urself & ur grandma. u r a strong gal & u've got all ur family & frenz supporting u thru tis.. if there's anything we can do, let us noe. baby, we luv u!!

RIP auntie. pls bless her frm wherever u r..

unloading..

so many things on my mind rite now.. gotta unload sum of it.. perhaps becuz my world is small & simple, i think of everything e same way, Naive.. there r many things i do, yet i dun expect any return. now, it seems tat it has becum part of e routine, sth i shld do, nt a choice i haf anymore.. 本來剛剛找回那種感覺 ﹐現在只覺得很 冷﹐很遠。。。不開心想跑的遠一點但是卻沒用。。。

many times i juz take it all inside mi.. 我的一句不記得。。。沒記性的我﹐又忘記了一些我 說過的話。是我錯﹐我也知道。不是該尋找彌補的方法嗎 ﹖也許有些錯是彌補不了的 。一開始沒了解到事情的嚴重性。我的天真。mayb all along i'm afraid, i nv admitted it.. all tis juz adds 2 it.. 一點一點的加起來﹐現在。。。。

好累阿~

back frm BKK/pattaya.. so tired.. morning call @ 6am nearly everyday.. doesn't help wen we dun slp early... din shop alot.. juz bought a couple of dresses... pretty amazing huh? will upload e pics wen i get them..

haben had enuff slp aft examz... haha.. too many programs.. body needs 2 recover.. i nid alot of rest, quality over quatity.. haf time 2 slp now but doesn't help if i dun slp well.. haiz.. 親愛的 ﹐ 我好想你啊 ﹗﹗﹗ wondering if i shld go over 2 look 4 u... 我的睡神。。。

sometimes, i really dunno wat 2 do.. brain doesn't seem 2 process all e info properly.. nt enough rest or simply too insensitive? more rest today, will go & look 4 my 親愛的 tml.. loads of rest, a little shopping & tons of home cooked food will probably do me some good... gotta unpack den pack my stuff... 親愛的 ﹐你等我啦 ﹗

smiles (^-^)

keke... all e fun faces!


dinner @ Jumbo (east coast)

wahahaha.. somethings nv change! violent Z~


1st time ever: she feels so short


1st nite in melaka: Ji chang jie.
Yam Seng~


day 2: historical tour

Famous chicken rice ball




famous tourist attraction: 紅屋


真可愛 ﹐簡直是人見人愛 ﹗﹗


Miss Melaka & cousin


odd 1s out..


流氓 D 與熊貓 Z


Yeah! RM3 4 a pic wif him...


Is he a gd kisser??


1st round Dinner @ sampan. used 2 b a beri nice place wif live singer by e beach.. now they reclaimed e sea & there's no more singer. nt gg 2 go there anymore!


2nd round dinner @ Newton


day 3: breakfast with 大姨 ﹐Back 2 Sg

beri nice 肉骨茶


famous temple in Melaka


害羞的小公主


Sentosa
My bf (15 yrs later). ain't he cute??


Cafe Delma


classical siloso pic


Dinner @ e hawkers

fun, fun, fun (@_@)

he juz stuck his face in.. we dun really noe him.. (-_-")


my 姊妹 his 兄弟


ignore e ugly sweat stains pls! my new frenz... they added so much fun! 4got 2 get their no. any1 noe them??


“親”愛的。。。


& i wonder which kiss he likes beta - 美人吻還是兄弟吻 ﹖


俊男美女 - 祝﹕白頭諧老


juz a little of e hundreds of pics we took.. will try 2 get my hands on e rest of them...

親愛的 ﹕ all will b fine... dun worry! muackz~ luv u always!

lilo: she'll b fine... do tell mi abt impt things like tat in e future..