finally landed in sg yday.. chatted alot wif afew ppl. made frenz wif ppl sitting on both my left & rite. talked alot. still dunno wat i want. still can't make up my mind. it's interesting 2 c tat diff ppl haf diff views covering all aspects. both of them taught mi 1 veri impt thing. haf ur own mind. do wat u wanna do.
i miss my mum & dad but i'm @ a lost. dunno wat i shld do wen i came back. it feels so strange 2 b back hm in sg... 4 awhile nw, i've been calling a place in aussie hm, (i kept using e phrase 我家) it juz felt so rt. gosh. i miss uncle & auntie so much. i miss u so much. i can still remb e 1st time i met auntie. e way she squeezed my hands felt so familiar, like she has known mi 4 a long time, feels like e way ice squeeze my hands.
i saw a veri big problem wen i was there. i can hold auntie's hand but i haben held my mum's hand in awhile. so glad wen we started holding hands @ e aiport. wen there's sum1 2 b there wif u, it all seems easier. no matter who they r. srangers, family, frenz, lovers... now i un...
e biggest problem wif mi: 太隨便﹐ ok wif everything. can't make up my mind. tat's e worst thing i can do. cuz i can rt a wrong but i can't do anything if i dun choose. choices choices choices. i'm veri lucky tat i haf so many choices.
原來我很怕寂寞﹐ ﹐很怕一個人。很愛哭但常常不讓自己哭。
mind over body. haben been able 2 slp 4 2 days now. body's breaking down but my mind can't rest. 加油 ﹗ 我可以的 ﹗﹗
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