Friday, October 24, 2008

long weekend~~

finally looking forward to alot mre zzz during e long weekend.. looking like a panda nw.. @ least i have sum1 2 off load sum of my wrk 2.. my manager keeps asking mi 2 gif her mre stuffs 2 do.. i'm worried tt she'll nt turn up 4 wrk if i start doing tt..haiz... she takes 1/2 a day to do my filing everyday.. hmm.. i wonder hw did i manage 2 finish all e filing n follow up with all e cases i have on hand.. still a mystery..

was reading e paper a couple days back... on e headlines:

Crushed leg,crushed future
but do u care?

wen i read tt, my 1st tot is how can i care? i'm nt cold blooded bt i c cases of death/crushed limps on a daily basis.. broken family with parents fighting over compensation with the wife (who's pregnant n has another young kid). tell mi hw do i care? losing my humanity in my line of work.. all the decreased, ill/hurted crew r juz a name in my books.. nth mre den tt cuz if they r anything mre, i'll go crazy. compensation 4 a life ranges frm US$15-150K. a life is only worth tt much.. had a case where e guy lost his foot, e compensation was only US$6k... tell mi hw do u care? tis is juz life...

lucy! i still din manage 2 c u!! Argh!! din noe u wen 2 states... haiz.. heard tt things r nt looking so gd.. gal, u muz b strong k! in life there r alot of things beyond our control. 1 of these things is love.. u n mi, we wan 2 luv, can gif alot bt sumtimes becuz e ways words r put, it juz doesn't sound rt. if it's possible, try 2 wrk it out, i can tell u luv him alot.. if nt, u juz haf 2 learn 2 brave thru tis. dun ask others hw they did it. it seems so immpossible @ times, hw can 1 b so strong. i can tell u tt all tis has 2 b learnt & forced. i dun wanna b alone, unluv. bt i noe it's beta 4 us 2 grow apart den 2 grow 2 hate.. things juz fall apart n becum e way they r n we juz grow 2 b able 2 survive.

baby, no matter wat u still haf us.. throw mi a call wen u r back. luv u! tk care my dear..

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