an end is also a beginning...

11 days in2 2009...

i've seen..

love, respect, hope, tears, an ending.. a beginning and stupidity...

seems that this is meant to be a "different" year.. a year of obstacles, where hope, sheer determination n optimism will get all of us through..

love in e eyes of s0me1 in aussie, enjoying her hols (slacking, rotting, slping) wif her beloved.. love when in the tears of people crying their hearts out for a loved one.. love.. can't be exchanged for food, cause it not a commodity for trading. it's there so that people can see hope.. i've loved and lost.. And the only thing i can tell e people around me is to go ahead and do all the crazy stuff for love. there's only one chance to do it for that special person.

respect is when i know you have given up. there's no point in trying to change your decision. the only reason we want you to live on is becuz things will be different without you.. the reason is selfish, just because we don't want you to go despite the fact that you are suffering,for awhile now..

tears flow cause we are no longer a motivation for you to go on. tears flow cause you'll be missed.. perhaps some are still too young to comprehend the situation but they'll grow up to know you love them.

hope.. when we look up in2 the skies and see rain after everything has ended.. we know you are up there somewhere looking down upon us, blessing us...

this is the end.. yet it is also a beginning for the ones living on.. rest in peace.. for now you have gotten your wish, you will be happy wherever you are.. where durians, great food and laughter flow endlessly..

the beginning?

my beginning to 2009?

the 1st week i sprained my ankle on 1 inch heels n i didn't know i had a sprain till my ankle was bruised.. so no heels for the next 2 weeks or so.. and here comes..

the 3rd week wen i decided to try rolling down the stairs.. every1 keeps asking mi wat happened, hw did it happen.. 2 b honest, i hv no idea! 1 min i was walking dwn e stairs, e next i begin rolling dwn (well.. it'll b faster tis way).. wth! there were ppl gg oh shit! bt there was no prince charming 2 help mi up.. in fact every1 just stared, n i dusted my knees (they ached like hell!) got up 2 walk away.. embarrassed n feeling extremely stupid yet lucky.. i wasn't hurted badly just a couple of bumps..

i amaze myself.. wonder what other stunts will i try in the weeks 2 come.. 49 mre weeks 4 me 2 try out my stunts.. will share mre of them when it happens...

anyway.. here's to 2009..

to every1:
幸福，健康，平安，快乐，not forgetting hope and the ability to love.. to all i love, we may not meet up as often as we would like to, but if you read this.. i love you! pleasee take care till we meet again.. hugs n kisses


found this song.. words i've nv managed to say..

你这刹那在何方我有说话未曾讲
如何能联系上与你再相伴在旁
爱意要是没回响世界与我又何干
原来仍然是你叫我永不断自 强