開心的太早﹐現在很不開心﹗

tot dad wud b easier 2 sweet tok but clearly i was wrong, veri wrong... haiz.. it seems tat e more i can't go e more i wanna go.. sianz... 很想什麼都不管就這樣 走﹐但是最後我還是要面對。。。不可以這樣任性。要做個乖女兒就不可以做個好女友。。。 can't haf e best of 2 worlds.. sorrie honey.. if there's a next time (hopefully not so soon) i'll go wif u.. even if they say no..

sumtimes i dunno wat r they thinking... they treat mi like a kid... haiz... telling mi tat they dunno who i'm gg wif.. haiyo wat do they nt understand? did they already 4get wat i told them sumtime back? juz feel tat u can nv noe sum1 well enuff.. juz gotta leave sth 2 chance... can't plan everything... 我知道他們是為我好﹐但我已經不是個小孩了﹗ 他們不可以保護我一輩子。。。 我長大了﹐是時候放手了。。。他們何時才會了解 ﹖

unhappy zz is gg 4 a haircut tml, KTV 2 if there's company... shopping & alot of food! supper any1 any day?

1 down, 1 more 2 go!

haha... tis muz b my lucky day! told mummy tt i wanna go BJ & amazingly she juz say go if u wanna go but ask daddy 1st.. haha.. dad is usually easier 2 deal wif... hee.. dun b 2 happie abt it.... pls dad b in a gd mood! lilo, i'll get back 2 u by tonite.... muackz!

夠了﹗

i noe i'm not smart. tat doesn't mean u can call mi an idiot! Argh! wat a jackass! haha... i quit my job le.. had enuff of sum1 calling mi an idiot, telling mi 2 act like a intelligent human being etc... juz got use 2 e ppl there (who r all beri nice, except e boss!), begining 2 noe them a little beta but it all ends there.. will hang out tog w/o him around!

watched e secret wif eve yday.. pretty gd show.. romantic.. nice piano pieces! i wan e OST! had a great dinner too.. e ice cream is simply WONDERFUL!! haha.. thanks 4 taking mi there.. thanks 4 e dinner! luv u 2 bits! glad tat we dun always eat like tat! heehee... aft 5mth we took another photo!

9 yrs of frenship... 我與我的愛人﹗







outing wif 3/4, cookie jar & 小叮噹﹗

all smiles!


all present! muz really ask irene out soon!


there's a cookie jar hiding behind mi!


they r trying 2 act like 小叮噹﹗


3/4 is behind mi! i'm teying 2 b 小紅帽﹗



daffy: pls stop it! there's no end 2 tis & u noe it veri well!

lucy: u back? had fun? shall we mit up again sumtime real soon? i miss u!

supper tonite any1??? haha... alot of khakis popping out! i wanna watch rush hour3! any1 wanna go?

i shld start job hunting again! tis time i shld find out more b4 i turn up 4 work!

時間與距離對我不利。。。是時候想想我到底要這么樣。。。行不通的﹐我不該勉強﹗

多一點點。。。

時間是最好的治療。。。。可以把回憶沖淡﹐可以讓傷口愈合。。。看開點吧﹗明天會是一個新的開始。。

had so much fun yday wif 3/4, cookie jar & 小叮噹﹗will write more wen i get back later... oh.. there r sum pics too.. hee.. of our bling bling shoes!

met my match..

haha.. i think i haf a terrible temper but my boss is alot worse (worse den j0yzz wif PMS!).. he juz loves screaming @ ppl.. on mon he treated mi like gold, tue he wanted 2 sack mi cuz of an misunderstanding... i wonder how tml wil b like... eeeewwwwwwwwww...... it sucks... hate his pet phrases "dun learn like a parrot/cow, act like an intelligent human being!" it's a miricle tt i haf not lost my temper yet! tis is 耐力大考驗﹗joyzz VS e 野蠻老闆。。。testing my tolerance level.. 他進一步﹐我退一步。。。我能忍到什麼時候﹖i muz really continue 2 improve my temper.. he says he has high IQ but low EQ & i totaly agree wif tt. i think i'm pretty dumb so my EQ muz b higher 2 make it up... hmmm.... i'm suppose 2 start training ppl tml.. hope i dun screw up.. i think my boss wud nt hesitate e sack mi if i screw up! haiz.. mayb i shld juz gif him a piece of my mind & go BJ...

sum pics... dinner wif cousin yesterday...

e famous 3 Ox...





action packed nite last sat... was really fun catching up wif lucy & e usual guys.. fireworks, bourne utimatum, den 豆花 @ geylang... haha.. din intend 2 stop 4 supper but i cudn't resist e temptation wen we pass by! "i can resist anything but temptations!"

zapped!

got zapped by e boss yday.. haiz.. high IQ, low EQ... he admitted tat himself.. i juz gotta bear wif it i guess... 忍- wat i gotta learn wen facing him!

gg 2 mit up wif e usual ppl later... hee! yippy.... haben mit ice 4 quite sum time... rain rain go away! pls dun rain anymore cuz i might nt b driving... sobz..

been a gd gal....

haha... can't believe tat i've been so gd.. staying @ hm 4 e weekend... i'm a daddy's gal.. haha.. so my reward is a pair of super bling shoes... (haha! my bro & sis actually ask if i wanted 2 perform @ a getai!)

hmmm...
rush hour 3
bourne ultimatum
secret - heard tat jay is really cute in tis 1...
any1 up?

gong gong....

woke up tis morning thinking it's sunday... started toking b4 my brain was functioning... not working yday nt working today.. feels juz like a weekend.. (i din quit, it's juz tt i dun work wed.) haha.. e job is nt wat i had in mind but it's flexible enough so i shldn't complain.. alot 2 learn... & e boss doesn't use dipolmatic methods of teaching.. he managed 2 make a brat humble in 2 days... alot of stuff 2 learn... alot of stuff looks deceptively simple but they r not...

wen over 2 eve's 4 dinner yday.. hehee... dinner @ her hse is always gd... there's always 甜湯 or 涼茶 aft dinner... i still cannot 4get e 豬肚湯﹗if ur mum's making it & u r in sg pls invite mi 4 dinner... haha.. mayb i shld flim e process of cleANing e 豬肚 & let my mum watch it... keke.. wen i think it's time 2 pick up sum cooking skills, i'll camp over @ ur place alrite?? i juz hope ur mum wun go crazy den.. haha..

lucy: where haf u been? how's ur mum? do let mi noe wen it's convenient 4 us 2 visit..

lilo: 加油吧﹗ u guys will win e comp!!! juz remb 2 take care wen u r playing...

my 1st day of wrk...

5 hrs of non stop hits frm e boss... wah.. history of e co blah blah & blah blah blah... his biz plan sound alot like e b/s i produced in NYP but he is determine 2 execute it... hmm.... hang around 4 afew weeks & c how ba... i am dumb.. juz wan a simple job 2 keep myself occupied... his BIG plans doesn't suit my theme... but i'll try it out & c how ba... haiz... by his looks i noe i haf 2 do sum shopping 2 get mre decent clothes.. can't drive e boss crazy during e 1st week...

shopping shopping shopping??? sale @ G2000... j0yzz is not OL material but joyzz is doing a super OL degree.. moral of e story: joyzz muz becum OL....

a very different world...

had alot of fun yday wif my 愛人... day & nite, it does change e view dramatically... as a result, we lost our way... it seems tat getting lost is part of e routine.. we always end up having quite abit of fun wen we lose our way... e journey & e destination r juz as impt...

wanted 2 go 2 cafe delma but we ended @ palawan.. it's juz 2 far 2 walk... e next time, i'm gg in jeans & flip-flop! my dress & heels made things difficult... kicked off our shoes & walked bare footed on e sand... explored quite abit & settled 4food & drinks frm 7-11. had a long chat, enjoyed e mambo music frm 1 of e bars (it's a pity they close so early). we shld hang out there more often...

我和我的愛人


my new bf...


hehee.. i've got more teeth den him!


e bridge 2 e southern end of asia

hmmm... time flies...

was chatting wif eve juz now... fun 2 think of all e old times again... secondary school, teachers' day, poly hols.... time flies.. 9yrs since we met... sounds like ages ago yet our frenship remains e same...

my WRSS days
"你们不是 sister meh?" - e familiar phrase often used by PJJ.. miss e funny guys- tze hua, seng yee, HHX, 小美人, ba theng- e inedible food they cook during F&N lessons... haha.. miss e school uniform (use 2 complain alot abt tat, now i think it'll b fun if i can find 1 & take a couple of pics). my ah lian days in sec skool! wahaha... luv art lessons - no hmwork, loads of free & ez time. remb e workbooks tat i seldom hand in, e ppl who lend mi theirs so i can copy, e 4D announcements during chinese test, e 听写, 默写, & 改正 (e thing i do most). 作文 tat is always filled wif alot of XX or pinyin cuz i dunno how 2 write those words. my horrible 口试, cuz i tok alot but i can't read... my horrid grades... dun un how i manage 2 grad @ all... haha..

my poly days
still ah lian... projects tat made us work till 9-10pm in skool... copying tutorial answers (we upgraded 2 zapping aft sum time, there's simply 2 much 2 copy). e scary stats lecturer. sunset bay wif BF 0201- alot of sun burning. north canteen, mac, FJ lunches. e swimming pool study sessions. TEP-eat, slp, slack, chat on e fone, things i luv 2 do. freaking IPP-totally eeeww.. still hate tat place! unforgetable memories...

those were e days... fun filled days... 我的以后会是怎 样？ 一定不会那 么好玩。。

dotted (-_-")

As usual i was late 4 class today... yet, i'm e 1st 2 reach... diao... there's only 17 in my class.. how 2 skip lec? wudn't it b obvious? haiz.. only 7 turned up today, n 5 of us haf no notes.. i'm included in tat 5.. well, i did pay e fees so where e hell r my notes? HAIZ! no cute guys, no motivation 4 morning lec... only motivation left = i gotta pass & grad tis yr!!!!

I wanna grad tis yr!
I wanna grad tis yr!!
I wanna grad tis yr!!!
I wanna grad tis yr!!!!
I wanna grad tis yr!!!!!

i'm gg back 2 skool, skool, skool!

haha... it's back 2 skool tml... managed 2 dig out my old notes.. yeah! i'll get 2 c dawn! wahaha.. praying 4 eye candy in my class... i noe e ppl in tis class in made up of all those who flunk last sem but i juz can't help praying.. an eye candy wud make mi wanna wake up more 4 all tt morning class... haiz.. wat's up wif all morning lec anyway? do i look like a morning kinda person?? hee.. but i do miss all e snacks! yummy! wat else but food 4 e lazy zz...

oops...

stupid zz.. kip thinking tat skool starts tml.. wen it actually starts on tues. lucky i saw dawn on MSN.. haha... my class schedule wen MIA! haiz.. poor zz has 2 train & bus 2 skool 4 e 1st couple of days cuz it wen 4 a make over... haha.. daddy send it 4 plastic surgery! nid 2 improve my driving skills, might nt happen cuz i'm so careless bt i'll try..

juz read lucy's email... in case u guys dunno, her mum's condition has worsen & has abt 6 more mths 2 live... she compiling a get well soon book 4 her mum so if u guys wan a part in it pls send it 2 her email within next (30 july- 5 aug) week. note tat it's get well soon book, so leave an appropriate msg. will wanna visit her mum soon.. wil kip u guys updated on wen she's available..

To lucy: take care gal.. i noe it's tough but u haf my support alrite? gif mi a call if there's anyhting u nid.. remb 2 let mi noe wen u r available k.. luvya! muackz

long live potter..

haf been staying @ hm reading potter.. muackz.. love 4 lilo who bought it 4 mi! finally finished e last book... haha.. hmmm... unexpected ending.. a happy 1... well.. if u r interested 2 noe wat happen, read e book.. actually i think e ending is already revealed online...

been daddy's gal.. dinner wif mum & dad.. mayb durian hunting wif mum tml.. haha.. we r trying 2 drive dad crazy.. kinda 4got how they can't stand each other... 1 hates durian while e other loves it, 1 drives like a racer while e other hates it... all e usual bickering... haha.. can't help smiling wen i think abt it... wonder how did they stay married tis whole time... mayb i learn it 1 day...

lazy zz

feeling pretty lazy lately.. haben been updating my blog... let mi see..

it's alot of fun partying on e 20th @ eve bday bash... had loads of fun & laughter.. but e smart gal got her pressie rite!

Birthday gal


美女们！


我的爱人~


帅哥。。。


cake smashing??


大男人与小女人


大女人与小男人


muackz! lynn does noe hw 2 take a gd pic...


his happiest moment of e day!


21st @ st james where i saw e ugliest angel eva! UNCLE, pls keep ur clothes on! 1st he ruin e song 你那么爱她 den he decided tat he'l wow e crowd wif his itsy bitsy angel costume... gosh! 50 age old uncle in an angel costume??? poor audience had 2 suffer!

tat's e eewwww angel i'm toking abt...


22nd i watched a dumb movie (black sheep).. Pls do nt waste ur $ 2 watch it.. it's a were-sheep movie.. 1st we haf werewolf now they invent were-sheep?? meat eating sheep, wow! i'm amazed...

Yippy! skool's starting next week.. zz will haf sth 2 do.. nt tt bored anymore.. hehee.. things r looking gd...

20.07.2007

special day today...
HAPPY 22nd B'DAY eve! haha... fun party tonite? yeah~ juz enjoy, enjoy & enjoy~

有些东西盼望了很久，等到它来 临的那一刻，好像没有那 么想要了。等太久了-是这样吗？也许不应该太祈望吧。

~下雨了，好想被雨淋。。。雨停了，我只能继续想。。。

lazy plans

shopping later... crazy fun on fri?

up next week: job hunting, sun sea sand... wat else??

hmmm...

星期六
鱼儿鱼儿水中游 。。。
nv tot i'll spend so much time watching fishy.. amazed.. haha.. 从前的我不懂得欣 赏也不觉得有什么好看的。。 那是因为我不沉多看一眼 。。it takes time....

懒懒的星期天
hung out wif my 老表。。 it was a bad food day.. soggy fish beehoon(lunch) @ AMK hub. super spicy tuna muthubak, teh tarik wif 2 much milk @ jln kayu (nt e place we always go 2, was trying out sth new so we wen next door. but it din wrk out!)... only decent thing we had is selegie 豆花 ...

i luv durian breath!

had durian desert @ Goodwood park juz now.. it's reali YUMMY!! haha... muz try 4 durian lovers! tried e durian mousse cake & durian crepe... simply wonderful...

trying hard 2 convince sum1 abt sth... haha.. got an answer but nt reali 1 i wan... my siamese twin wans 2 b stuck wif mi.. haha.. luv mi 2 much huh? i luv ya 2! i will try harder cuz i luv u so much~ keke

fishy tml... qian hu? where is tat?