Didn't write for sometime... My PC broke down.. sob! Maybe I'm just running away, from him and everything.. I feel so broken, I don't know what I want, how i feel... it' been so difficult, so painful... It hurts real bad right now... Everywhere i go, it reminds me of e happier times we had together. i really wanna find a hole and hide myself inside... Away from this world that brings me plenty of pain...
He doesn't understand what i've been trying to say... Now, i give up... there's no point hurting me anymore... It hurts so much that i don't think i can feel anymore pain! I have no more trust in you... Ask me why i don't wanna hear from you! e answer being i want you to stay as an angel in my heart! I've uncovered so many lies that i don't wanna hear another word from you.. I'm just so afraid that e next sentence from you is also a lie. Onelie just leads to another... I've given up on you been truthful to me... I so tired.. So wore out and so sad... my tears have dried up, my heart is already so broken...
All this shall end this way because there's not much of a chance of things changing, maybe it's because i don't believe that it will change at all.. That will be a joke to me.. anyway.. tml will be better!! ZOUK is e place to be... see ya all there!! muackz... feel so much better... haha
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