Friday, August 04, 2006

Once i was so in love with him... Despite the numerous difference between us, i loved him so... I don't mind his past, i chose to believe and love in him. Maybe i did not know how to treasure him, maybe we just had too much differences but it doesn't matter anymore 'cause I'm no longer wiling to try anymore.

Love is blind... I don't blame him, 'cause there's no one to blame! i played a part in this and i know it. I admit, i'm not the perfect girlfriend, i did throw tantrums, i was mean at times.. I wanna become a better person but i don't think i am one yet.. So i don't think there'll be a difference even if we start all over again...

I've already ran out of ways to tell you that we will not work out.. Why are you still so persistant? Are you just trying to make it up to me? I don't even know if you really love me or are you just trying to make it up and prove everyone wrong... I'm sure of one thing though, I think we are not suitable for each other... The more you try to explain, the more i feel so.. So give me the time and space i deserve... Things have changed... I'm no longer blindly in love with you...

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