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吓倒了！ 
what's wrong with swee yee and peng xiong?probably they cannot understand why 我们吓倒了then suddenly so happy again..
又 吓倒了！Tuesday, September 12, 2006
领悟~
我们之间的距离太大了。。。 再一起的时候我们都式着互相迁就，但这却让我们彼此都很辛苦。。。我们都不肯说出口。。。终于这距离让我们分离了。。。 我们依然相爱着，但爱下去真的很难。。。 我们之间的误会太多了。。 彼此也不再信任对方了！
I don't know if this is to make myself feel better, cause to a certain extent i till cannot understand why this happened... i doubt i can ever comprehend why you hurt me like that but i know it hurts so bad because i loved you alot..
My heart still aches... It still hurts but i can see that you have moved on and i will also try to do so... I realised the fact that there is no future to us cause we are so so different though our character is so alike... I guess you love living your life on the edge and I loved it too when i was younger... As time passed, i begin to think more and more of our future, a future together.. But you were still the same! I guess some things never change... And as i thought of our future, i begin to change you.. From a barbarian to a civilised human being... As hard as we wanted to give in to each other, we felt really unhappy... But none of us would admit that it's not working out.. And finally the distance between us is so huge that there's no way we can be together anymore...
我终于领悟到了。。。我错了。。。 勉强是没有幸福的。。。我们都不适合！我祝你幸福。。过去的就让它过去。。。回忆永远是最美的！
啊~ 多么痛的领悟 你趁竟是我全部。。。
I don't know if this is to make myself feel better, cause to a certain extent i till cannot understand why this happened... i doubt i can ever comprehend why you hurt me like that but i know it hurts so bad because i loved you alot..
My heart still aches... It still hurts but i can see that you have moved on and i will also try to do so... I realised the fact that there is no future to us cause we are so so different though our character is so alike... I guess you love living your life on the edge and I loved it too when i was younger... As time passed, i begin to think more and more of our future, a future together.. But you were still the same! I guess some things never change... And as i thought of our future, i begin to change you.. From a barbarian to a civilised human being... As hard as we wanted to give in to each other, we felt really unhappy... But none of us would admit that it's not working out.. And finally the distance between us is so huge that there's no way we can be together anymore...
我终于领悟到了。。。我错了。。。 勉强是没有幸福的。。。我们都不适合！我祝你幸福。。过去的就让它过去。。。回忆永远是最美的！
啊~ 多么痛的领悟 你趁竟是我全部。。。
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Why do you still care?
I'm so goddamn confused... Why remind me of how much you care? You have a new girlfriend now... You guys are happily in love.. SO SPEND YOUR TIME AND EFFORT ON HER!!! I'm trying very hard not to break down... I'm trying really hard not to make another mistake... why are you tempting me? Don't pity me, i don't need your sympathy! I made a promise and i wanna keep it... You will not understand because you don't keep them...
You do not understand how much agony I'm in... You don't know how hurt i am, simply because you are not me... I really did love you alot.. I don't know why but i did.. This wound needs long term care... I know it... The care will not be from you cause you gave up your right a long time ago.. So stop it! You cannot help me just like i cannot help you... You don't believe me cause i don't believe you either... Whatever i say is just bullshit just as your words are to me... As much as i wanna help you, i cannot.. Simply because I need you to trust me for me to help... But the trust between us is long gone... And it'll take a bloody long time for it to build up... Time, a promise and the law is against us! Though there's a song named "against all odds" i'm simply too hurt to try... I'm still doing all i can to help you but I don't want your thank you till you understand and admit what your loved ones are doing for you... Instead of spending time on me, spend it on your mum... I cannot think of anyone who deserves your time more than her! I can tell that she devastated ever since she knew what is going to happen to you... I know you will not listen to me.. I've said my share, the rest is up to you...
My heartaches for you but you'll not understand why till when someone you REALLY love break your heart. The day you understand all this crap i'm going through is the day when we can talk without you cursing me at the end of the coversation... That will be the day that i finally think all this pain is worth it! I believe the day will come, and i pray that it will not be too late.
Actually i feel that deep in your heart you know that everything we are doing right now is for YOU! It's all for your own good and you just don't wanna admit it.. It seems that you have a problem admitting that people are indeed doing things for you.. You have a problem admitting your weaknesses! But who doesn't have weaknesses? No man is perfect!! You don't get it do you?
You do not understand how much agony I'm in... You don't know how hurt i am, simply because you are not me... I really did love you alot.. I don't know why but i did.. This wound needs long term care... I know it... The care will not be from you cause you gave up your right a long time ago.. So stop it! You cannot help me just like i cannot help you... You don't believe me cause i don't believe you either... Whatever i say is just bullshit just as your words are to me... As much as i wanna help you, i cannot.. Simply because I need you to trust me for me to help... But the trust between us is long gone... And it'll take a bloody long time for it to build up... Time, a promise and the law is against us! Though there's a song named "against all odds" i'm simply too hurt to try... I'm still doing all i can to help you but I don't want your thank you till you understand and admit what your loved ones are doing for you... Instead of spending time on me, spend it on your mum... I cannot think of anyone who deserves your time more than her! I can tell that she devastated ever since she knew what is going to happen to you... I know you will not listen to me.. I've said my share, the rest is up to you...
My heartaches for you but you'll not understand why till when someone you REALLY love break your heart. The day you understand all this crap i'm going through is the day when we can talk without you cursing me at the end of the coversation... That will be the day that i finally think all this pain is worth it! I believe the day will come, and i pray that it will not be too late.
Actually i feel that deep in your heart you know that everything we are doing right now is for YOU! It's all for your own good and you just don't wanna admit it.. It seems that you have a problem admitting that people are indeed doing things for you.. You have a problem admitting your weaknesses! But who doesn't have weaknesses? No man is perfect!! You don't get it do you?
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Perception...
Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder... In a word, it's perception...
how do you perceive the following:
I miss him so much.. It still hurts alot, definitely more than it should.... So much time has passed, yet so little is forgotten... No matter how much i miss him and how much it hurts, i force myself to remember why we broke up in the first place... I want to move on... But if i can't let him go, how am i going to? That is my perception of this problem... It's bugging me... And if i don't solve it soon, it will not stop bugging!! [GO AWAY YOU STUPID BUGGER!!!!]
I want to throw myself in someone's arms and pretend that he doesn't exist! I want to hide in a hole and run away from all this madness... I want to just love myself and nobody else! i wouldn't get hurt then... Yet, a life alone is full of loneiness... I guess running away isn't the solution and when i've gotten over him it will be a been there, done that kinda thing..
I know it will take some time before i finally get over him but i wll try, try and try! Just like i will try, try and try to study for my price theory test tomorrow! [ i guess you people think that i've already started studying for e test but in fact, nothing got touched!! And all i can think about is... God send me a nerdy angel who's perferably good in price theory!]
how do you perceive the following:
I miss him so much.. It still hurts alot, definitely more than it should.... So much time has passed, yet so little is forgotten... No matter how much i miss him and how much it hurts, i force myself to remember why we broke up in the first place... I want to move on... But if i can't let him go, how am i going to? That is my perception of this problem... It's bugging me... And if i don't solve it soon, it will not stop bugging!! [GO AWAY YOU STUPID BUGGER!!!!]
I want to throw myself in someone's arms and pretend that he doesn't exist! I want to hide in a hole and run away from all this madness... I want to just love myself and nobody else! i wouldn't get hurt then... Yet, a life alone is full of loneiness... I guess running away isn't the solution and when i've gotten over him it will be a been there, done that kinda thing..
I know it will take some time before i finally get over him but i wll try, try and try! Just like i will try, try and try to study for my price theory test tomorrow! [ i guess you people think that i've already started studying for e test but in fact, nothing got touched!! And all i can think about is... God send me a nerdy angel who's perferably good in price theory!]
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