Perception...

Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder... In a word, it's perception...

how do you perceive the following:
I miss him so much.. It still hurts alot, definitely more than it should.... So much time has passed, yet so little is forgotten... No matter how much i miss him and how much it hurts, i force myself to remember why we broke up in the first place... I want to move on... But if i can't let him go, how am i going to? That is my perception of this problem... It's bugging me... And if i don't solve it soon, it will not stop bugging!! [GO AWAY YOU STUPID BUGGER!!!!]

I want to throw myself in someone's arms and pretend that he doesn't exist! I want to hide in a hole and run away from all this madness... I want to just love myself and nobody else! i wouldn't get hurt then... Yet, a life alone is full of loneiness... I guess running away isn't the solution and when i've gotten over him it will be a been there, done that kinda thing..

I know it will take some time before i finally get over him but i wll try, try and try! Just like i will try, try and try to study for my price theory test tomorrow! [ i guess you people think that i've already started studying for e test but in fact, nothing got touched!! And all i can think about is... God send me a nerdy angel who's perferably good in price theory!]