i feel so many things all at once..

hmmm.. i guess i'm too stressed out... i wanna let go of all this stress cause right now i'm acting like a stretched rubber band. i know it sounds wierd but i've got alot of stuff figured out during this stressful period. i think it's because i overloaded my tiny, pinky, brain & it got fried.. haha.. then i become smarter! (so lame but whatever.. that's me!)

i realised trust is so goddamn important in relationships -- it doesn't matter whether it's between friends, BF & GF or family.. Trust is e word! Once i couldn't trust & now i know without it, there's nothing to talk about. E numerous examples that i have seen proved that but will i always remember it? i certainly hope so.

I figured out why i wanna get a BF when i'm single & why i wanna be a single when i'm attached. The reason being:

a couple in love > Single > an unhappy couple

A lovely equation create by joyzz! haha! To think of it, it's really simple. why didn't i realise it sooner? Two people unhappy in their relationship always think that it's better to be a singleton while a single is always envious of a loving couple.

What i want & NEED to do after examz ( oh god, i actually have a plan!):
~Clubbing
~KTV
~Sleep
~Cycling @ whatever park
~Roti prata for supper--> *hint hint wink wink* Y.C
~Catch up with daffy
~Go Ms Yeo's house to slack, enjoy & have fun

To eve: i'm so sorry i can't be enjoying with you during your leave. i feel so bad about it. so i'm going to shower you with *HUGS 'N' KISSES*.. haha.. will spend alot more time with ya when my examz are over. Luvya!! *MUACKZ* make it up to you when we can go clubbing together k. We'll have a hair raising time together.

There something i really wanna say to this other friend of mine...
"yes, i think of you as a friend now. If you ever see this, pls remember that i believe you. i know what happened, & i know you feel like giving up now. i'm so sorry i can't be there for you. i feel so bad but i think i'm not one person who can be there for you. believe me when i say i'll pray for you. As your friend, if you treat me as one, i don't wanna see you like that. If you feel uncomfortable after reading this, i'm sorry. i just want you to be fine."

My words of encouragement to him: "hey, pls take care of yourself. you've still got people trusting & believing you. so don't give up! Pls do not give up! once you give up, there's nothing left for them to fight for! I know you understand what i'm saying but it's a matter of whether will you do anything about it. i believe you didn't do it so don't give up on yourself."

I wanna thank all my friends out there for being so forgiving

towards me even when i'm mean. If i ever let you guys feel

taken for granted, pls let me know... cause I'm sorry...

MUACKZ! Luvya.. & i hope u guys luv me too... hee (^_^)