Saturday, March 29, 2008

another sleepless nite...

it sucks wen ur body says i'm freaking tired but ur mind juz wun rest! i nid a on/off button attached 2 my brain. since my heart & my mind cannot live together in harmony, i'll let 1 of them rule, e other shall hibernate. my rational mind shall rule n my heart shld die...

perhaps it has already died a long time ago. wen i smile my facial muscles r doing its job. but my heart is not smiling, it's nt happpy. haf no idea how 2 make it happy so... i haf a feeling e crazy joyzz might nv cum back..

today's e last day of e battle between my heart n mind. tml onwards e mind shall rule. 人在江湖 生不由己。开心也是一天,不开心也是一天。重要的不是 开不开心,是今天我做了些什 么。

"unaffected joyzz" - in e making. unaffected by e things happening around mi. with or without i muz survive. 加油吧! 不会就要去学。 我在学着怎 样自私点,容忍点,耐心点,安静点。很重要的:我要学怎样安安静静的观察。can't even take care of myself yet i care so much abt e feelings of e ppl around mi. stupid! time 4 sum mi, myself n i!

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