靜靜的埋怨。。

我只是想靜靜的走開。什麼都不要了。你曾說過﹐沒有希望就不會有失望。(我當時的答案是﹕人生不就是為了希望而活的嗎﹖)今天的我很了解你那時為何會說這樣的話。可不可以不要讓我有希望﹖這是你可以為我做的最後一件事。我已經傷痕纍纍﹐不要這樣殘忍。對你仁慈是對我自己殘忍。我很了解但卻不忍心。也許這就是我傷痕的原因吧﹗

我知道不可以把我不喜歡做的事情推給你。放心吧﹗我會好好過。。。我會學着對你仁慈也對我自己好﹗
do u believe tat raindrops r tears of angels in heaven? if they r really tears, y r they crying? isn't heaven a nice place 2 b in? r they juz sad 2 c e way we r leading our lives? wondering... 天天看到灰色的天﹐我的心情也很灰。天使在掉眼淚嗎﹖你們是在陪我嗎﹖還是是我想太多﹖

was reading eve's blog.. haha..
"March horoscope for Sagittarius:
A new chapter is dawning that may involve RELOCATION, but events have a life of their own, so keep flexible. If work is oppressive. don't just complain- bite the bullet & get on with it, or resolve to search for your dream job."

juz wanna say tat my dream job is 2 b a tai tai.. i've been LOOKING LOOKING & LOOKING REALLY hard but no vacancies (e sg guys really dun like tall & skinny 1s who loves wear 3inch heels.. i muz really look in2 overseas market)... yo! any1 wanna marry mi?? haha.. where's my doctor bf who's e son a hospital director?? perhaps 2 fulfil my dream, i shld go b a nurse! ok.. no more nonsense.. DONGZ will jiayou look 4 a normal job n nt dream 2 b a tai tai anymre!

dawn:4got 2 pass u ur pressie.. muz mit u 4 k soon! btw, hw was e test?
daffy: congrads 4 e new job! jia you k! things will work out juz fine. hugs* call mi if u wanna chat! ur pressie is oso still @ my place..
Ice: wen r u coming back? let mi noe k. miss ya loads..