an end is also a beginning...

11 days in2 2009...

i've seen..

love, respect, hope, tears, an ending.. a beginning and stupidity...

seems that this is meant to be a "different" year.. a year of obstacles, where hope, sheer determination n optimism will get all of us through..

love in e eyes of s0me1 in aussie, enjoying her hols (slacking, rotting, slping) wif her beloved.. love when in the tears of people crying their hearts out for a loved one.. love.. can't be exchanged for food, cause it not a commodity for trading. it's there so that people can see hope.. i've loved and lost.. And the only thing i can tell e people around me is to go ahead and do all the crazy stuff for love. there's only one chance to do it for that special person.

respect is when i know you have given up. there's no point in trying to change your decision. the only reason we want you to live on is becuz things will be different without you.. the reason is selfish, just because we don't want you to go despite the fact that you are suffering,for awhile now..

tears flow cause we are no longer a motivation for you to go on. tears flow cause you'll be missed.. perhaps some are still too young to comprehend the situation but they'll grow up to know you love them.

hope.. when we look up in2 the skies and see rain after everything has ended.. we know you are up there somewhere looking down upon us, blessing us...

this is the end.. yet it is also a beginning for the ones living on.. rest in peace.. for now you have gotten your wish, you will be happy wherever you are.. where durians, great food and laughter flow endlessly..

the beginning?

my beginning to 2009?

the 1st week i sprained my ankle on 1 inch heels n i didn't know i had a sprain till my ankle was bruised.. so no heels for the next 2 weeks or so.. and here comes..

the 3rd week wen i decided to try rolling down the stairs.. every1 keeps asking mi wat happened, hw did it happen.. 2 b honest, i hv no idea! 1 min i was walking dwn e stairs, e next i begin rolling dwn (well.. it'll b faster tis way).. wth! there were ppl gg oh shit! bt there was no prince charming 2 help mi up.. in fact every1 just stared, n i dusted my knees (they ached like hell!) got up 2 walk away.. embarrassed n feeling extremely stupid yet lucky.. i wasn't hurted badly just a couple of bumps..

i amaze myself.. wonder what other stunts will i try in the weeks 2 come.. 49 mre weeks 4 me 2 try out my stunts.. will share mre of them when it happens...

anyway.. here's to 2009..

to every1:
幸福，健康，平安，快乐，not forgetting hope and the ability to love.. to all i love, we may not meet up as often as we would like to, but if you read this.. i love you! pleasee take care till we meet again.. hugs n kisses


found this song.. words i've nv managed to say..

你这刹那在何方我有说话未曾讲
如何能联系上与你再相伴在旁
爱意要是没回响世界与我又何干
原来仍然是你叫我永不断自 强

他一个人

庆幸每夜那样疲劳　
再没渴望得到拥抱
那一晚他　 如此跟我讲
要是爱欲彻夜难忘　
半夜散步通宵洗熨
记得那一晚他　如此跟我讲
然后我　看到了　他眼光
然后我　那安慰　没法讲
他看戏也一个人看
他放假也一个人放
他叫我记得有时间对你好一些
他跳舞也一个人跳
他说笑也一个人笑
他叫我这刻如能被爱别太轻率分开
快乐宴会分组跳舞　
最后也是刚好单数
那单数的　如此跟我讲
怕被冷落怕被遗忘　
但最后却是白走这一趟
那一晚他　说的笑话使我很不安
明白我这一世差点会怎过
然后我　太需要共你讲
他看戏也一个人看
他放假也一个人放
他叫我记得有时间对你好一些
他跳舞也一个人跳
他说笑也一个人笑
他说我有一个人爱我无论有多苦也比不上他
我怕遇见的以后　我怕面对的过去
那晚上犹如附身于这个他
他看戏也一个人看
他放假也一个人放
他叫我记得有时间对你好一些
他跳舞也一个人跳
他说笑也一个人笑
他说我有一个人爱我无论有多苦也比不上他
他看戏也一个人看
他放假也一个人放
他叫我永不要忘记对你好一些
他喝醉也一个回家
他怕冷也一个人怕
他叫我要将你留低相恋再苦孤单更可怕
他跳舞也一个人跳
他说笑我不太敢笑
不要说我想你也明了为何在那晚我抱着你哭了

some tots..
being the greedy gal i am.. i made alot of wishes last year without e fully understanding of them..

i wanted every1 to be happy.. i din un tt humans being greedy by nature can nv seem to b satisfied. i'm 1 of e real greedy greedy ones.. keke..

i wanted every1 to be healthy without fully understanding what it would be like for a loved one to be unhealthy.

i wanted to be loved yet i didn't know how to love. i didn't understand the one i love.

this year i seem to understand things alittle better. hopefully, next year things will be better. i made fewer wishes.. keke.. i wish tt every 1 of my wishes will cum true!

anyways.. i'll b smelling so sweet thru 2009... thanks for the pressie guys. haha.. including e ones i just bought, i have 7 bottles of new perfume.. haha.. u guys muz think i stink! probably tt y all e fishies keep dying... hmm..

sorry nn keep missing ya calls.. seems tt e xin ling gan ying stuff dun wrk so well anymre.. do try again.. haha.. i'll try 2 sense wen u r calling..

ok.. gotta go back 2 wrk..

happy happy b'day 2 mi...

keke... thick skined zz..

wishing myself a happy happy b'day.. may i b tis gorgeous, tis happy,tis young always... of cuz, gd health n loads of happiness, luv, hugs n kisses 2 every1 ard mi... peace 2 all... where r my pressies n my hunk?????

haha.. hoping in 2009 i can b a god mum or a jie mei.. keke... any volunteers getting married/having a kid soon??? haha.. NN, i'm waiting!!!!! baby lau wru? i haben mit u in my dreamz yet.. haha.. andes, i'm still dreaming in lala land.. hope i din scare u.. bt u shld b used 2 it by nw! keke.. i shall cya in hk or aussie next yr k... n i wanna buy e whole hk back bt times r bad.. can't fulfil my dream yet..

bt i will wrk hard @ fulfilling my tai tai dream.. keke.. nn, wait k? b there real soon.. haha.. will attempt 2 catch a gd guy n b ur neighbour.. keke.. natasha bedingfield's i wanna have ur babies get serious like crazy.. my version- i wanna b a taitai.. bt i dun nid LVs..

i'm gg crazy again.. nid 2 b less bitchy, less loud, less braty n most imptly 4get e past, n look 4ward 2 e future...

ohoh.. thks 4 e lunch Mr. Ee.. i'm so slpy nw.. yawnz...

n oso.. lucy gd luck 4 ur interview!

n eve.. beta health n gd luck w results.. things will b fine. trust ur instinct, cheers!

n dawn.. luck in finding a job.

n jin.. get married soon k? tt applies 2 u 2, NN!!

nn & andes.. may u live happily eva aft.. keke.. take gd care of my twin ar!

daffy.. can tt u r happy w her.. may u always b tis happy..

px.. get a gf soon! den i wun bully u le.. keke~

yc.. err.. may u strike 4D AND toto real soon??

did i 4get any1?? hmm.. 2 u guys out there i luv luv luv luv luv luv ya!!! MUACKZ

ever..

ever felt like ur heart is held in an unknown hand? it doesn't hurt but is uncomfortable enuff 2 remind u it's always there.. it has a name - he is regret.

perhaps tt is e only way 2 describe hw i feel nw..my heart is in a mess... many causes n it all sucks..

being 2 strongheaded 2 admit alot of things.. deep inside mi i know wat matters... n it all seems 2 late.. once sum1 told mi, if u wan sth badly enuff, god will help you.. i believe u..

i believe there is a god.. if you do hear this.. i noe i wan it badly, din noe it den bt i noe it nw.. kinda late bt hope u'll help.. thanks alot 4 all e unplanned lessons u made mi learn along e way 2 let mi noe wat i really wan..

r e lessons tough.. or am i 2 weak?

intriguing

fascinated n disconnected r e words i'll use today..

hmm... can't put hw i feel in words... things happen 4 a reason.. if i can't comprehend nw, i will b able 2 in e future..

i hate 2 say this.. u r rt.. 4 mi, my family, it's beta 2 stay in sg.. thank you 4 telling mi tt wen i refuse 2 accept this fact. wen things happen, tt is e truth. thank you 4 everything.

things will work out juz fine

the intense joy of possession - stem of greed. it's not be cause i want it, not because i nid it, it's the joy of possessing it that gives me the kick.

long weekend~~

finally looking forward to alot mre zzz during e long weekend.. looking like a panda nw.. @ least i have sum1 2 off load sum of my wrk 2.. my manager keeps asking mi 2 gif her mre stuffs 2 do.. i'm worried tt she'll nt turn up 4 wrk if i start doing tt..haiz... she takes 1/2 a day to do my filing everyday.. hmm.. i wonder hw did i manage 2 finish all e filing n follow up with all e cases i have on hand.. still a mystery..

was reading e paper a couple days back... on e headlines:

Crushed leg,crushed future
but do u care?

wen i read tt, my 1st tot is how can i care? i'm nt cold blooded bt i c cases of death/crushed limps on a daily basis.. broken family with parents fighting over compensation with the wife (who's pregnant n has another young kid). tell mi hw do i care? losing my humanity in my line of work.. all the decreased, ill/hurted crew r juz a name in my books.. nth mre den tt cuz if they r anything mre, i'll go crazy. compensation 4 a life ranges frm US$15-150K. a life is only worth tt much.. had a case where e guy lost his foot, e compensation was only US$6k... tell mi hw do u care? tis is juz life...

lucy! i still din manage 2 c u!! Argh!! din noe u wen 2 states... haiz.. heard tt things r nt looking so gd.. gal, u muz b strong k! in life there r alot of things beyond our control. 1 of these things is love.. u n mi, we wan 2 luv, can gif alot bt sumtimes becuz e ways words r put, it juz doesn't sound rt. if it's possible, try 2 wrk it out, i can tell u luv him alot.. if nt, u juz haf 2 learn 2 brave thru tis. dun ask others hw they did it. it seems so immpossible @ times, hw can 1 b so strong. i can tell u tt all tis has 2 b learnt & forced. i dun wanna b alone, unluv. bt i noe it's beta 4 us 2 grow apart den 2 grow 2 hate.. things juz fall apart n becum e way they r n we juz grow 2 b able 2 survive.

baby, no matter wat u still haf us.. throw mi a call wen u r back. luv u! tk care my dear..

i miss blogging..

haben blogged in donkey yrs.. hmmm.. miss e days wen i cud blog daily.. haha... dunno wat u've gt till u lose it.. din noe hw 2 treasure e time i use 2 haf..

anyway.. updates..
still sick.. haiz.. my stomache is unable 2 retain food.. can't eat 2 much, no dairy, no coffee/tea/oily food.. aft a jab on wed.. it's still nt much beta.. e amazing thing is i think i'm gaining weight.. haha! will c hw it goes.. dear tummy, will appreciate if u can get beta soon. i wan sum chocolate/coffee!!

missed Mr.Ee secret celebration cuz of my gastric problem.. argh! i miss hanging out w u guys!! esp u, LUCY!!! haha.. we nid 2 mit up soon... keke... anyway, we'll beta take ALOT of pics as usual n haf alot of FUN!! till den i'll b missing u..

haiz.. miss msning w lynn.. haha.. haben had time 2 do tt either..
gotta wrk faster, z!! will haf a couple of hrs of peace to clear all e stuff b4 it floods my mailbox again..(manager is currently away 4 miting)

still waiting 4 my dream 2 come true:

I WANNA B A TAI TAI!!!!!!

@ e rate things r gg, i dun think it'll ever haben.. happily ever aft- a phrase u shld nv believe in aft a age of 5. looking forward, @ times my mind juz wanders back 2 e happier moments.. i noe it's stupid.. cuz there is no happily ever aft n i'm nt brave enuff 2 handle e nt-so-easy times..

life - contradiction & alot of confusion... i did try.. really did.. it's nt enuff yet no1 is 2 blame.

bon voyage~

ironic situation.. haha! lynn was here n i only saw her 4 4days (2wkends).. 12hrs workdays r crazy. i kind forgot wat it's like nt 2 b tired. i forgot hw hot it is here cuz i stay in e office n juz cum hm 2 bed. i juz haf 2 work faster i guess. eating alot (or so i tot) bt i'm losing weight. dun un e logic, probably cuz i haf no time 2 finish all tt food. no mre bitching abt life..

did e usual... geylang no signboard n durians, vivo n bugis 4 shopping n mre food! haha! think they gained quite abit of weight on tis trip. food in HK (looking @ e pics, lynn was eating alot!!) e ba ku teh n chicken rice in malacca, n all e durians plus chili crab here... seriously all thanks 2 them i had chilli crabs n durians @ geylang again. i kinda 4got wat's it's like 2 b there. had tis durian "葫芦" which was pretty gd, e sign wrote "吃了会有恋爱的感觉". hmm.. 一粒留连有哪么神奇吗？ if u guys had a try, let mi noe hw u feel.. 恋爱是什么感觉？我一已经不记得了。。。

while bringing them around, i realised i'm nt a s'porean at all.. i still get lost, e aussie is beta wif directions den i am.. gosh, sth nv change. i'm still a rd hazard!!

anyway, i hope u guys had fun. i'll cya again soon, cuz time juz flies.. gd luck in finding a job.. haf fun in skool. luvya! send mi e pics k. muacks. i'll cya in HK next yr.

Argh...

haiz... no time to blog. been blogging in e office. 10-12hrs days r no fun n i haven even gt my CGI (cert in general insurance)! gosh.. e lady beside mi has been coughing 4 1 1/2 mths.. think i can't stay healthy 4 long like tat... loads of junk food 2 keep mi gg n virus tat r trying 2 kill mi..

lynn finally here.. haha.. hanging out juz like old times.will try 2 make mre time 4 u.. cuz i wun cya 4 a damn long time again. anyways gotta orgnise a dinner wif e mates early next week. which day do u guys prefer??

Mr Lau, wat wud u like 2 haf 4 dinner, my treat! unlike sum1 we noe, u dun eat tat much so u wun make mi broke!! keke. we can do no signboard or u'll like sth diff? bt durian's definitely on e list! n u can get mre in KL.

missing out on dinner @ hilton wif my boss/colleagues cuz i gotta lasik on fri.. gosh.. this place is a heaven 2 get FAT!! every mon we get pizza 4 dinner, corporate dinner so beri often n e birthday cakes/mooncakes etc.. all compliments of e boss. keke! did my stats, average women in my office put on 1.5kg/yr. gotta find sum1 2 marry mi b4 i becum a fatty. otherwise i'm married 2 my co.. sad, so sad!

trying hard nt 2 b sick bt my body wun listen.. so damn bz.. takes mi 3hrs 2 finish my muffin cuz there's so much 2 do. hate e filing, grows an inch a day! EEWWWWW.....

Great weekend!

yippy! spent e weekend shopping n enjoying. shopping on fri.

mre shopping on sat.. as usual, miss drama wen out 2 seek attention. found my red lipstick n wen out wif full red lips.. gorgeous! luv e look!! wen 4 drinks @ ice cold beer aft shopping!! haha! got a couple of free shots courtesy of the bartender nt e bald 1.. it's another cuter looking 1.

was chatting wif eve wen i told her abt sth i read in tis book. "beware of who u make ur enemy, you will become juz like them." i nv tot much abt it wen i 1st read it.. aft sum tot, it hit mi.. i becum who i hate cuz i'm envious of wat they can do 2 hurt mi. 2 make myself immune 2 tis pain i simply becum 1 of them.. gosh! wat goes around comes around! muz remb tis cuz i dun wanna becum sum1 i hate..

eve agrees 2.. dunno since wen she became mre n mre like him.. as much as she hates tat part of him, she's becuming him. hmm... irony of life. nid 2 get mre slp, din get hm till 3+.. on zombie mode n i'm looking like a panda now..

mre work 2 cum tml.. hope i'll pass tat stupid test tis fri. 1 week closer 2 my graduation n 1 week closer 2 seeing my 亲爱的！we'll hit st james on sat k!!! haha. cya aft work on 06.09.08 den we'll rot till it's time 2 go mit sum cute guys! u beta make sure u r nt sick n feeling rite 4 party mood! btw, no nid 2 bring party gear, i've got enuff 4 e bth of us! keke.

亲爱的~ 我等你！ 真的好想你阿！

刘先生，真是对不起！ but i nid 2 borrow ur gf 4 afew nites.. dun worry i'll take care of her! if u wanna help, get a couple of single n cute guys over 2 sg den she'll party/drink less!(i noe it's kinda tough bt 表姐夫 nth is 2 tough 4 u! isn't it?) btw, i'm still waiting 4 baby lau... 我要当干妈！！！！！！！！！！ will sum1 go get married n get pregnant SOON????? dun tell mi 2 do it myself cuz 我没人要!!!

p.s. jin, can i put my hopes on u?

wat a week..

haha.. e week of gd food.. chili crabs @ my boss's place n durians @ geyland over e weekend.. my breakfast cereal smells like durian nw.. haha.. dad is nt 2 happy! we made him take us 2 geylang den endure e durian breath we had... keke..

gg 2 go shopping shopping shopping!! pay came in.. keke.. so glad no1 is forcing mi 2 wear skirts.. keke.. lucky mi!

one eye jack

gosh!!!! wen 2 a doc 4 my stiff neck & aft taking e painkiller i became 1 eye jack. my left eye is swollen shut. all bcuz of a stupid drug allergy.. sucks!! i hope it'll go away tml, crossing my fingers. by e looks of it nw it'll still be swollen tml.. haiz.. i can only open 1/3 of it nw.. mre medication n we'll c how it goes...

dumbass Z

haiz.. early mornings n dumb z is a veri veri bad combo. e 1st day of work i got lost in my office.. dun remb where my seat is, had 2 ask 4 directions. tat's funny isn't it?

it gets worse by e day.. i threw my bunch of keys out with e rubbish tis morning. now i can't go hm.. sucks!! how much worse can it get!!!!!! argh... i feels so stupid on my way 2 work..

DUMB Z, SUPER DUMB Z, HOW MUCH DUMBER CAN I GET??

slacker z

spent my day being a daddy's (n mummy's) girl.. haha.. lunch shopping den dinner.. met a couple of interesting ppl. seems tat i mit veri interesting ppl everywhere i go... alot mre life stories 4 mi 2 listen 2..

1st my shopping.. i bought another pair of heels (n i juz bought 1 yesterday). so i fulfil e 好事成双 saying.. they r juz so gorgeous. can nv resist them..

den e food. as usual.. mum had 2 go 2 all e places wif famous foodstalls.. we ended up watching her eat cuz mi n dad being practical ppl decided 2 get sth tat can fill our stomach fast.

den e ppl... was having coffee @ chinatown wen this canto speaking uncle aged 85 started talking 2 us.. (as u all noe.. my canto is really bad. dad translated.) old grandpa looked @ mi n said.. i look @ u i think ur body is weak (虚弱). ur "throat" (i think he meant thyroid) is swollen,ur blood is hot(热). (it sounds wierd cuz it's translated directly frm canto.) he held my hand wen he said those words.. hmmm... den he gave me words of wisdom, way 2 get rid of my swollen "throat". a kind grandpa giving a few words of wisdom 2 e younger generation.

met another friendly uncle @ e mall... was chatting den e topic came 2 boyfriends. he told mi 眼光不要放太高。 my reply was 我眼光没有放很高。是我的鞋子很高。 i dun think he un wat i mean..

i haf been told (nt only once) u r so tall, it's intimidating. e 1st part is a compliment, e 2nd part.. errmmmm....... n i wasn't even wearing heels. haiz...

mre productive slacker days coming up... finish reading my book n watching chuck tml. den mon i shall go 4 a movie wif my 爱人。 我幸福，快乐的slacker days会有一个圆满的结局。bb slacker z. i'm gg 2 miss u!!!!!!!!!

逍遥快活的日子告个段落

no mre rotting n slacking. gonna start work soon.. i welcome myself 2 e world of endless OT. has been a happy week. i woke up happy everyday despite e fact tat insomia is my best fren n i receive a morning call almost daily.

no mre ladies nite @ st james. gosh! still missing E- Z. hmm.. we'll nid 2 do sth abt tat. i wonder if my cambodia/laos trip will cum true in aug/sept. have faith! they'll come, it juz takes time. need 2 do mre shopping!! keke. there's still a sale n i'll need mre clothes, shoes n everything. (which gal can resist a reason 2 go shopping??)

i'll miss e days of having high tea @ Goodwood park, e days of having lunch by e beach. slacker j0yzz bb..

oh.. my chesse cake din turn out 2 well. chocolate swirl is 2 sweet (ran outta semi sweet so used e normal 1s.) cake is over beaten, (jasmine, we'll nid 2 work on tat!muz control ur enthu mind.) too much eggs (i think), e cake is kinda chewy. but it din crack. finally 1 gd thing i learnt. leave e cake 2 cool in e oven. e next 1 will b beta!

愛一個上一課

演唱: 容祖兒
作曲: 藍奕邦
編曲: Jim Ling@Zoo Music
填詞: 林夕

像有感情　到天星　看風景
他似無還有偏卻　不承認
為了此人　算初戀　太高興
失去承受更悲傷的本領

然後遇著　我至今的經典
曾緊張得似應戰　一晚渡無限風險
然後漸漸　沉重到　不願見
人會變　情會厭　從沒甚麼保險

誰擔保可不可　有一個愛一個
　為何我不可　值得好點結果
　即使悔恨又如何　別離得多不痛楚
　其實帶淚都該慶賀　失戀不怕多

　得多天的許可　愛一個上多一課
　自由也不錯　被吹熄的愛火
　光影總算照亮過　想開心如何懶惰
　無謂算盡機關只要情動　也不敢錯過

逃避寂寞　期待吃喝玩樂
談得多戀愛更覺　不領會何謂快樂
誰是玩伴　誰是愛的幻覺
誰與我　能永遠　留在夢中天國

誰擔保可不可　有一個愛一個
　為何我不可　值得好點結果
　即使悔恨又如何　別離得多不痛楚
　其實帶淚都該慶賀　失戀不怕多

　得多天的許可　愛一個上多一課
　自由也不錯　被吹熄的愛火
　光影總算照亮過　想開心如何懶惰
　無謂算盡機關只要情動　也不敢錯過

lazy slob

11.06.2008- we still did nt go gdwood park 4 durian cake..


25.06.2008- aft so many yrs of nt doing tis tog. we kinda lost e 默契。really shld hang out mre.

haha... e k, e shopping 4 pressie part, e alcohol, e mac.. gosh! e plan was 2 do dinner wif rest of e guys (PX, YC, SY, Daffy n eve) while ice, dawn n i go k in e aftnoon... we complete e k part w/o any glitch. den we hung out, looked 4 a pressie 4 dawn's dad (did he like it????), n we decided we shld go 4 ONE drink b4 dinner... b4 u noe it.. chicken wings n potato wedges appear.. SY n daffy joined us.. mre drinks.. alot of chatting den jin join us.. haha.. was so much fun.. too bad PX, YC n eve din join us! we muz do tis again k!!

wen sentosa wif daffy today... it was sunny den it rained den it got sunny again! YIPPY!! been mths since i wen 2 e beach.. haha... hung ard her new place. so glad i wen (aft gg i feel like a slob, time 2 clean up my rm).. it's fun hanging out like tat.. i hope i din bored u wif my chattering. really happy 4 u. u look nice wif e haircut. really!!!

i really feel so stupid nw.. ok.. i've been pretty stupid all along bt.. instead of taking a 15mins bus ride frm wdlands back hm, i decide 2 take a 30mins walk. nth bad really, sum excercise. except tat i stepped on mud 2mins aft e decision (i'm blind)! ARGH! den i realised i caught tat computer virus cuz i was so so so dumb!!!

n i can't believe wat i juz did.. i having a conversation wif sum1 i use 2 scream @. gosh! u really can't talk abt sum stuff.. cuz it'll all cum back! i hope tis time only e gd none of e bad!!!! 1 of e gd 1s: "heard u're drivin greatly improved"

i bet u heard it frm ppl i din crash in2 n ppl who've nv seen e way i drive!!! n i tot i'm blind..

time 2 zzzzzzzzzzzz.. i gg 2 bake a cheesecake tml wif sum1 i nv expect i'll do it wif.. damn excited!!!!! hope it wun burn!!! fingers crossed.. gotta wake up early tml!!!!! tidy my rm den bake my cake...

A, B, C, & D

A is 4 Angel (uncle angel).
Dressed in a toga n skinny jeans, (tat's skinnier den mine)he ruined e song 珊瑚海 @ dragonfly. haiz.. aft a couple of drinks he still sound as horrid. i think i nid a few mre b4 i can bear wif his singing. i'm @ a lost 4 words wen it comes 2 his dress sense.

B is 4 Batman n robin.
haha! uncle robin intro mi 2 uncle batman!(ok. batman is nt his name. i can't remb wat it is.)it's a pity i din take a pic wif their bat mobile!

C is 4 Colin.
i only remb him saying i haf an aunt name joyce. aft tat i din speak 2 him. haha! looks like he had a gd conversation wif eve!

D is 4 Darren.
he's funny! haha! tat poor guy couldn't say no wen mi n eve say let's go 4 prata! n he has 2 work today! gd luck man! hope u r sober enuff!

So much fun yday! haha! e plan was 2 acc eve 2 do sum retail therpy. din plan on gg St james but we did in e end, thank god! it's juz damn fun! haha. i'm sorry 4 e staff @ bellini n dragonfly. watever goes in muz cum out.. 2 outta 3 times, i din make it 2 e ladies b4 it came out. i'm so sorry. i think some of it landed on a gal's shirt. i dunno if she realised it but i'm really really sorry!! e only time i made it 2 e ladies, i managed 2 console a drunk women inside! oh.. i oso manage 2 break a wine glass! i swear it was an accident. i dunno wat happened...

we muz do tis again! next time it'll b E, F, G & H. we'll go till we hit Z! keke. e next time i 煽风点火 i'll get a couple of cuter guys, i promise! c there's already an improvement. frm ray 2 darren (i'm keeping my fingers crossed). next time will b beta, e quality will improve! e plan is 2 stand close 2 e cute guys, wen we r still sober.

shit! time 4 a little TLC 4 my poor skin.. lynn! Ice! Jin! we shld do st james tog again! really damn fun!

cultural shock!

was watching tis show, fat fiancees on discovery. i was so damn shocked by e show. apparently ppl frm tat place (din watch e front bit where they intro the place) exchange their daughter's hand in marriage 4 cows.

b4 getting married e bride 2 b has 2 stay in a fattening hut(tat's wat they call it on e show) for 4 mths. drinking abt 2litres of milk 7 times a day! WTH! e bride muz b respectably fat on e day of her marriage. tis is unimaginable.. aft marriage e gal has 2 continue her milk diet 4 3 mre mths! gosh! tis is really crazy! all e man r skinny as hell but their wifes have 2 b fat. according 2 e women, a man might leave his wife if she's nt fat enuff. in a world where ppl r fighting obesity, they r encouraging it.

tis is wat i call cultural shock! so glad i dun live there. i might drown in all tat milk ( e bride is suppose 2 finish all e milk or get beaten). but den again living there has its pros. they think stretch marks r beautiful (signs of a fat women). if stretch marks r beautiful, cellulite muz b gorgeous!! haha.

hmm...

my fone is officially beyond economical repair. kinda sad. it lived wif mi w/o any problems @ all 4 13mths den it died of a stroke(e motherboard broke). haiz! left mi w/o warning.. kinda a 1st for mi! i lose most of my fone within a yr. finally i stop e habit of losing them, they break down n die. hmm... guess it's juz time 4 it 2 go.

bye bye lah..
R.I.P my dear fone!
02.04.2007-21.05.2008

baking brownies on friday.. haha! i hope it'll b a sucess. a few ppl r looking 4ward 2 it.. keke. i hate 2 fail them.

tml is my lucky day. smile baby! it'll b urs 2.. happy brownie day!