Saturday, July 29, 2006

oh god... i'm breaking down...

i've been lying on my bed e past 8hrs but i couldn't fall aslp.. can someone just knock me out? my body tells me i'm so so tired.. my brain says Y did u do it? i made a terrible mistake yesterday! i had good intentions but it turned out so bad... i feel so bad about it.. oh god.. wat did i do? i just took him back 2 hell... i shouldn't be so selfish... i'm gg crazy soon.. crap...

i just wanted to know if he's ok.. I shld have hung up when he said i shld leave him quietly... All the i should have... it's so so so painfully for me right now.. it is so difficult... i need a shoulder to cry on.. i feel so alone... wat's happening to me? i dunno...

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