他一个人

庆幸每夜那样疲劳　
再没渴望得到拥抱
那一晚他　 如此跟我讲
要是爱欲彻夜难忘　
半夜散步通宵洗熨
记得那一晚他　如此跟我讲
然后我　看到了　他眼光
然后我　那安慰　没法讲
他看戏也一个人看
他放假也一个人放
他叫我记得有时间对你好一些
他跳舞也一个人跳
他说笑也一个人笑
他叫我这刻如能被爱别太轻率分开
快乐宴会分组跳舞　
最后也是刚好单数
那单数的　如此跟我讲
怕被冷落怕被遗忘　
但最后却是白走这一趟
那一晚他　说的笑话使我很不安
明白我这一世差点会怎过
然后我　太需要共你讲
他看戏也一个人看
他放假也一个人放
他叫我记得有时间对你好一些
他跳舞也一个人跳
他说笑也一个人笑
他说我有一个人爱我无论有多苦也比不上他
我怕遇见的以后　我怕面对的过去
那晚上犹如附身于这个他
他看戏也一个人看
他放假也一个人放
他叫我记得有时间对你好一些
他跳舞也一个人跳
他说笑也一个人笑
他说我有一个人爱我无论有多苦也比不上他
他看戏也一个人看
他放假也一个人放
他叫我永不要忘记对你好一些
他喝醉也一个回家
他怕冷也一个人怕
他叫我要将你留低相恋再苦孤单更可怕
他跳舞也一个人跳
他说笑我不太敢笑
不要说我想你也明了为何在那晚我抱着你哭了

some tots..
being the greedy gal i am.. i made alot of wishes last year without e fully understanding of them..

i wanted every1 to be happy.. i din un tt humans being greedy by nature can nv seem to b satisfied. i'm 1 of e real greedy greedy ones.. keke..

i wanted every1 to be healthy without fully understanding what it would be like for a loved one to be unhealthy.

i wanted to be loved yet i didn't know how to love. i didn't understand the one i love.

this year i seem to understand things alittle better. hopefully, next year things will be better. i made fewer wishes.. keke.. i wish tt every 1 of my wishes will cum true!

anyways.. i'll b smelling so sweet thru 2009... thanks for the pressie guys. haha.. including e ones i just bought, i have 7 bottles of new perfume.. haha.. u guys muz think i stink! probably tt y all e fishies keep dying... hmm..

sorry nn keep missing ya calls.. seems tt e xin ling gan ying stuff dun wrk so well anymre.. do try again.. haha.. i'll try 2 sense wen u r calling..

ok.. gotta go back 2 wrk..

happy happy b'day 2 mi...

keke... thick skined zz..

wishing myself a happy happy b'day.. may i b tis gorgeous, tis happy,tis young always... of cuz, gd health n loads of happiness, luv, hugs n kisses 2 every1 ard mi... peace 2 all... where r my pressies n my hunk?????

haha.. hoping in 2009 i can b a god mum or a jie mei.. keke... any volunteers getting married/having a kid soon??? haha.. NN, i'm waiting!!!!! baby lau wru? i haben mit u in my dreamz yet.. haha.. andes, i'm still dreaming in lala land.. hope i din scare u.. bt u shld b used 2 it by nw! keke.. i shall cya in hk or aussie next yr k... n i wanna buy e whole hk back bt times r bad.. can't fulfil my dream yet..

bt i will wrk hard @ fulfilling my tai tai dream.. keke.. nn, wait k? b there real soon.. haha.. will attempt 2 catch a gd guy n b ur neighbour.. keke.. natasha bedingfield's i wanna have ur babies get serious like crazy.. my version- i wanna b a taitai.. bt i dun nid LVs..

i'm gg crazy again.. nid 2 b less bitchy, less loud, less braty n most imptly 4get e past, n look 4ward 2 e future...

ohoh.. thks 4 e lunch Mr. Ee.. i'm so slpy nw.. yawnz...

n oso.. lucy gd luck 4 ur interview!

n eve.. beta health n gd luck w results.. things will b fine. trust ur instinct, cheers!

n dawn.. luck in finding a job.

n jin.. get married soon k? tt applies 2 u 2, NN!!

nn & andes.. may u live happily eva aft.. keke.. take gd care of my twin ar!

daffy.. can tt u r happy w her.. may u always b tis happy..

px.. get a gf soon! den i wun bully u le.. keke~

yc.. err.. may u strike 4D AND toto real soon??

did i 4get any1?? hmm.. 2 u guys out there i luv luv luv luv luv luv ya!!! MUACKZ

ever..

ever felt like ur heart is held in an unknown hand? it doesn't hurt but is uncomfortable enuff 2 remind u it's always there.. it has a name - he is regret.

perhaps tt is e only way 2 describe hw i feel nw..my heart is in a mess... many causes n it all sucks..

being 2 strongheaded 2 admit alot of things.. deep inside mi i know wat matters... n it all seems 2 late.. once sum1 told mi, if u wan sth badly enuff, god will help you.. i believe u..

i believe there is a god.. if you do hear this.. i noe i wan it badly, din noe it den bt i noe it nw.. kinda late bt hope u'll help.. thanks alot 4 all e unplanned lessons u made mi learn along e way 2 let mi noe wat i really wan..

r e lessons tough.. or am i 2 weak?

intriguing

fascinated n disconnected r e words i'll use today..

hmm... can't put hw i feel in words... things happen 4 a reason.. if i can't comprehend nw, i will b able 2 in e future..

i hate 2 say this.. u r rt.. 4 mi, my family, it's beta 2 stay in sg.. thank you 4 telling mi tt wen i refuse 2 accept this fact. wen things happen, tt is e truth. thank you 4 everything.

things will work out juz fine

the intense joy of possession - stem of greed. it's not be cause i want it, not because i nid it, it's the joy of possessing it that gives me the kick.

long weekend~~

finally looking forward to alot mre zzz during e long weekend.. looking like a panda nw.. @ least i have sum1 2 off load sum of my wrk 2.. my manager keeps asking mi 2 gif her mre stuffs 2 do.. i'm worried tt she'll nt turn up 4 wrk if i start doing tt..haiz... she takes 1/2 a day to do my filing everyday.. hmm.. i wonder hw did i manage 2 finish all e filing n follow up with all e cases i have on hand.. still a mystery..

was reading e paper a couple days back... on e headlines:

Crushed leg,crushed future
but do u care?

wen i read tt, my 1st tot is how can i care? i'm nt cold blooded bt i c cases of death/crushed limps on a daily basis.. broken family with parents fighting over compensation with the wife (who's pregnant n has another young kid). tell mi hw do i care? losing my humanity in my line of work.. all the decreased, ill/hurted crew r juz a name in my books.. nth mre den tt cuz if they r anything mre, i'll go crazy. compensation 4 a life ranges frm US$15-150K. a life is only worth tt much.. had a case where e guy lost his foot, e compensation was only US$6k... tell mi hw do u care? tis is juz life...

lucy! i still din manage 2 c u!! Argh!! din noe u wen 2 states... haiz.. heard tt things r nt looking so gd.. gal, u muz b strong k! in life there r alot of things beyond our control. 1 of these things is love.. u n mi, we wan 2 luv, can gif alot bt sumtimes becuz e ways words r put, it juz doesn't sound rt. if it's possible, try 2 wrk it out, i can tell u luv him alot.. if nt, u juz haf 2 learn 2 brave thru tis. dun ask others hw they did it. it seems so immpossible @ times, hw can 1 b so strong. i can tell u tt all tis has 2 b learnt & forced. i dun wanna b alone, unluv. bt i noe it's beta 4 us 2 grow apart den 2 grow 2 hate.. things juz fall apart n becum e way they r n we juz grow 2 b able 2 survive.

baby, no matter wat u still haf us.. throw mi a call wen u r back. luv u! tk care my dear..

i miss blogging..

haben blogged in donkey yrs.. hmmm.. miss e days wen i cud blog daily.. haha... dunno wat u've gt till u lose it.. din noe hw 2 treasure e time i use 2 haf..

anyway.. updates..
still sick.. haiz.. my stomache is unable 2 retain food.. can't eat 2 much, no dairy, no coffee/tea/oily food.. aft a jab on wed.. it's still nt much beta.. e amazing thing is i think i'm gaining weight.. haha! will c hw it goes.. dear tummy, will appreciate if u can get beta soon. i wan sum chocolate/coffee!!

missed Mr.Ee secret celebration cuz of my gastric problem.. argh! i miss hanging out w u guys!! esp u, LUCY!!! haha.. we nid 2 mit up soon... keke... anyway, we'll beta take ALOT of pics as usual n haf alot of FUN!! till den i'll b missing u..

haiz.. miss msning w lynn.. haha.. haben had time 2 do tt either..
gotta wrk faster, z!! will haf a couple of hrs of peace to clear all e stuff b4 it floods my mailbox again..(manager is currently away 4 miting)

still waiting 4 my dream 2 come true:

I WANNA B A TAI TAI!!!!!!

@ e rate things r gg, i dun think it'll ever haben.. happily ever aft- a phrase u shld nv believe in aft a age of 5. looking forward, @ times my mind juz wanders back 2 e happier moments.. i noe it's stupid.. cuz there is no happily ever aft n i'm nt brave enuff 2 handle e nt-so-easy times..

life - contradiction & alot of confusion... i did try.. really did.. it's nt enuff yet no1 is 2 blame.

bon voyage~

ironic situation.. haha! lynn was here n i only saw her 4 4days (2wkends).. 12hrs workdays r crazy. i kind forgot wat it's like nt 2 b tired. i forgot hw hot it is here cuz i stay in e office n juz cum hm 2 bed. i juz haf 2 work faster i guess. eating alot (or so i tot) bt i'm losing weight. dun un e logic, probably cuz i haf no time 2 finish all tt food. no mre bitching abt life..

did e usual... geylang no signboard n durians, vivo n bugis 4 shopping n mre food! haha! think they gained quite abit of weight on tis trip. food in HK (looking @ e pics, lynn was eating alot!!) e ba ku teh n chicken rice in malacca, n all e durians plus chili crab here... seriously all thanks 2 them i had chilli crabs n durians @ geylang again. i kinda 4got wat's it's like 2 b there. had tis durian "葫芦" which was pretty gd, e sign wrote "吃了会有恋爱的感觉". hmm.. 一粒留连有哪么神奇吗？ if u guys had a try, let mi noe hw u feel.. 恋爱是什么感觉？我一已经不记得了。。。

while bringing them around, i realised i'm nt a s'porean at all.. i still get lost, e aussie is beta wif directions den i am.. gosh, sth nv change. i'm still a rd hazard!!

anyway, i hope u guys had fun. i'll cya again soon, cuz time juz flies.. gd luck in finding a job.. haf fun in skool. luvya! send mi e pics k. muacks. i'll cya in HK next yr.

Argh...

haiz... no time to blog. been blogging in e office. 10-12hrs days r no fun n i haven even gt my CGI (cert in general insurance)! gosh.. e lady beside mi has been coughing 4 1 1/2 mths.. think i can't stay healthy 4 long like tat... loads of junk food 2 keep mi gg n virus tat r trying 2 kill mi..

lynn finally here.. haha.. hanging out juz like old times.will try 2 make mre time 4 u.. cuz i wun cya 4 a damn long time again. anyways gotta orgnise a dinner wif e mates early next week. which day do u guys prefer??

Mr Lau, wat wud u like 2 haf 4 dinner, my treat! unlike sum1 we noe, u dun eat tat much so u wun make mi broke!! keke. we can do no signboard or u'll like sth diff? bt durian's definitely on e list! n u can get mre in KL.

missing out on dinner @ hilton wif my boss/colleagues cuz i gotta lasik on fri.. gosh.. this place is a heaven 2 get FAT!! every mon we get pizza 4 dinner, corporate dinner so beri often n e birthday cakes/mooncakes etc.. all compliments of e boss. keke! did my stats, average women in my office put on 1.5kg/yr. gotta find sum1 2 marry mi b4 i becum a fatty. otherwise i'm married 2 my co.. sad, so sad!

trying hard nt 2 b sick bt my body wun listen.. so damn bz.. takes mi 3hrs 2 finish my muffin cuz there's so much 2 do. hate e filing, grows an inch a day! EEWWWWW.....

Great weekend!

yippy! spent e weekend shopping n enjoying. shopping on fri.

mre shopping on sat.. as usual, miss drama wen out 2 seek attention. found my red lipstick n wen out wif full red lips.. gorgeous! luv e look!! wen 4 drinks @ ice cold beer aft shopping!! haha! got a couple of free shots courtesy of the bartender nt e bald 1.. it's another cuter looking 1.

was chatting wif eve wen i told her abt sth i read in tis book. "beware of who u make ur enemy, you will become juz like them." i nv tot much abt it wen i 1st read it.. aft sum tot, it hit mi.. i becum who i hate cuz i'm envious of wat they can do 2 hurt mi. 2 make myself immune 2 tis pain i simply becum 1 of them.. gosh! wat goes around comes around! muz remb tis cuz i dun wanna becum sum1 i hate..

eve agrees 2.. dunno since wen she became mre n mre like him.. as much as she hates tat part of him, she's becuming him. hmm... irony of life. nid 2 get mre slp, din get hm till 3+.. on zombie mode n i'm looking like a panda now..

mre work 2 cum tml.. hope i'll pass tat stupid test tis fri. 1 week closer 2 my graduation n 1 week closer 2 seeing my 亲爱的！we'll hit st james on sat k!!! haha. cya aft work on 06.09.08 den we'll rot till it's time 2 go mit sum cute guys! u beta make sure u r nt sick n feeling rite 4 party mood! btw, no nid 2 bring party gear, i've got enuff 4 e bth of us! keke.

亲爱的~ 我等你！ 真的好想你阿！

刘先生，真是对不起！ but i nid 2 borrow ur gf 4 afew nites.. dun worry i'll take care of her! if u wanna help, get a couple of single n cute guys over 2 sg den she'll party/drink less!(i noe it's kinda tough bt 表姐夫 nth is 2 tough 4 u! isn't it?) btw, i'm still waiting 4 baby lau... 我要当干妈！！！！！！！！！！ will sum1 go get married n get pregnant SOON????? dun tell mi 2 do it myself cuz 我没人要!!!

p.s. jin, can i put my hopes on u?

wat a week..

haha.. e week of gd food.. chili crabs @ my boss's place n durians @ geyland over e weekend.. my breakfast cereal smells like durian nw.. haha.. dad is nt 2 happy! we made him take us 2 geylang den endure e durian breath we had... keke..

gg 2 go shopping shopping shopping!! pay came in.. keke.. so glad no1 is forcing mi 2 wear skirts.. keke.. lucky mi!

one eye jack

gosh!!!! wen 2 a doc 4 my stiff neck & aft taking e painkiller i became 1 eye jack. my left eye is swollen shut. all bcuz of a stupid drug allergy.. sucks!! i hope it'll go away tml, crossing my fingers. by e looks of it nw it'll still be swollen tml.. haiz.. i can only open 1/3 of it nw.. mre medication n we'll c how it goes...

dumbass Z

haiz.. early mornings n dumb z is a veri veri bad combo. e 1st day of work i got lost in my office.. dun remb where my seat is, had 2 ask 4 directions. tat's funny isn't it?

it gets worse by e day.. i threw my bunch of keys out with e rubbish tis morning. now i can't go hm.. sucks!! how much worse can it get!!!!!! argh... i feels so stupid on my way 2 work..

DUMB Z, SUPER DUMB Z, HOW MUCH DUMBER CAN I GET??

slacker z

spent my day being a daddy's (n mummy's) girl.. haha.. lunch shopping den dinner.. met a couple of interesting ppl. seems tat i mit veri interesting ppl everywhere i go... alot mre life stories 4 mi 2 listen 2..

1st my shopping.. i bought another pair of heels (n i juz bought 1 yesterday). so i fulfil e 好事成双 saying.. they r juz so gorgeous. can nv resist them..

den e food. as usual.. mum had 2 go 2 all e places wif famous foodstalls.. we ended up watching her eat cuz mi n dad being practical ppl decided 2 get sth tat can fill our stomach fast.

den e ppl... was having coffee @ chinatown wen this canto speaking uncle aged 85 started talking 2 us.. (as u all noe.. my canto is really bad. dad translated.) old grandpa looked @ mi n said.. i look @ u i think ur body is weak (虚弱). ur "throat" (i think he meant thyroid) is swollen,ur blood is hot(热). (it sounds wierd cuz it's translated directly frm canto.) he held my hand wen he said those words.. hmmm... den he gave me words of wisdom, way 2 get rid of my swollen "throat". a kind grandpa giving a few words of wisdom 2 e younger generation.

met another friendly uncle @ e mall... was chatting den e topic came 2 boyfriends. he told mi 眼光不要放太高。 my reply was 我眼光没有放很高。是我的鞋子很高。 i dun think he un wat i mean..

i haf been told (nt only once) u r so tall, it's intimidating. e 1st part is a compliment, e 2nd part.. errmmmm....... n i wasn't even wearing heels. haiz...

mre productive slacker days coming up... finish reading my book n watching chuck tml. den mon i shall go 4 a movie wif my 爱人。 我幸福，快乐的slacker days会有一个圆满的结局。bb slacker z. i'm gg 2 miss u!!!!!!!!!

逍遥快活的日子告个段落

no mre rotting n slacking. gonna start work soon.. i welcome myself 2 e world of endless OT. has been a happy week. i woke up happy everyday despite e fact tat insomia is my best fren n i receive a morning call almost daily.

no mre ladies nite @ st james. gosh! still missing E- Z. hmm.. we'll nid 2 do sth abt tat. i wonder if my cambodia/laos trip will cum true in aug/sept. have faith! they'll come, it juz takes time. need 2 do mre shopping!! keke. there's still a sale n i'll need mre clothes, shoes n everything. (which gal can resist a reason 2 go shopping??)

i'll miss e days of having high tea @ Goodwood park, e days of having lunch by e beach. slacker j0yzz bb..

oh.. my chesse cake din turn out 2 well. chocolate swirl is 2 sweet (ran outta semi sweet so used e normal 1s.) cake is over beaten, (jasmine, we'll nid 2 work on tat!muz control ur enthu mind.) too much eggs (i think), e cake is kinda chewy. but it din crack. finally 1 gd thing i learnt. leave e cake 2 cool in e oven. e next 1 will b beta!

愛一個上一課

演唱: 容祖兒
作曲: 藍奕邦
編曲: Jim Ling@Zoo Music
填詞: 林夕

像有感情　到天星　看風景
他似無還有偏卻　不承認
為了此人　算初戀　太高興
失去承受更悲傷的本領

然後遇著　我至今的經典
曾緊張得似應戰　一晚渡無限風險
然後漸漸　沉重到　不願見
人會變　情會厭　從沒甚麼保險

誰擔保可不可　有一個愛一個
　為何我不可　值得好點結果
　即使悔恨又如何　別離得多不痛楚
　其實帶淚都該慶賀　失戀不怕多

　得多天的許可　愛一個上多一課
　自由也不錯　被吹熄的愛火
　光影總算照亮過　想開心如何懶惰
　無謂算盡機關只要情動　也不敢錯過

逃避寂寞　期待吃喝玩樂
談得多戀愛更覺　不領會何謂快樂
誰是玩伴　誰是愛的幻覺
誰與我　能永遠　留在夢中天國

誰擔保可不可　有一個愛一個
　為何我不可　值得好點結果
　即使悔恨又如何　別離得多不痛楚
　其實帶淚都該慶賀　失戀不怕多

　得多天的許可　愛一個上多一課
　自由也不錯　被吹熄的愛火
　光影總算照亮過　想開心如何懶惰
　無謂算盡機關只要情動　也不敢錯過

lazy slob

11.06.2008- we still did nt go gdwood park 4 durian cake..


25.06.2008- aft so many yrs of nt doing tis tog. we kinda lost e 默契。really shld hang out mre.

haha... e k, e shopping 4 pressie part, e alcohol, e mac.. gosh! e plan was 2 do dinner wif rest of e guys (PX, YC, SY, Daffy n eve) while ice, dawn n i go k in e aftnoon... we complete e k part w/o any glitch. den we hung out, looked 4 a pressie 4 dawn's dad (did he like it????), n we decided we shld go 4 ONE drink b4 dinner... b4 u noe it.. chicken wings n potato wedges appear.. SY n daffy joined us.. mre drinks.. alot of chatting den jin join us.. haha.. was so much fun.. too bad PX, YC n eve din join us! we muz do tis again k!!

wen sentosa wif daffy today... it was sunny den it rained den it got sunny again! YIPPY!! been mths since i wen 2 e beach.. haha... hung ard her new place. so glad i wen (aft gg i feel like a slob, time 2 clean up my rm).. it's fun hanging out like tat.. i hope i din bored u wif my chattering. really happy 4 u. u look nice wif e haircut. really!!!

i really feel so stupid nw.. ok.. i've been pretty stupid all along bt.. instead of taking a 15mins bus ride frm wdlands back hm, i decide 2 take a 30mins walk. nth bad really, sum excercise. except tat i stepped on mud 2mins aft e decision (i'm blind)! ARGH! den i realised i caught tat computer virus cuz i was so so so dumb!!!

n i can't believe wat i juz did.. i having a conversation wif sum1 i use 2 scream @. gosh! u really can't talk abt sum stuff.. cuz it'll all cum back! i hope tis time only e gd none of e bad!!!! 1 of e gd 1s: "heard u're drivin greatly improved"

i bet u heard it frm ppl i din crash in2 n ppl who've nv seen e way i drive!!! n i tot i'm blind..

time 2 zzzzzzzzzzzz.. i gg 2 bake a cheesecake tml wif sum1 i nv expect i'll do it wif.. damn excited!!!!! hope it wun burn!!! fingers crossed.. gotta wake up early tml!!!!! tidy my rm den bake my cake...

A, B, C, & D

A is 4 Angel (uncle angel).
Dressed in a toga n skinny jeans, (tat's skinnier den mine)he ruined e song 珊瑚海 @ dragonfly. haiz.. aft a couple of drinks he still sound as horrid. i think i nid a few mre b4 i can bear wif his singing. i'm @ a lost 4 words wen it comes 2 his dress sense.

B is 4 Batman n robin.
haha! uncle robin intro mi 2 uncle batman!(ok. batman is nt his name. i can't remb wat it is.)it's a pity i din take a pic wif their bat mobile!

C is 4 Colin.
i only remb him saying i haf an aunt name joyce. aft tat i din speak 2 him. haha! looks like he had a gd conversation wif eve!

D is 4 Darren.
he's funny! haha! tat poor guy couldn't say no wen mi n eve say let's go 4 prata! n he has 2 work today! gd luck man! hope u r sober enuff!

So much fun yday! haha! e plan was 2 acc eve 2 do sum retail therpy. din plan on gg St james but we did in e end, thank god! it's juz damn fun! haha. i'm sorry 4 e staff @ bellini n dragonfly. watever goes in muz cum out.. 2 outta 3 times, i din make it 2 e ladies b4 it came out. i'm so sorry. i think some of it landed on a gal's shirt. i dunno if she realised it but i'm really really sorry!! e only time i made it 2 e ladies, i managed 2 console a drunk women inside! oh.. i oso manage 2 break a wine glass! i swear it was an accident. i dunno wat happened...

we muz do tis again! next time it'll b E, F, G & H. we'll go till we hit Z! keke. e next time i 煽风点火 i'll get a couple of cuter guys, i promise! c there's already an improvement. frm ray 2 darren (i'm keeping my fingers crossed). next time will b beta, e quality will improve! e plan is 2 stand close 2 e cute guys, wen we r still sober.

shit! time 4 a little TLC 4 my poor skin.. lynn! Ice! Jin! we shld do st james tog again! really damn fun!

cultural shock!

was watching tis show, fat fiancees on discovery. i was so damn shocked by e show. apparently ppl frm tat place (din watch e front bit where they intro the place) exchange their daughter's hand in marriage 4 cows.

b4 getting married e bride 2 b has 2 stay in a fattening hut(tat's wat they call it on e show) for 4 mths. drinking abt 2litres of milk 7 times a day! WTH! e bride muz b respectably fat on e day of her marriage. tis is unimaginable.. aft marriage e gal has 2 continue her milk diet 4 3 mre mths! gosh! tis is really crazy! all e man r skinny as hell but their wifes have 2 b fat. according 2 e women, a man might leave his wife if she's nt fat enuff. in a world where ppl r fighting obesity, they r encouraging it.

tis is wat i call cultural shock! so glad i dun live there. i might drown in all tat milk ( e bride is suppose 2 finish all e milk or get beaten). but den again living there has its pros. they think stretch marks r beautiful (signs of a fat women). if stretch marks r beautiful, cellulite muz b gorgeous!! haha.

hmm...

my fone is officially beyond economical repair. kinda sad. it lived wif mi w/o any problems @ all 4 13mths den it died of a stroke(e motherboard broke). haiz! left mi w/o warning.. kinda a 1st for mi! i lose most of my fone within a yr. finally i stop e habit of losing them, they break down n die. hmm... guess it's juz time 4 it 2 go.

bye bye lah..
R.I.P my dear fone!
02.04.2007-21.05.2008

baking brownies on friday.. haha! i hope it'll b a sucess. a few ppl r looking 4ward 2 it.. keke. i hate 2 fail them.

tml is my lucky day. smile baby! it'll b urs 2.. happy brownie day!

my very nice grilled steak.. ARGH!!!

grilled a steak wif alot of side dishes (baby carrots, mashed potatoes, salad) 4 dinner. was really happy den disaster strikes.. my fone broke down! it juz wun turn on.. haiz.. i kinda like it.. i mean it worked 4 a yr wif no problem.. then it refuses 2 turn on!! WTH! ARGH!!! it was fine wen i wen shopping 4 steak.. haiz.. juz nt my lucky day i guess.. sobz.. hope it's nt a big problem.. b gd baby.. pls behave.. sucks nt having a fone!

rude little lady!

was hanging out wif daffy late last nite. 豆花 @ geylang became drinks @ ice cold beer (w/o makeup n wif slippers!).. nice place 2 chill. music a little 2 loud 4 a chat but it's still a cool place. bartender wif only 1 card trick entertained us.

we had a nice long chat b4 mr bartender starts chatting wif daffy n e guy beside mi started 2 chat wif mi. haha.. b4 we left e guy was gg can i get 2 noe u? i replied no. or rather it was kinda like u already did. haha. was disccussing abt e numerous times i almost ruined e car n e numerous times i lost my license. haha! ppl r always amazed by e fact tat i'm still holding my license n i'm still driving. keke! i'm a brave women! anyway aft we left daffy was like u were so rude. u shld haf told a white lie like i'll b here next week or sth.. n he's pretty good looking. haiz.. i juz felt like being rude. haha! ok! cuz i feel a little bad being mean. e next time a guy says tat 2 mi i promise i'll say ok (if he's cute!) if nt.. it'll b a big fat white lie. haiz! if only he's as cute as Price charming @ HSA...

anyway, watever ur name is, i hope u'll haf beta luck wif ur TP. trust mi! if i can pass, u will 2! it was nice chatting wif ya!

daffy: we shld go chill again! different place but. anyway gif mi advance notice ya! i dun wanna go 2 town w/o makeup n wif slippers again, it might gif ppl nitemares!

time 2 try sth new!

gonna bake sum quiche tml.. wonder how it'll turn out.. will bake a new york cheesecake next week... i'm getting fat n i'm staying away frm e weighting scale...

had a few long chats wif a few ppl..
Benson: luck 4 ur examz! haha! wasted a nite watching dvds wif me! juz 4 mre days n u can get sum slp!
Lynn: things will work out lah.. dun worry.. @ least ur mum's nt on ur back! work harder @ finding me a bf there! keke. we r twins shldn't b separated frm each other!
Daffy: get sum rest, take things easy! find urself 1st! ignore e rest of e stuff!
Eve: luck 4 e driving n examz! believe u'll do fine.

cookies! alots of them!!!

baked those juz nw.. i haf like 5 dozen of them.. dun look as pretty as those last week but they r yummy!


they'll b perfect if i add less cocoa powder.. looks 2 brown..

02.05.2008 Jin's bday!

happie birthday!!!


juz sum of her pressies..


Wen there's nth 2 do.. we juz luv 2...


KTV.. (eve wen zouking! hmm.. we'll go tog aft e guy's examz!)


flowers on ur heads pls!

forget it...

I'm 1 of e most forgetful ppl i noe yet there r somethings i can nv seem 2 forget as hard as i try. I forget e impt stuff n retain useless bits of memories...

shld really make myself remb tat too much chips n chocolates is bad 4 my throat. having tis tiny cough nw. ARGH! e last time i had a cough it lasted 4 a mth.. nt gonna let tat happen again!

gotta go shopping 4 some food 4 piggy. her soft diet= yogurt, creamy soups, mash potatos etc.. of cuz there's oso stuff like ICE CREAM which bth of us can't haf cuz of tis stupid cough! n i was thinking of making cookies next week..

my latest hobby

lately i develop a habit of doing grocery shopping.. been buying alot of things i like and making food i love(with nice music in e background)..

started wif cheese cake. today it's grilled ham sandwich n apple crumble.. can't wait 4 e slumber party @ eve's.. we'll make a salad, soba wif sashimi den dessert(haben decided wat) hehee.. More trips 2 e suppermarket! keke. baking cookies next week.. making myself FAT!

haiz... hate e weather.. e forecast everyday: sunny day, expect showers in e late afternoons. humidity is @ 90%. (it juz kills mi!)

e whole room is smelling of apples n butter... gg 2 enjoy my apple crumble... yummy~

my 1st successful cheesecake!

keke.. made another marble cheesecake today. this time it's nt burnt.. looks ok n taste alrite.. haha.. will improve sum more.. gg 2 make a strawberry swirl new york style cheese cake next time.. hee~ really quick way 2 get fat!! chubby joyzz in e making.. wonder hw lynn's cake will turn out... take a pic 4 mi k.

SURPRISE!!!

had so much fun during ice's bday bash! happy birthday once again! haha.. was a big project. thanks 2 my boss Mr Ee, e coordinater 4 making tis happen. It's unforgetable 4 all of us. it's really so much fun...

all e gd food...


more food in e making.


aft an hr in e fire, it's all burnt! sobz..


caught wif a marshmellow in hand!


time check: 10.20pm (she's been hanging around e BBQ pit since 7.30pm. she nt doing alot of BBQing, guess wat she has been doing?)


mi n every1 moment...


美女12345


美女's nt so 美 moments!


Do Re Mi Fa So La


wat's left of BF 0201


e accused


e victim


"OH MY GOD!!" 九连拍


speech moment wif her matching mic


F_H_M cover May 2008??


Cheeky moments. seems tat only those in e 1st row un e phrase "funny faces"


Happy Birthday, ice!


LUCY! even if i always tease u n make fun of u, u noe i luv u! (mayb it's cuz i tease u so much! it's my turn 2 look like a he-she nw... 报应啊~)

Interesting day~

haha... was doing my job as a driver today...
1st stop: Tan Tock Seng Hospital 4 piggy's medical exam.

2nd stop: blood bank@Health Science Authority. Mum wanted 2 donate blood so i wen along.. 2 conquer my fear of needles i decided 2 do sth real brave.. haha.. but i din succeed. my veins were too tiny. unsuitable 4 blood donation. so i sat @ e cafe n had a nice long chat wif tis cute guy (haiz, i 4got his name. kept staring @ him, wasn't concentrating wen he said his name!).. haha. really interesting 2 chat with sum1 in such a weird place. of course it helps tat he's cute! keke. pity he's married. ring on his finger broke my heart.. sobz. there goes my tall, cute, funny prince charming.

nvm, another (unattached) prince charming will cum tml. as today's prince charming say, i muz haf faith! haha! alot of prince charmings will come..

super cute sticker! it attracted e attention of tat cute guy (^-^) & he was real nice.


Ice: nice chating wif u yday. gotta mit up soon. gd luck 4 ur tests!! thanks 4 being there. luvya so so much! we'll go on a relaxing exotic trip 2 laos/vietnam tis year. can't wait! MUACKZ.

rest of e ppl: luck 4 ur examz..

then v.s now

i dunno how many yrs ago.(i suspect it's mre den 5yo, done during art lesson)


today- 头变大了。牛变快乐了。pretty pink cow. missy moo.

致命伤

haiz... wat a gd life i haf.. rotting my life away.. e envy of others who r slogging out @ work/skool.. 如果像你们想的一样好，我会有多幸福。。。

mi n my 致命伤-
不久前，我的致命 伤是：where is ur bf? wen r u gg 2 BJ? n how's aussie?
(soon they got bored of those questions...)

now, e question is：wen r u gg 2 find a job?
(e best answer i can gif is: e day start asking how's work?)

haiz... 我和你的相 处之道：see no evil, hear no, evil n speak no evil?? dun speak unless it's necessary! e words we bth say only seem 2 piss each other off.. we r like acid n metal. nv place e 2 tog. e result is often awful.. 学了那么多年我还学不会。真笨！努力点吧！再笨最后也应该学的会吧！ it takes longer tat's all.. smile joyzz (^-^)

bored (>_<)

haiz... got so bored tat i decided 2 make a cheesecake.. e hse smells so so so wonderful but e cake has 2 improve in e looks department! ok.. since joyzz has nth 2 do. she'll learn 2 bake.. till e cakes look like it's edible, u wun get 2 c them.. keke..

e cake is a total disaster (BURNT)... haha. think e oven is too hot.. hmmm... taste like cheese cookie.. e receipe doesn't work... haha.. will try another 1 next week.. haha.. new way 2 gain weight!

Ahhhh..........

it's driving me crazy... received my results ages ago but they juz can't print my bloody transcript! WTF!!! i've sent i god knows how many emails 2 those ppl n e answer i've received is there's a problem wif tis batch of transcript. everything is fine wen u r still paying e skool fees e moment u grad n stop paying nonsense like tat comes along. pissing mi off!!!!! wat can i do?? irritating ppl!! can u send mi sth temp? tis sucks u noe! eeewwwwww.......

hello april!

hmmmm... woke up today feeling pretty gd! keke.. din lose my way today. heard my twin's sweet voice.. tis is life! for sum reason, my fone keeps ringing today. haha! i'm juz in a freaking gd mood! nth is gg 2 spoil tat.

好心情 - somehow, 1 way or another i've changed. nt hanging on 2 useless shit anymre. e day my mind rule is e day i become colder. i only say things i shld say, 对的时候跟对的人讲对的话。juz makes everything so rite. thanks 4 all e ppl who r there wen i'm unhappy. Thank you so so so much, 4 listening 2 mi grumbling. 有你们我很很幸福 ！ love u guys 2 bits!! MUACKZ, MUACKZ, MUACKZ!

i'm alive again! hmmm... KTV yday wif eve. haha. i wen retro n sang all e oldies. haha! so so so fun! e MTVs were so damn (-_-").

things will work out juz fine. u r juz nt use 2 it yet. gif urself abit of time lah! u'll get used 2 it again. if u wanna talk, no matter wen, i'll b here. u noe wat 2 do. luvya! 幸福-it comes wif a price.

原来你根本不懂我。现在我懂了。makes mi feel so much beta. worth e screaming i got frm mum. 我发誓不再说谎了- 不再骗自己了。有很多话我不说，也不再提，因为我不想撒 谎。就这么简单。

haiz....

after 2 consecutive slpless nite my body's breaking down... throat's nt gd n skin sucks. haiz... muz slp slp slp mre!!!

received mum's call asking wen i'm gg hm on bth sat n sun. strange cuz tat hasn't happen in i dunno hw many donkey yrs. On sat it felt so sweet. nice 2 hear sum1 asking wen u'll b hm.

BUT, on sun she call 2 scream her head off! i can't even remb wen was e last time i made her so mad.. haiz.. i tried 2 kip my cool, i really tried. i knew i was gg 2 get it so.. haiz.. she scream so much i felt like crying. n in e end i did. however tis is gg 2 e LAST time i'm gg 2 cry 4 tat reason. really i'm nt gg 2 cry anymre.

humans r creatures of habit. i'm doing wat i'm used 2 doing. dun worry, tis is e last time. mind over heart. it's time 2 change all e stupid habits. gg 2 practice e see no evil, hear no evil n speak no evil strategy!

i did everything i wanted 2. finished wat i started. nw, it's time 2 end tat story. bye bye lah...

幸福，快乐- tat's hw i'll live my life. i'll keep on smiling. i'm ok. i will b, i muz b.

hohoho...

i forgot... i wen 2 SIM yday n wen 4 jin's IME lecture. I SAW XIAO YUE!!!!!!! haha... finally i mit e mysterious xiao yue. actually i dun think he's tat cute lah.. (ok, i muz admit recently i lost e ability 2 spot cute guys. so dun trust mi 2 much on tis 1.) he is kinda quiet, shy-shy, cool-cool guy. his writing looks neat, super hardworking 1 lor. unlike jin, 2pm lecture & she reaches @ 2.20.

haiz... dawn is worse! nv turn up 4 lecture @ all!! wei. y din u go 2 skool yday? i haben seen u 4 a long time le. gosh! i miss skool! but it's time 2 move on.. i still haf tml to think of. no mre slacking j0yzz...

another sleepless nite...

it sucks wen ur body says i'm freaking tired but ur mind juz wun rest! i nid a on/off button attached 2 my brain. since my heart & my mind cannot live together in harmony, i'll let 1 of them rule, e other shall hibernate. my rational mind shall rule n my heart shld die...

perhaps it has already died a long time ago. wen i smile my facial muscles r doing its job. but my heart is not smiling, it's nt happpy. haf no idea how 2 make it happy so... i haf a feeling e crazy joyzz might nv cum back..

today's e last day of e battle between my heart n mind. tml onwards e mind shall rule. 人在江湖 生不由己。开心也是一天，不开心也是一天。重要的不是 开不开心，是今天我做了些什 么。

"unaffected joyzz" - in e making. unaffected by e things happening around mi. with or without i muz survive. 加油吧！ 不会就要去学。 我在学着怎 样自私点，容忍点，耐心点，安静点。很重要的：我要学怎样安安静静的观察。can't even take care of myself yet i care so much abt e feelings of e ppl around mi. stupid! time 4 sum mi, myself n i!

高空弹跳

高空弹跳- wat ever tat goes up muz cum down. law of gravity. tat's how i'm feeling now. moody, moody, moody! bungee jumping..

lynn: leaving tml le. 有一点点不舍得 ~ Gosh! time flies. u haf been back 4 more den a mth le. muz take care of urself. 我会很 x3，非常x3，想你的！(~_~) muz call/MSN mi often. 爱你喔! muackzx3! hee~ muz remb ur beri impt mission. n pls tell auntie, uncle, bobo, zaza i miss them!
~你会从此以后 过着幸福快乐的日子~

Mr lau: take gd care of my twin! feed her more food! every1's saying she looks skinnier now. dun bully her ar! if i hear her complains i'll pay u a visit! looking 4ward 2 baby lau's arrival! (^-^)

疯疯颠颠的joyzz几时才会回来？我很想念以前的我 。u win sum, u lose sum. lost e crazy i-dun-gif-a-damn joyzz. did i win a more solemn joyzz? 没有失去，不懂得 拥有。i was told tis is an expensive lesson. 这个游戏的代价很大，原来我玩不起。 时间一天天的过，我好像越变越笨。mayb i was nv smart 2 start wif!

u r rite. it's mi fighting against myself. watever happens. i'll win! it's a matter of time. thanks 4 everything! luvya! muackz~ 明天会有彩虹！

微笑的理由

原来灰灰的天也有 让我微笑的理由。 明天会是个幸福的一天 ！祝我好运 ！

who am i?

I am...

a set of dna?

a sg gal?

a fresh grad?

a easy gg person?

a bimbo?

a ugly duckling?

a selfish person?

a forgiving person?

a generous person?

a attention seeker?

a loving person?

a cruel person?

a caring person?

a cunning person?

a simple person?

a optimistic person?

a carefree spirit?

a dumbass?

an intelligent being?

a sad soul?

a dreamer?

a naive person?

a complex mind?

a hollow shell?

a vengeful person?

a lover?

a fighter?

a daughter?

a sister?

a friend?

a stranger?

a tai tai wannabe?

a job seeker?

who am i? it seems as if everyday i wake up wif a different combination. sometimes i dun even noe who i am. i wonder who will i be tomorrow...
tell mi, which combo do u know me as?

gals' Nite out!

yoyo ladies! i wanna plan a gal's nite out party on e 22nd march(sat)@ st james. kinda like a party 2 catch up wif lynn n haf fun, bet u guys haben seen her in awhile..

wat's e point of having a gals nite out if u can't get any attention?? YEP! i'm an attention seeker! keke.. i luv dress up parties..
checklist:
-wear killer heels
-wear short dresses/skirts
-smoky eyes
-put on sum false lashes/bling blings

i wanna do a encore of e st james party "wif" sharene.
eve: can i count u in?
jin: wei! u on??
Ice: u back by den?
daffy: wanna join in e fun?

Mr lau: dun worry i'll take care of my twin. if any1 wans her no, i'll gif mine. if she drinks too much, i'll send her hm. if u r still worried, u can fly 2 sg 2 join e party but remb 2 put on a dress.. dun stand 2 close 2 us hor! otherwise we'll get e wrong kinda attention!

i'm nt trying 2 b rude

received a text late last nite..
"i noe u won't reply, jux wan let u noe u r being tot of."

true enuff, i din reply! eeee.. seriously wat can my reply b?
option A(e typical s'porean): orh. thanks huh.
option B: thanks 4 thinking of me. ur msg made me think of u 2.
option C: gee.. thanks 4 letting mi noe.

i dun mean 2 b rude but i can only think of answers like tat. ok. no mre fooling around.

i really wanna thank u 4 letting mi noe. all along, tat's all i wanted. if u ever do read tis, i'm doing great. perhaps too much has happened btn us, i can't chat wit u nicely as much as i wud like 2 try... has been nice knowing u. i realli hope u r doing great 2. remb mi as who i was. somethings, some ppl r beta left tat way.

memories r e most beautiful present u can haf. wen e ppl u love haf 2 leave u 4 some reason, they wud wan u 2 remb them. keep e happy memories in ur heart. they wud noe tat they r being tot of.

(-_-") 被打败了！

haha.. wen 4 a interview today... can't even remb wat position it was 4... haha.. sounds realli interesting lah.. wen asked wat is my career aspiration i wanted 2 say i juz wan a job 2 feed myself 4 now. career aspiration(ie long term goals)? 5yrs down e road i hope 2 b a full time tai tai! haha!

hmmm.. hopefully mre interviews wud cum... nid a job 2 glue myself in sg.. no mre fun & games, no mre nt knowing wat's gg 2 happen tml. no mre drifting frm 1 place 2 another. i can't let my feelings rule cuz in e end i'll juz end up feeling mre hurt. 我不喜欢不安的感觉。我和你不一样。我不可以今天牵着你的手，明天叫你去爱别人。对不起，我就是做不到。

chatting wif my cousin nw.. a 12yo who has 十万个为什么。。keep asking mi questions.. kinda driving mi ARGH! (-_-")

nn, wen u ask mi 2 add her u din tell mi she will ask 十万个为什么. haiz... she's asking hw r u doing.. i'm like dah? u juz wen hm a couple of days ago. hw much diff wud u b? aiyo.. she doesn't noe tat there's sth call offline msg. she oso say she'll 舍不得你。 u beta keep in contact wit her. else she might juz drive mi crazy. ARGH! patience zz..

靜靜的埋怨。。

我只是想靜靜的走開。什麼都不要了。你曾說過﹐沒有希望就不會有失望。(我當時的答案是﹕人生不就是為了希望而活的嗎﹖)今天的我很了解你那時為何會說這樣的話。可不可以不要讓我有希望﹖這是你可以為我做的最後一件事。我已經傷痕纍纍﹐不要這樣殘忍。對你仁慈是對我自己殘忍。我很了解但卻不忍心。也許這就是我傷痕的原因吧﹗

我知道不可以把我不喜歡做的事情推給你。放心吧﹗我會好好過。。。我會學着對你仁慈也對我自己好﹗
do u believe tat raindrops r tears of angels in heaven? if they r really tears, y r they crying? isn't heaven a nice place 2 b in? r they juz sad 2 c e way we r leading our lives? wondering... 天天看到灰色的天﹐我的心情也很灰。天使在掉眼淚嗎﹖你們是在陪我嗎﹖還是是我想太多﹖

was reading eve's blog.. haha..
"March horoscope for Sagittarius:
A new chapter is dawning that may involve RELOCATION, but events have a life of their own, so keep flexible. If work is oppressive. don't just complain- bite the bullet & get on with it, or resolve to search for your dream job."

juz wanna say tat my dream job is 2 b a tai tai.. i've been LOOKING LOOKING & LOOKING REALLY hard but no vacancies (e sg guys really dun like tall & skinny 1s who loves wear 3inch heels.. i muz really look in2 overseas market)... yo! any1 wanna marry mi?? haha.. where's my doctor bf who's e son a hospital director?? perhaps 2 fulfil my dream, i shld go b a nurse! ok.. no more nonsense.. DONGZ will jiayou look 4 a normal job n nt dream 2 b a tai tai anymre!

dawn:4got 2 pass u ur pressie.. muz mit u 4 k soon! btw, hw was e test?
daffy: congrads 4 e new job! jia you k! things will work out juz fine. hugs* call mi if u wanna chat! ur pressie is oso still @ my place..
Ice: wen r u coming back? let mi noe k. miss ya loads..

another case of mistaken identity

on my way hm frm grandma's yday. her neighbours tot i was lynn wif a new haircut. they went: 喔！你几时剪。。。(wen they realise i wasn't her...) 她是谁？(they were pretty loud)

i wonder how many times will i haf 2 explain tat we r cousins in tis lifetime. i think it'll happen less often aft she goes back 2 aussie. haha.. but it's nice having a twin like tat always noe wat i'm thinking. noe wen i'm upset. i dun even haf 2 say anything. juz love her. thanks 4 being there my dear. wenever i'm upset u r there. muacks! 努力点！我的幸福就靠你了！

“人与人之间的感情不像在开车，说走就走说停就停。” 我只是还停不了。给一点时间，我就会做的到！ 加油吧！ 我和你之间有很多误会，也许最美丽的就是认识了你。

lucy: haf fun in KL. i'm ok. luvya! *hugs*
YC,PX & ee: gd luck 4 ur examz!
Jin & shan: 加油 4 e investment project! last sem le! we'll take pics tog tis aug!

静静地

我会静静地 长大。 会找到我想要的。 会找到我自己。 会很幸福，快 乐，开心！

(o_o) n (-_-)

spent e nite @ my grandma's.. din slp much again.. haiz.. din work even though 睡神 was lying beside mi.. woke up 2 a day of routine life @ grandma's.. alot of food, arguement n laughter. haiz.. my grandpa is still smoking n asking 4 fried carrot cake... i guess somethings wun change (-_-'). sumtimes it juz drives mi crazy 2 c how e 2 of them live under 1 roof. i really wonder how did they survive living tog 4 so long.

女人就这样败给一个情字。U'll b alrt. we'll b alrt!! (^-^)

wanna go bj, shld nt stay 4 longer term. wat i shld do v.s wat i wanna do. who wud win? It's all up 2 mi.

hi & bye

gg 2 e airport twice a day less den 12hrs apart. e 1st trip there totally killed mi. check in system crashed @ T1. (-__-") nv haf i ever seen such a long Q @ e sg airport. haiz... been sending ppl off pretty frequently. they juz had 2 make tis 1 memorable. i guess it's a longer gdbye.

hope e 2nd trip there will b loads beta. so glad lynn's taking SQ(T2 or 3). gg 2 say hi 2 her later.. miss her like crazy. days w/o my twin is pretty unbearable. can't wait 2 c her. wanna hear all abt e stuff she's done there. i haf a feeling i'll b sending her off again pretty soon. keke.

things come wen u least expect them. sometimes u juz noe hw somethings r gg 2 turn out. u still wanna gif it a shot. whether u suceed or nt @ least it'll nt b a regret 4 e rest of ur life. 不是一個會計較給多少的人。可能我給的永遠都不 夠 但我知道我 有努力的去給。

dearest CA frequent flyer, hope u had a safe flight! i shall cya again soon. mre rest, less alcohol.

Ice: gd luck 4 ur paper tml! i wanna cya aft ur examz. it ends on e 23rd rt? save 1 day 4 mi k. nid 2 talk 2 u! luvya!

eve: thanks 4 all e encouragement. i hope u'll work things out 2. sometimes i can't help but admit 愛情可以是一個女人的一切﹐ 但它永遠不會是 一個男人的一切。

会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想

你总说 时间还很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沈默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛 它流在血液中来回 滚动
后悔不贴心会痛 恨不懂你会痛 想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆 绑

你没说 你也会软弱 需要依赖我
我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了 多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了 灵魂像 飘浮著 你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候 陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳 怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

這首歌在 說一個故事。一個很熟悉的故事。讓我聽了莫名的心酸。 有些事發生了﹐沒有的回頭﹐ 只會留下遺憾。

bits & pieces...

mre photostickers taken yday




been thinking alot recently. hearing alot of things. i juz remb so many bits & pieces of all e things i read, heard, said. they keep popping out in my head. haiz.. i only remb e gd stuff. 真的是中毒太深 ! where's e 解藥 ﹖ ﹖ ﹖

read stuff abt my horoscope tis yr.. looks pretty gd! wahahahaha~ if only it'll all come true.
wealth is gd- 4 $$ 2 come, i'll nid a job, participate in lucky draws or do investments. haha! only possible option 4 $$ 2 come is: go look 4 a job.

love is alrt- if i get a stable bf, tis yr will b gd. where's e rite guy??

health is also alrt.

oh.. gg 2 celebrate valentine's in advance wif eve later. oso celebrating 10yrs of frenship, celebrating she quit her job, celebrating my driver license's 2nd b'day, it's juz a day 4 celebration. so fun! will post pics tml.

tml is valentine's day- may all lovers b together. those w/o lovers, u'll get 1 soon. if there's some1 u like/love remb 2 tell them how much they mean 2 u. 愛一個人就要讓他/她知道 ﹗ 要幸福喔 ﹗ 情人節快樂﹗ ﹗ ﹗

ice: gd luck 4 ur examz!!! i'm sure nerdy ice will do well! let mi noe wen u r done wif it k. i wanna cya!
daffy: sorry i haben been able 2 talk 2 u. call mi tml.
shan: we really gotta mit up soon! ur pressie is wif mi!
lynn: looking 4ward 2 seeing u @ e airport. gosh! i miss u so so so much~ muackz! luvya!

新年快樂

過年了。。。this year's CNY feels alittle 怪怪的~ it's still gd 2 c tat others r enjoying themselves.. i 4got e bag of candies 4 my nephews. argh!

i carried him wen he was a baby... 他長大了﹐ 我變老了。


his little bro. used 2 b a shy kid. nw it's hugs wen he sees mi.

luv hate realtioship wif CNY

Argh.. been cleaning e whole afternoon yday... super sian lor... but we ended e day wif a shopping trip tat makes it so much beta.. CNY is juz a rush tis yr. still alot of cleaning 2 do. waiting patiently 4 年初一﹐ 4 my hong bao frm m&d.. i'm still like a kid! & of cuz e vain zz juz loves dressing up & catching up wif all my cousins. HAPPY HAPPY CNY!!!

wen out wif eve last fri.. took a few photostickers.. i really luv taking tis wif her.. tis is our tradition! celebrating 10yrs of frenship:

e biggest sticker we ever took.. stupid machine!! boohoo!




juz luv e 1 wif all e jewels.. dreamland!


偶像劇宣傳照。


celebrating valentine day in advance.. juz in case my 愛人 is bz tat day...

SO MUCH FUN...

haha... wen 2 st james cuz sharene wanted 2 go.. in e end we only saw her 4 like 15mins... spent rest of e time wif jin, ice & eve. it was juz a super fun nite... it's a date on 27th feb (wed, ladies nite @ bellini & power house)... any1 wanna join us?

CHEERS﹗


thanks alot my dear!


ALOT of funny faces... juz can't stop!

















yummy finger food!!


e 15 mins wif sharene...


our beri nice waitress...


of course, we r nt e only babes there.. "lucy liu" is still there.




our new fren: ray


been unhappie 4 e past 2 weeks.. all of a sudden i woke up feeling so happie tis couple of days despite all tat's happened.. i hope tis feeling wun go away.. apparently e yr of rat is a gd yr 4 e ppl born in e yr of e ox. hopefully it'll b e case. 我是頭快樂的小牛﹗和我一起你也會快樂﹗快樂﹐幸福﹐滿足。。