more pics... bowling last week..

As usual.. can't help taking pics wif her...


i dunno if he's enjoying e moment or he's gg it's mi again?


i juz luv bullying him.. haha.. but he's not e old xiao xiong anymore... he's starting 2 bully mi.. haiz.. i wonder wat happen during e weeks we were preparing 4 our examz..


it's us again.. happier & acting cute


dun they juz make a sweet couple??


his nose isn't blocked anymore.. haha.. can luff @ our jokes le..


bowling again later (i hope i wun break anymore nails)... zouking tml (wat shall i wear??).. wow.. packing tis week 2 e brim.. muz slow down.. my weak body can't take so much fun @ once... haha..

plans next week..
~Siloso
~dinner wif lucy (u beta make time 4 mi!!!)
~rotting wif eve
~plan a class gathering?
~sum1's bday is coming... pressie?? haiyo.. wat shld i get.. i'm feeling so lazy rt now.. haiz.. luv e celebrating part hate e get e presie part...

KTV yday...

hahaha... haben been 2 1 4 a long long long time.. kept taking pics while e rest of them were singing.. haha..

we discovered tis function on jin new fone & cudn't help taking a pic like tat..



smiles...


i luv her! e pic said it all..


a normal & clear pic...


some candid shots..








odd 1 out... not in a denim skirt & flip flops...

WOOHOO~ Boohoo

WOOHOO.. it's all over.. whether i flunk all tat shit or pass all tat nonsense, it's over & i dun gif a damn till it's time 2 get my results!!! wahahahahhahahahaha~ i'm so so so so so HAPPY!!!! slpt 4 12hrs & it's still not enuff... need more slp... but i've got so much 2 do.. slp has 2 cum slowly.... haha...

Boohoo... i'm sick.. haha... down wif flu... haiz.. more slp more water.. MORE FUN!!!!!!!! haha..

slacker's life = hang out in town... wen e shops r all closed, time 4 coffee, sinful food & chit chat... haha.. things i do wif 我的爱人！ luvya 爱人！ enjoyed yday.. more slacker days coming.. cya next week k.. let's catch a movie or sth.. luck 4 e Auckland flight.. take care of ur health..

ASK MI OUT!!!! hahaha... now tat it's all over, ASK MI OUT!!

yo jas, was wif my GF in town yday din feel up 4 clubbing.. thanks 4 e invite! hope u had fun! did i miss out any cute guys?

"Who would live in the Penthouse of a 5 star hotel ... and boil soup???" tis sentence tickles my funny bone.. can't help luffing wen i read it... wahahahahahaha..... poor lilo.. seriously ur mum's amazing... auto soup cooker??? haha... e stuff she does- things i can nv imagine being done.. a mountian of oranges 4 3 ppl in 3 days?? hmmm...... cooking soup on a holiday? WOW~ 神奇！

thank you!

因为有你们，我是幸福的！ u guys always make my day beta.. i juz throw my tantrums & every1 will try 2 cheer mi up.. 幸福 ~ 是因为有你！！！ thanks 4 lending mi ur ears wen i needed 2 curse & swear.. it doesn't sound nice & it nv helps but i juz love 2 curse!!! wahahaha... i'll b ok, i'll b alrite... juz need sum time 2 get back 2 e old joyzz... 没事了！ let's get over & done wif!! fcuking examz.. i wun remember wat they r aft e 9th.. back 2 haf fun wif vengence! sun tanning next week on a week day! yeah!!! haha.. any1 wants 2 join? gif mi a call.. 太阳公公，pls do hang out more next week.. sunny but not HOT k! i dun wanna become BBQ pork!

神奇的事发生了! 木木熊 actually started talking 2 mi on MSN! WAH!! 1st time he initiated a conversation leh! haha... 小熊，u shld do tis more often.. dun b so shy... haha... i wun bite! @ least i try not 2... 小熊, u beri free rite? sun tanning next week? zhang baba say u wun go de! prove her wrong!!! go lah! i jio, wanna go??

Lilo.. thanks 4 e surprise... i'm gd.. dun worry.. haf fun k! 我真的有想你！！！ haha.. dun haf much of a brain but i do remember 你是谁!

dun we all haf a love-hate relationships wif mum?? miss her if she stops bugging u... yet once she starts u r praying tat she nv did! 妈妈永远都是好心做坏事！ juz gotta live wif it...

Devastated

DEVASTATED- tat's e word 2 describe mi aft e investments paper... j0yzz realised 1 thing... i've NEVER liked & i will NEVER like studying & i dunno wat on hell made mi take up tis course! i'm a idiot! a super dumb ass!!!! i've been spending e past 18yrs of my life doing examz & shit! i mean since 4yo.. if u discount e 1st 3 yrs of "play skool", it's examz every yr since 7... WTF!!!! 4 e past 15 yrs of my life i'm been taking god knows how many examz & tis is e WORSE 1 ever... nothing can b worse den tis.. i'm gg 2 stay a student till e end of tis yr ( @ least till e end of tis yr... dunno how many paper i'll fail..)..

Mr MOK- WTF... if u dun wanna help mi pass, @ least dun help 2 fail mi! out of e 6 questions u gave only 1/2 a question came out... it's 10 marks a question ( i get 2 choose 4 outta 6) & only a mere 5 marks part came out.... even if i memorised all tat shit nothing came out! i'm total defeated & utterly devastated.. tis tiny joke of urs is so goddamn cruel 2 us... i still have 1 last paper... i'm totally not in e mood 2 study yet i haf 2... Totally haf no more courage 2 trust ur IME tips...

i need 2 cheer up... i dunno how 2... i'm feeling worse den i did 1 yr ago! how can tat b?? i hit e all time low of my life today 1 yr ago.. now... history is repeating itself.. 7th of may is not a gd day 4 j0yzz since 2006.. doomsday...

i still need my doctor boyfriend! my finger is "rotting"... eeewwwwwwww......... peeling & blistering...... DISGUSTING!!!!! wif all e wierd illnesses i'm getting, e doctor bf has 2 haf e director of e hospital as his dad.. else my specialist bills wud literally gif him a heart attack!

I need a job.. gotta pay more skool fees.. $$$$$$ fall frm e sky pls!!! @ e rate i'm gg i'll drive my dad up e wall b4 i grad.. i c e sacrifices he made 4 mi... yet i juz disappointed him again.. daddy, i'm sorry.. i'll try harder 4 e next paper..

i've gone crazy juz becuz i listened 2 a crazy fool's tips.... 此时此刻的我，深深的体会到哭笑不得的意思。。。该哭因为 i'm gonna flunk tis, 还是该笑因为 i'm din memorise ALL e 6 questions? i memorised 4 of them... 不管我是哭，是笑，life has 2 go on... once i had a choice.. i made e choice & i'll haf 2 face e consequences... like it or not, tat's life.. i think i've been pretty lucky my whole life so far & i think i've used up all my luck 4 gd.. haha... 4 e next god knows how many yrs i'll b fcuk!

optimistic- once it's a word 2 describe j0yzz, today, tml, & more days 2 come j0yzz will hardly b able 2 smile...

不准哭！！！！ it nv does help.... gonna bath, get sum slp, wake up & study 4 my next paper...

1 devastating paper, 1 bad paper & 1 so-so paper

I need e god of econs... lilo, can i switch brain wif ya juz 4 2hrs?? i've juz proven tat i really am crazy...

happie tots...

due 2 e lack of slp, not enuff slacking & little play time... my body's breaking down! ARGH!! i gotta survive... on wed i shall be a SLACKER aft e paper! or rather i'll b working hard @ having fun!!!! wahahaha...

HAPPIE TOTS!!!
wed: hang out wif eve? rot in town till orchard become ghost town!! luv it!
thurs: KTV KTV KTV KTV KTV yippy!!
Sat: ZOUK ZOUK ZOUK ZOUK ZOUK!!! woo wee.. wait 4 mi b4 u start e party or u'll regret! haha... if u, u & u r reading tis entry, u r welcome 2 join in all tis fun! throw mi a call!!! lynn, lynn, lynn.. u r gg 2 my house aft e party... wahahaha... dying 2 hangout wif ya! wat will we b up to?? hmm....

more plans 2 keep myself motivated... class gathering, SUN tanning wen there's sun! camping... mahjong?? hang out @ e beach, not sentosa mayb east coast, pasir ris or sth.. chalet??? oh... e cheesecake @ east coast!(guys, u r invited if it's not a gal's day out...) dinner wif lucy, daffy & dawn & every1 whom i promised 2 have dinner/supper wif aft examz.... haha.. call mi aft e 9th e remind mi k? wahahaaha... supper, supper & more supper! i dun care if i'm gg 2 get a big butt! wen i do get 1, i'll juz luv my big butt & tat's it! xiao xiong.. u beri free rite?? will u b my supper buddy? (@ tis pt in time i can sense tat zhang baba is unhappy wif tis arrangement! k lah.. i'll b generous... zhang baba u wanna join us?) I'M SO MEAN!!! LOL!!!!!! i'm gg 2 b so broke!!!! j0yzz is a poor but happy women... rich guys! wru? j0yzz wanna b a rich & happy women! hahaha.. i'm a fool! i need a job! e job is a tai tai.. haha... stupid gal!!

i'm gg 2 e zoo, zoo, zoo
how abt u, u, u?
u can come 2, 2, 2

wahahaha.. eve, i wan a copy of ur schedule.. pls cross out those days which uncle lim is in town...

daffy... woohoo!! wed is coming SOON! wahahha... 21st may will come real SOON 4 ya... haha.. we'll look 4 a slacker's job k..

chong wei shi! i miss u... i'm oso a princess, cook 4 moi! haha.. i'll clean up e rm b4 u get back.. change e bedsheets & stuff like tat.. u wan e red carpet treatment??? 21st 21st 21st.. 5.55pm... can't wait.. ur mum's planning a welcome back dinner... u'll beta b hungry den.. wat food do u wanna have, my highness?? u get 2 choose! any other special requests, ur highness?

lilo.. i din 4get abt u!!! haha.. f3 wen u get back!!! haf fun.. remember 2 tell mi ur flight no if u wan mi 2 mit u @ e airport.... muackz.. luvya..

lucy... DINNER b4 e 16th.. wen sign's here i bet u'll b too bz 4 tat.. i dun wanna wait till aft he's gone.. so wen r u free?? name mi a time & date...

j0yzz is hyper juz thinking abt tis fun! back 2 reality... i've gotta go back 2 study.. haben been studying tis week... my goal is 1 bad paper + 3 gd paper... jia you ba!!! haben touch IEM.. haben memorise my essays... jia you!! smile j0yzz smile... wed is gonna b here real soon!! fun fun fun!!!!!!!!!!

praying tat i wun heard frm *****... any sista who'll go wif mi if i can't refuse him?? a real test of our sistahood... haiz... y was i so dumb?? idiotic j0yzz.. shld haf refused!
praying harder...
option 1:***** mit a super hot babe & fall in luv wif her.. who is j0yzz?? he'll nv remember mi.. no! no! no! no! no! dun remember mi!
option 2: ***** juz lose his fone/ fone breaks down / delete my no by accident.. juz lose my no & tat's it...
option 3: sumhow he gets e idea i'm not keen 2 mit & 4get all abt it...

tots...

was reading this book eve recomended.. something borrowed tat's e name of e book.. it's abt tis gal, Rachel(a goody two shoes who stuck 2 all e rules) who slpt wif her best fren, Darcy's ( a real pain in e ass!) fiancee, dex by accident... well.. it all ends happily.. @ least i think so.. Rachel & Dex became an item... darcy who oso cheat on dex wif 1 one e bridegrooms (dex's best fren) marcus.. got pregnant wif marcus's kid & decides 2 marry marcus... darce is bitter over her best fren & ex fiancee 4 cheating on her.. but she did e same.. she's no angel either!

SWEET! haha... i love e ending.. wahahahaha... dun agree 2 being e 3rd party.. but some times things juz happen so fast tat by e time it hits u, it's already too late... if u r really in love wif some1 u'll b blinded by it.. so much tat u can't c any1 beta than e 1 u love... i mean u do noe tat there r other beta guys but u believe can nv b happier den u r now.. wif e 1 u love e most.. tat i know... felt it b4... 幸福!

但我也体会到了，有些 东西是不可以勉 强的。。。 是我的 终究会回到我身 边，不是我的我怎样都得不到。。。happy now tat's wat tat matters.. gotta study harder! else i'll b REALLY unhappie wen i get my results.. gg 2 zzzzzzzz now..

eve: really gd book! thanks 4 telling mi abt it! haf a tok wif him.. eee... e difference might b HUGE but if u dun try u'll nv noe... tis PMSy phrase will pass.. trust mi on tis 1! one bright sunny morning, u'll wake up & find tat life's kind 2 u aft all! looking forward 2 ur b'day bash!!

birthdays, birthdays, birthdays... i juz love celebrations! any excuse juz 2 haf fun!!

more pics...

all e babes....



我的姐妹



我的愛人



hugz! i'm so happie 2 take a pic wif him! yet, he's so scare of mi... haiz.. i dunno y... 我有那麼恐怖嗎﹖



jin... 你等很久了吧﹖ aiyo... wanna hug him den say lah! i asked him 2 gif u a bday kiss but he say dun wan! ask him Y! i did my part as ur sista! he din do his part as ur GD fren! 9yrs of frenship! no bday kiss??


















headlocked!! haha... taught by lilo... i'm juz a natural! 1st i threaten!!!



then we plan an ambush...



plan EXECUTED!!! (i think he regrets coming... stupid jin! ask mi 2 do it but u nv did!!! ARGH!!!)



wow man.. i REALLY scare e shit outta them... look! they dun even wan a pic wif mi anymore... yet i'm still SO HAPPIE!! look @ my teeth! eewwwwww.......



cheers! this is wat frenship is abt!

Surprise, surprise!!!!!!!!

wahahahahahahahaha... had loads of fun yday... it was super funny & entertaining nite... loads of food & plenty of jokes... poor YC can't luff... his nose still hurts.. haha.. i think it was pretty hard on him... i mean e kinda jokes we crack!!!

we ambushed her @ punggol park.. it was supposed 2 b a "romantic" date between YC & jin but e special guests: lynn, eve, PX, swee yee & i were there 2 ruin their date.. haha.. evil joyzz is up 2 no gd!! haf 2 thank YC 4 being e middleman, thank all 4 coming....stupid 10 live so near still so lazy!

anyway, hope u had an unforgetable b'day.. u r a real silly gal, u noe tat? it's juz an examz, can still ask us out de! come out 4 awhile wun kill mi... anyway wasn't really studying yday.. heard tat u were alone @ hm & joyzz evil brain got up & running... haha... plan plan plan... tis is e only kinda plan j0yzz noe of!!! muackz.. luvya! i noe u luv mi 2..

幸福的壽星婆 (e process of unwrapping her pressie)﹗

dependent...

lived a slacker's day today.. eat eat eat, rot rot rot... juz abt 2 start studying now.. looked @ e tips & i felt real good... i mean u literally gave mi e questions 2 e examz so how hard can it get?? now i'm praying hard tat u r not fooling around wif mi cuz my life lies in ur hands... i'm super dependent on ur tips.. haf got no idea wat tis module is abt @ all.. all i noe is tat it resembles IFO... & i'm not gd @ IFO shit.. so god bless.. let e tips b spot on! or u'll beta kill mi!

Dinner wif mummy & daddy

haha as usual... there's alot of bickering abt wat 2 eat, where 2 go... can't stand e two of them... real jokers... esp my mum.. always ask mi "dumb" questions... eg. i told her tat there's only chicken left & asked if she wans it.. she asked mi wat am i having... there's only chicken left so wat else can i haf?? gosh.... i think i inherited my lack of brain cells frm her... haiz...

had andersen denmark ice cream juz now... yummy!! gonna haf sum oreo chocolate muffins later... tis is e stuff tat is contributing 2 my big butt.... i juz gotta live wif it... need 2 get bigger clothes... shopping, shopping, shopping!! i wanna catch spider man... any1 up 4 it??

oh....
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY JIN!!!!
muackz... truckloads of hug & kisses...
dinner tml or sth.. it's sad tat we can't go ladies nite as planned... ARGH! examz... boo!

Lucy: if i din remember wrongly, u r having ur 1st paper tml.. luck 4 it k... ooo... hope ur cousin's engagement wen smoothly...

dawn: eee... luck 4 e op... i'll start spoting questions soon (i hope).. will pass u my answers wen i'm done.... keep moi updated k.. hope u'll get well soon... muackz.. loads of hugs & kisses... take care baby..

daffy: as usual e sweet & kind daffy chose 2 forgive.. i hope tat u forgive but dun forget tat tis is not e 1st time tis has happened.. Remember wat u told mi.. love urself more, 4 goodness sake... i hope tis will b e LAST time u choose 2 forgive... it's nice 2 b forgiving, but u gotta choose who 2 forgive... take care... sun tanning wen i'm done wif examz! luvya!

YC: u r feeling beta? not bleeding anymore i hope.... take care... catch ya aft my examz... muackz...

PX: haha.. i noe u muz b bored... date u aft e 9th k... haha... i miss u!!!

lilo: dun b jealous k! i MISS u more den i miss px! haha... muackz... luvya.. take care!

feeling less panda

woke up a happy women today... haha... aft sum much needed slp, i feel less panda but i'll need more 2 get out of club panda... tat'll only come aft e 9th.. i'll hang on till den...

date for e day: mum & dad.. dinner @ god knows where... i'm supposed 2 choose but it really doesn't matter where we eat...

btw... lilo looks like this....

I'm a beautiful gal!

haha.. gone crazy over a movie tat made mi luff hard & cry juz as hard..
caught 200 pound beauty wif jin juz now... galz! it's a muz watch!! guys, if u dun wan ur gal 2 sob dun take her 2 tis 1... i look like a panda b4 i watch tis show, wen it ended, i look worse!

it got mi thinking... wat is beauty? weight? height? attitude? pretty face? flawless skin? hmmmm..... u r beautiful becuz u r u!!!! wahahaha... luv urself & u r beautiful! to mi it's all perception... it seems tat we r in a world where looks r so goddamn important.. we seem 2 haf forgotten tat e perfect body & face without a heart is juz so fake....

wat do u think? u r beautiful becuz i luv u! i'm beautiful cuz i luv myself... i'm flawed, bitchy, loud, violent, fun, noisy, dumb, smart, quiet, crazy, stupid, hot, slutty, tempermental, jealous, protective, sturborn, happy, hot headed, helpful, helpless, angry, sad, sweet, bitter, dramatic & sharp wif words... i'm juz mi.. which "mi" do u c? doesn't matter it's all mi...

in short, i'm a thick skinned & alittle over confident drama queen... haha... but i luv mi... luv all e songs in tat movie... esp tat "i'm a beautiful gal!" gonna get my hands on tat soon!

"only god can do what he wants to
we humans can only do wat we r capable of..."

kinda worried abt tat banana in shenzhen.. think he only understands a sentence or 2 outta 10 ppl say 2 him in mandrin.. poor guy.. flea bites? b careful there..

may there b light...

juz woke up.. got a rude shock... there's no light in e bathroom.. crap.. had 2 bath in e dark.. bro was asking if i wanted candles & i was thinking.. yeah, sure.. get mi a bathtub filled with bubbles & rose petals. oh add a little champagne & chocolates too if there's any...

dawn: gal.. u take care k... shall visit ya tml.. gosh.. damn suai 4 tis 2 happen juz b4 e paper... take it as u have more time 2 study 4 e next paper ba.. muackz.. loads of hugs & kisses...

帅哥： haf fun in HK.. i can tell u r gg 2 drink, drink & DRINK... since ur career & how much u drink seems 2 b correlated tat might not b such a bad thing aft all.. haha... anyway say hi 2 ur mum & dad 4 mi.. & luck 4 ur preso.. if they do wan it in mandrin, do tell mi abt it so i can haf a gd luff!!! keke.. i'm so mean! will miss ya ALOT... muackz... loads of hugs & kisses... luvya! enjoy~

hmm..

remember sum not really happy stuff frm e past... feeling a little down... still wondering if wat i did was rt.. mayb i shld juz let it go.. wat's done is done! i can't undo any of tat.. if only - wat powerful words...

i'll stop feeling bad if things r beta... i'll smile frm e bottom of my heart if it gets beta 4 u.. i mean it... feeling guilty over wat has happened.. every1 thinks i'm rt but i can't help but think i cud haf done beta.. can't get over myself... i hope she got over it.. it's not a pleasant experience, tat's 4 sure..

smile joyzz smile... u've got examz 2 wori abt!

ACHE...

did i not slp well or did was i too enthusiastic abt having fun yday?? my back aches, my neck's kinda stiff... my brain's not working... ewww... wat a bad start...

PS: lucy, i think u really dun like mi alot huh?? u nv pick up my calls! start picking up my calls k!!! haiz.. i nv understand y u haf a fone in e 1st place... can nv get u on e fone.. BOO!!

stressed over shit! ARGH!!!!

j0yzz is fcuked! not gd wif examz, not gd wif my mum.. wat else am i not gd @??? everything????? I'm only gd @ having fun! tat's kinda wat every1 is gd @.. i think now i noe y every1 thinks i shld b a tai tai

Answer being: i'm only gd @ having fun... as having fun usually cost money... so i'm gd @ spending money BUT not gd @ making it... only tai tais get tat i guess... BUT tai tais r smart aft all... they manage 2 get a rich guy as their husband! ARGH!!
once again i shld start looking 4 a rich guy 2 get married 2... but den again... i think no rich guy wud wan mi.. RICH GUYS, come out, come out, wherever u r!!

haiz... messed up... FCUK!!! damn.. gg back 2 study... i'm not gd @ it but i'm gg 2 force myself 2 make sumthing outta it.. been lucky 2 pass so far.. luck can only take mi so far.. haven't been lucky recently.. so.. too bad... i chose 2 go 2 uni.. can only curse myself 4 thinking tat i can do tis shit!
不要问，只要信！
i believe i can & i will b able 2 do it?? i'm bad @ examz but I THINK I CAN DO IT, i guess~ whether or not tis moron can do tis shit she's gotta go 4 e stupid paper.. haiz...

帅哥！！ i'm writing abt u... so R-E-A-D....
u said spirits enter ur body e nite b4 ur examz or sumthing.. haf u got their contact no?? i kinda need their help... btw, sorrie 4 not being able 2 go 2 HK wif ya.. tell ur mum tat i'm 4 real... if u skip all e @#^%^ language, i'm really a "NICE" gal.. haha... i'm a KIND & SWEET dumb ass wif a "little" temper & a "tiny" bit of violence!! wahahaha.. enjoy ur HK trip... haf fun.. will spend more time wif ya, (yup! 帅哥, it's U i'm talking abt rite now!)aft tis dumb ass is over wif her crapy examz.. Zoo trip wen u get back- i remember... aft zoo mayb zouk?? fun is e only think i can think of.. haiz..

complicated

aft a long chat on e fone yday, i feel so frustrated... i feel 4 u... it hurts so much juz 2 hear it frm u, i can't imagine wat u haf been thru... I'm sad, angry, seriously PISSED (@ u 4 giving her e chance 2 break ur heart again, @ her 4 thinking tat she'll get away wif it!)!!!!!

ARGH!! how did sumthing so rite become so wrong?? how can 2 ppl say such similar words?? wen i heard abt it , it all sounds so familiar! baby, help urself... dun ask how r u gg 2 do w/o her, ask wat can u do w/o her! it takes courage 2 step away frm it all... it takes courage 2 leave ur comfort zone, aft e 1st step, everything will fall in2 place... it's amazing wat 1 can do wen u wan 2... i dunno how i did it either but having u definately helped!

baby, i'm so so sorry i can't spend more time wif u! aft my examz k! we'll look 4 a slacker job, go sun tanning, clubbing etc etc... i might not b able 2 hang out wif ya now but i'm still here... gif mi a call... feel like crying & i'll cry wif u & gif ya a BIG hug! wen u wanna haf fun i'll appear & add more fun 2 ur day! baby, u r stronger den u think, u haf yet 2 discover tat.. i'm still looking forward 2 e day wen u'll take tat 1st step & put it all in e past! remember, Time heals all wounds! no matter how much it hurts, i'll b there 2 help! jia you k!

YC: get well soon!! hope ur nose wun get bloodier den it already is! but if it does get worse, i think i noe wat u did.. haha.. muackz.. take care!

Eve: i stood in tat bloody Q for 1/2hr in 3" heels.. wrong attire @ e wrong time.. things i do 4 a sista! u owe mi 1... let mi c.. i wanna try e cheese cake @ e cheese cake cafe (east coast)! aft my stupid examz, ur treat (i dun care)!!!

lynn: chat chat chat, rot rot rot, eat eat eat! miss doing tis stuff wif ya... but think i gotta skip e eat eat eat part... i've a big butt.. sobz (-_-)

jin, 10, dawn: 加油吧！ 姐妹们，we can do it!!!!!

lucy: hmmm.... luck 4 ur paper! pls do start picking up my calls! looking forward 2 mit sign!! muackz.. hugz & kisses... dinner aft my examz! leave my a spot on ur ever bz schedule! owe u a b'day pressie!

fellow BF 0201s: eeee..... wud like a class gathering sumtime in may/june... will cook up a plan.. get back 2 u guys soon.. pls do come k! wanna c how u guys r doing now.. miss e times we had! muackz

I'm becoming a big butt monster!

haha... haf been eating alot of junk food 2 keep myself awake while studying...
alot of junk food + sitting there & "study" = bigger butt! more trouble balancing on 3" heels... e weather sucks anyway.. rain rain go away! rain & 3" heels is a bad combination! tried it today... kinda lucky i din fall flat (yet)!
bigger butt + rainy weather = time 2 get sum flat pumps!
bigger butt = new clothes? can't fit in2 my jeans anymore... SOBZ! all my low waist (loose) shorts become tighter & shorter, all my mini skirts become micro minis.... haiz.. time 2 get longer/ bigger shorts & skirts??

haiz... i gotta 认真点... no more fooling around... gotta b determined 2 only haf 1 bad paper + 3 gd papers! need sum luck in spoting questions... e lecturers shld really gif us more tips... u dun wanna c mi again next sem neither do i wanna c u again next sem so we shld help each other! u gif mi more tips, i study them & get e hell outta skool! win-win situation! but.. u guys r juz not cooperative! haiz..

had dinner wif a drunken kid @ bugis juz now... i feel like a rag doll! had quite a few laughs... haha... no more headlocks pls! 三十(29.999 to b more accurate)岁了，成熟点！！ gd luck 4 ur miting tml morning!

gotta wake my brain up

woke up awhile ago but my brain doesn't seem 2 b working rite... system overload? my brain crash?? haiz... gonna gif it a wake up call... tried cold shower but din woke... up next: coffee, coffee & more coffee! mayb too much of my brain cells died yday... e remaining cells can only substain "normal" activities (i.e. no more studying??)! i'm cooking up stories again... so there r brain cells left... they juz refuse 2 study... gg on a strike huh??

WAKE UP GREY MATTER!! GET 2 WORK!

1 down 3 more 2 go...

i think i juz flunk a paper... haiz... e questions were kinda eewwwwwww........ i mean... there were terms i nv heard of till juz now... it shows tat i dun study everything huh?? anyway... it's so different frm e past yr paper... i mean excluding e 1 tat's AGES ago.. even e course name was diff den... e questions came frm tat OLD OLD set of paper... can u believe it?

wen i wasn't studying last sat nite, i was chatting wif lynn.. i realise we haf tis problem.... ppl always assume we r party gals... wat's up? i'm sure we dun haf e words "SPG" stuck/ written on our forehead! we r no SPGs (sarong party gals). we do party OCCASIONALLY, tat's it... haiyo.... believe mi wen i say i lead a boring life... 1 tat's full of books & crapy theories...

oh anyway, sum1's complaining tat i din write abt doing anything wif him aft my examz.. 帅哥！就是你了啦！！we shall go 2 e ZOO (not zouk) aft my examz... haha.. aft e 9th may, i'm a free women (@ least till b4 i get my results)... & it'll b FUN, FUN, FUN!!!!!!!

I hate examz!

haha.. i'm a idiot! is there any1 who likes examz?? anyway... still trying hard 2 scrape my way thru... I will pass.. somehow 1 way or another, i've gotta.. think it's abt time my dad fire mi frm my current job--> being a free loader... haiz... wat 2 do wen i grad? i shld b more concern wif how 2 pass my examz rite now...

Yo ppl.. wait 4 mi b4 u guys start e party k! my crapy examz end on e 9th may! ask mi out den!!!

things 2 do aft tis shit...
~organise a BF 0201 class gathering (i hope i can get more den e 5-6 usual peeps)
~get lucy her belated present
~dinner wif lucy, hanging out wif e usual gang
~clubbing, any1?
~clean up my room
~get out of club panda
~pasir ris park
~go 2 e zoo! eve, interested?
~camping??
~KTV!!!!
~my sis is coming back.. kinda miss her... haha.. it's so quiet w/o her.. no1 2 argue wif...
~hmmm...... get a job??? eee.... aft i have enough fun.

aft e endless list... i mean it goes on & on & on... if i have enough time 2 think abt it.. back 2 reality.. gg back 2 study... aft i finish swearing..

IFO sucks! y give mi a formula sheet without all e formula?? bloody hell. i've got very limited brain cells 2 start wif, aft e paper there'll b none left! haiz.. i've no idea wat tis crap is abt....

done... study...

nite @ dragonfly

haha.. still fooling around... dragonfly's fun...a combo of jay's hits, 90s music(songs tat i haven heard in a long long long time) & current ktv hits... haha!there was some canto but e 香港人 dunno all those songs.. e 新加坡人 there seem 2 love those songs... cultural diff?? i dunno... dun understand canto anyway... here's some pics

e babes...


picked him up @ e lost & found... he's a gd drinker so he drinks on my behalf.. haha! evil j0yzz is up 2 no gd! JW's jealous cuz i din take a pic wif her...


out comes my double chin...


daffy duck


was it e drinks, e songs or e mood? things seem so diff... & i wonder y have i got all tis little cuts on my hands.. wat did i do?? hmmmmm...

drive, drive , drive & study, study, study!

i drive wen i dun nid 2 & dun drive wen i shld.... hmmmm.... i realli gotta drive out more often... i hate 2 pay cabbies 20 bucks juz 2 send mi hm wen i can do tat 4 free.. (ie. dad's paying 4 petrol & parking so it cost nothing) Bratty joyzz is back... No more late nites out??

i gotta learn frm jin... shld change my nick 2 i GOTTA STUDY, STUDY, STUDY cuz i flunk tat bloody test.. will spot questions 4 IME tml... i'll beta b gd @ it or i'm SO DEAD! 10 juz reminded mi juz now... jin copied my answers & she got a credit but i flunk! is her eyesight perfect 2 spot juz e correct ans or is she juz plain lucky?? either way, i flunk so no more complains... i din study so i can't expect much...

hmmm... i think tis time round i nid an guardian angel wif a gd eye 4 spotting e rite questions! and 1 who's gd @ international trade & intro 2 futures & options! So ANGELS where r u??? i kinda nid ur help... yoyo... it's mi rite here! yup... i've got loads of junk food 2 share!

At tis pt in time joyzz has gone crazy & u muz b crazy to continue reading till here...

naughty little gal...

haha.. tat's wat i've been... din study e whole day... went out 2 play... messed around e whole day... flunk my IME test... was gossiping with eve, daffy & JW... hmmm..... 10am @ sembawang Mrt tml... Boring books make mi slpy but i've got no choice... shall make up 4 e time lost today..

1 little step closer 2 a cool b'day bash... time 2 get a new bikini?? e party theme is giving mi another reason 2 go shopping 4 1... hehee... looking 4ward 2 eve's b'day... woohoo! i wish, hope & pray tat e place will b available... muackz.. luvya 2 bits.. glad tat u r happy! i reali shld mit eric 1 day... haha... E magic & gong tao combo is real cool! hope ya enjoy dinner wif him tonite! we'll bullshit more wen we mit again...

OK! now i'm a little pissed.... can't sign in MSN... i shall live without it today...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LUCY!!!!!!!!!! MUACKZ.... truckloads of hugs & kisses... kinda bz wif examz @ e moment BUT will mit 4 dinner soon k.... luvya 2 bits... take care! say hi 2 ur mum, grandma & ur cat wif attitude! miss ya alot...

Random pix

juz some pix i took wif my fone recently... full of memories...

Wen back 2 NYP 2 study today... haha.. Miss tat place... miss those old times...

Swing, swing, swing... hee... Use 2 play here all e time... Lucy, dawn remember?? i use 2 drag e 2 of them wif mi...



Miss e signs...


how many birthday celebrations did we haf there?? haha... i remember we had carol & Iskanda's there...


back in those days wen i was in poly, it's always telling mi i'm late... haha... hate tis big red clock...


I remember throwing jean in2 tis pool on her b'day... got caught 4 it... haha... lucy, jean remember??


kinder surprise! wen was e last time u had it??


My best budds... luv them 2 bits...

Happy, sad, dotted...

heard a voice i wanted 2 hear... met a gf i wanted 2 mit... bought a bag i like... haf an exciting plan ahead.. haha... Eve's b'day present will b an unforgetable b'day bash??? hahahahahaha... I luv great parties! we r gg 2 make it work, gal! Yippy~ yippy~ YEAH!

dear gal.. it hurts mi 2 c u get treated like tat... u haf given enuff chances! it's time 2 put it 2 a stop( @ least i think so)! as a fren, as a sista, i haf a question 4 u: Will some1 who luv u hurt u like tat? ask urself tat & look 4 e answer in ur heart... GET IT RITE!!!! baby, i can't help u if u dun wanna do anyhing abt it... as a fren, as a sista, e decision is 4 u 2 make... watever it is, i will respect it & i'll support u... juz gif mi a call & tell mi abt it... u r always there wen i nid u... i wanna b here 4 u 2... a shoulder 2 cry on, a fren 2 lean on, a listening ear, all in 1... muackz... cheer up k!!

有时我只想冷静一点。。。 我知道我的脾气不好，一发不可收拾, 所以一直try 2保持冷静！但也许我太冷静了，你把“我的冷静”当成“我不紧张你”。。。 I dunno wat 2 do... 想给你自由，给得太多怕你觉得我不在意你，给得太少我怕你觉得不够。。。It's a (-_-") situation... It's not because i dun care! somethings r beyond my control & i noe it... so i try not 2 over react. simple as tat...

hyper joyzz is back...

hahaha.. i'm so so so full of energy since yesterday... yippy ya ya, yippy yippy ya!! yippy is a good name... hahaha...wen bowling wif e usual peeps last nite @ OCC. It's team yippy (aka jin, YC & mi) VS striker (aka PX & SY) haha... wat arrogance! Striker huh? we beat them! hahaha.. It's pure luck so i shudn't b so yaya... It was an exciting game.. haha... Nice music too.. retro den R&B.. felt like dancing! hehee... aft tat, it's supper @ e same old place den hm sweet hm... reached hm @ 4am, studied till 6...

woke up @ 12.30 2 collect my PC... It looks damn ah beng... beng 2 e max! dunno wat happened... haiz... did my chore of e week.... (ie. mop e floor...) was blasting stephanie's songs thru out... my neighbours muz b cursing.. haha... now, i'm outta energy... think i'll take a nap den wake up 2 study sm more... haben touch my notes yet..

Tml's program: go pay my respect 2 my grandparents in e morning & mit eve 4 dinner... shall study wif time in b/w... i hope i'll b able 2 study... got so much on... Lucy's b'day is coming... presie?? any ideas any1???

PS: lucy.... luvya 2 bits... missya like hell! dinner next week?? muackz!

j0yzz is gg 2 zzzzzz..... snorez~

My ideal job...

having my final examz soon... so every1's curious abt wat am i gonna do aft i grad... Well... my answer 2 tat is usually: "i'll think abt it wen i graduate!" tat answer seems 2 scare alot of ppl... yea yea... i'm a slacker & u guys noe it... so y kick up a fuss??

e funniest thing is tat most of tis ppl think tat i shld get married 2 a rich man & b a tai tai... Well... I wud like tat 2 but i seriously think no rich man wud wanna marry mi... haha... I dunno y most ppl can't imagine me working... eee... i'm juz a normal gal... mayb i slack more den others?? e way i dress?? haha.. i think it's cuz ppl can't imagine me in a 9-5 job wearing typical OL clothes... Well... i'll let u ppl noe wen i get my 1st "real job" haha... be it a tai tai(near zero chance) or a normal OL.. I can adjust 2 my environment.... so let's wait & c...

PS: YO... any rich man wanna marry mi??? i can do alittle cleaning & stuff like tat but i'm applying 2 b a tai tai so i dun think skills like tat r needed... I can act like a bimbo... hmmm... mayb i am 1 (mayb not tat gorgeous but will do i guess)...
let's c... i think i haf all e "skills" needed 2 b a tai tai... eee...

~ordering e maid around --- check
~ability 2 act dumb wen needed --- check
~go 4 manicure/ pedicure/ facial/ spa etc --- sure, if u r footing e bill, y not??
~have "intelligent" conversations (abt politics & nonsense like tat) --- sure, with a little research
~look like a million bucks -- sure, if u pay a million bucks, i will look like a million bucks

guess tat's abt it... haha.. any takers??

yawn....

gd morning.. haha... i juz woke up... can believe it rite it's nearly 5pm & i juz woke up...

woke up @ 6am today... wen has was e last time i did tat? last sem's examz?? forgotten... gosh... 6am! e sun's not even out yet but i cudn't go back 2 slp so... saw bryan wong @ clake quay(was on my way hm).. 10am in e mrning.. too tired forgot 2 take a pic wif him...

anyway... wen i reached hm, there was tis icy stare(=MUM) waiting 4 mi... haiz... wat did i do wrong again?? i told u tat i'm not coming hm & u make a fuss. & wen i dun tell u tat i'm not coming hm u make a even bigger fuss! so which is e lesser of e 2 evil?? sometimes i really dunno which 2 choose... haiz... i gif up! e battle b/w us has been happening 4 e past 21yrs, haven't we learnt sth?? i think i did learn sth ---> i juz gotta live wif it... she's playing mahjong now.. beta win sum $$ so she wun b so pissed!

hee... new fone...

hahaha... got a new fone! yippy... think i will grow 2 love it.... cheers! thanks dad!

I'm a pig...

having been slacking as usual... wen out 2 have a meal wif ben yesterday... haha... he told mi he was dying of hunger... but it seems as if i'm e 1 who's starving... had a ramen set... it was quite alot yet i finished 80% of tat... aft tat it's time 2 nua wif a gd cup of hot belgium mocha & vanilla ice cream @ haagen daz... sounds gd & taste great... no room 4 more desert... otherwise... i wud haf more!!!

wen 2 mit e usual ppl aft tat.. bowling @ OCC.. it was a nite filled with fun & laughter.. hahahahaha...
Jin + PX + j0yzz = XXX???
Lynn + YC + yee = Lynn???
hahahahaha... we beat them!!!!! we were damn lucky... e only consistent player in our team is PX & we managed 2 beat them... (-_-") by 1 point in e last game... hahahahhaaha...

had supper aft e game... fish & chips + 叉燒包... once again, i wiped out everything...

wen 2 skool today.. 4 investment tips... haha... copied so much nonsense.. was raining heavily ( rain, rain go away! come again wen i'm driving!)... luckily daddy & mummy decide 2 pick mi up aft all... hehee...
dinner = fish head "steamboat" @ whampo market... YUMMY!!

slacking....

haha... today, i'm doing wat i luv most... slping, eating, slacking... dunno wat's wrong wif mi.. have been eatting alot... din realise it till last sat @ Jack's place... mayb it's becuz i can't slp alot so my body reacts by getting mi 2 eat alot?? dunno... dun care as long as i can fit in2 my clothes....

plan, plan, plan...
j0yzz shall plan which questions 2 answer 4 e IFO & investment paper.. hoping 2 cook up some gd answers! will cook up more answers 4 IT & IME paper wen i get enough "research" materials...

beginning 2 wonder wat will i b doing next weekend... Jolin's concert is so so tempting... but i promised tat i'll... so wat shld i do??

Craving 4 apple crumble now... shall i make 1 4 myself??

Mad rush...

Is history gg 2 repeat itself? is j0yzz gonna flunk her International Trade test like she did with her Macroeconomics test? God knows....

Seriously, e RMIT needs some feedback from people like mi!!! 40% weightage 4 a MCQ test?? WHY can't u juz split it into 2 20% test?? wat's wrong with tat?? haiz... People @ RMIT r like mi... dunno how 2 plan... e timetable 4 tis semester seriously sucks!!!!!! i could fool around & do nothing 4 e 1st 2 months cuz there was nothing on... hohoho~ no test, no nuts! in march they decide 2 kill us all... test & assignments r all due in march... so sweet of u!!

Anyway, many thanks to a VERY VERY generous Mr Ho... haha.. If i din hear wrongly, i think he said tat all of us pass tat assignment + test weightage... I luv u 2 bits !!! haha... a little encouragement 4 us all...

j0yzz is gg back 2 her BORING BOOKS a little happier!!!

Slacker!!!!!!!!!!!!

well well... In a really gd mood since yesterday! haha.... even wen i noe it's not looking gd 4 e IEM test yesterday... haiz! e lecturer gave us e wrong tips.. well... if his predictions r tat gd den he wud already b a millionaire now... i mean he shld b making LOADS in e stock mkt, y wud he even b teaching?? & i wonder if RMIT had a new lecturer 2 set tis test... e questions r so "creative" tis time round.. watever... wat's done is done...

hung out wif my rotting partner, eve, yesterday... As usual... we chatted non-stop... haha.. so much fun...

some1 who i can nv run outta things 2 talk abt (eve)
+ happy food (chocolate, coffee, pasta, ice cream)
+ a nice place 2 hang out
+ a little shopping mood
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successful gal's day out!
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i'm 1 happy & contented women.. TMNT wif e usual gang later... WONDERFUL!!!!!!

time out...

pretty burned out... need 2 take some time off... need to find myself... haha..
time out = need some time slacking wif e ppl who noe mi like e back of their hand! need 2 spend time alone... i wanna chat, stone, slack, rot, eat, slp wif my rotting partners (partners in crime, u know wat 2 do!!)... wanna be daddy's gal... i wanna b able to juz be myself... Do all tat nonsense i used 2 do so often!

all tat can wait till tml... gotta go & study 4 econs now...

I'm so temperamental... i'm so tired... life's like tat, i guess...

hehe...

got back my camera but was too bz 2 take a look @ all e nonsense tat was taken... looking back...




haha... so funny! can't help smiling wen i c tis pics...

又被嚇到了﹗

crazy ass! scared mi.. wat e hell! was on my hm juz now wen tis guy ran aft mi trying 2 catch e lift... so i held e door open 4 him thinking he's my neighbour or sth... i mean he looked @ mi like he noe mi... on e way up, he juz kept staring @ mi... i nearly freaked out! i tot he's a 色狼 or robber! suddenly, he wen "can i get 2 noe u?"

WTF?? can't u ask mi on e street or sth?? follow mi in2 e lift? 最近已經驚嚇過度﹗再這樣嚇我﹐我會瘋掉﹗大哥﹐你就饒了我吧﹗不要耍我了﹗Anyway, he's abit kuku lor... scare mi like tat... so watever... i'm juz glad tat he's not a 色狼 or robber! counting my blessings... do assignment, do assignment....

I'm having a bad day!

An idiot woke me up tis morning & told mi tat his mechanic quoted a price of $2300 for the repair... ASSHOLE!! WTF! U juz made today e sweetest day of my life... BLOODY HELL!!! (and e list goes on... I curse & swear & i curse & swear...) It's not like i ruin ur whole bumper or something!! F*** u!!! I freaked out... call my pals & I told my dad abt it... cried cuz i feel so bad... my dad is so sweet... hehee.. Din even scold mi... my mum is going on & on abt it.. thanks man! tat's wat mums do, i guess... Now i'm siting in front of my PC, looking like a ghost/panda, still cursing & swearing...

我知道是我错，不该顶嘴但不要再念了。。。我也不好过， 我也会 feel guilty！I know i've caused alot of trouble... I'm sorry i did... I'm gald tat i wasn't too serious, i'm gald tat no1 got hurt... 也许我没说是我不对，我只是想大事化小，小事化无。。。

行尸走肉

因为吓到了，所以我的人是醒着的但脑子却不见了。。。 Restless... Can't focus... 做什么都不对。。。 Did i misplace part of my brain when it happened? can't even type properly anymore.. 累了但睡不下！该做的却做不了！ i'm so unproductive @ e moment & it doesn't help tat i haf an assignment deadline... haiz... 好无奈！！！looks like i'll haf 2 go find my brain back b4 it's too late... To think tat i dun haf much to begin wif, now i haf juz a itsy weesy bit left... How am i gg 2 function properly? 行尸走肉 is juz rite to describe mi now...

Dotzz....

financial report = Key to investment Assignment
Investment assignment = WTF kinda bullshit u wan?
tired j0yzz + financial report = 危险!
Scared j0yzz + dear pals = thankful
Scared & tired j0yzz + cough syrup = Zzzzz

Now tat i'm awake, time 2 bullshit 4 my assignment...

一个奇怪的感觉！

一次偶然的相遇，让我们认识了彼此。。。才认识了短短的两个星期，我们就陷入了一个无法收拾的局面~ 我也不知道为何我如此的匆动！做了这个决定，我不希望有一天会后悔。。。我没有信心，因为我趁败给一个[爱]字， 我不想从来一次。。。 不知从何时开始，我对自己，对爱，失去了信心。总觉得要一心一意的去为此一段感情很难。。。我觉得我和他的世界有天地之差！在一个很不同的环境成长也就算了。。我觉得我还是个没见过世面的小太妹，而他是个经历过很多风雨的上班族。。。也许是我想的太多了，才刚开始我不该考虑那么多！就跟着感觉走，船到桥头自然直。。。是我的，总就会回到我身边，不是我的，是绝对强不来的。就然它自然的发展吧！我应该乐观点！也许他就是那个对的人。。。

Fun @ e bar by e beach

Hanging around sentosa all day... haha.. well lotsa changes since i last went there... There's this gorgeous bar with a pool by siloso.. How cool is tat? Had drinks in e pool, food by e pool & wat makes it beta? Great company! But i was a fool... I 4got my flip-flops... ended up with heels @ e beach... how stupid can 1 get? how attention seeking can i get?? haiz.. watever... I still had fun & tat's wat tat matters most!

wanted 2 catch a movie aft siloso but we couldn't get any good tix so ended up @ xing wang in ceni... haha... I'm currently on a get-fat-soon diet! Mr 42, u keep feeding me like tat & u'll haf 2 get me a new wardrobe! mayb by den u'll ditch me cuz i'm no longer skinny!

Haf 2 play catch up wif all e nonsense(assignments & shit) tat i'm suppose 2 do... National library tml?

The meatball that ate manhattan...

Skipped IT lec today but i was really tired.. gotta take my cough mixture more often & rest more 2 get rid of tat stupid flu bug... Wen 2 NYDC @ heeren 4 diner.. it was great as usual... i can't help but wonder where did all e cute guys go? 帅哥帅哥，你在哪里？？

瘋狂的24小時。。。

haha... I drove every1 crazy when i decided 2 go 2 m'sia w/o any advance notice! My bad! It was irresponsible of mi 2 juz leave like tat w/o letting my parents noe... 嚇到了吧﹗ It's so mi 2 do things w/o thinking properly... 衝動﹐放縱﹐任性也只是暫時性的﹗我找回了我自己了﹗ Found tat happy-go-lucky, nutty, chatty, crazy gal hiding deep inside mi... Now tat it has surfaced, I guess it's here 2 stay, @ least 4 awhile... So hang on peeps~ 就讓我暫時做個快樂的瘋子吧﹗

when green fireball spitting dragon meets Mr 42

haha... had a fun nite yesterday... A tiny gathering @ my house with ice, jin, SY & PX.... As usual it's full of laughter & crap... It ended early though... Ice had 2 catch e bus home... And none of us wanna think abt where 2 go... So it was back home 2 ZzZzzzzzz.....

I went out 4 a 2nd round of fun... with Mr 42... hang out @ Jln kayu & yishun till 3+... haha... i can drive 2 Jln kayu! haha... It's amazing~ had loads of fun... Now i'm wondering how am i suppose 2 study 4 my test on mon.. IFO becomes UFO... Green fireball spitting dragon becomes ET!

KTV rocks!!

Had so much fun with e usual peeps yesterday... haha.. we rock! Finally met ice yesterday... Had dinner together! pity she had 2 leave early.. Jean was there 2.. she also left early... Daffy, daffy, daffy couldn't make it again... she's having examz so she's forgiven... good luck 4 ur paper!

as usual, din noe wat 2 do aft dinner... & off 2 party world we go... haha... think everyone had fun! i hope every1 did... hee! r we gonna haf more fun tml? i think we r... can't fall sick now... wanna haf loads more fun...

hope 2 c e usual peeps tml... My house? Mahjong anybody? bring oranges k! bring some 4 ice 2... cya(i hope)...