I'm 1 of e most forgetful ppl i noe yet there r somethings i can nv seem 2 forget as hard as i try. I forget e impt stuff n retain useless bits of memories...
shld really make myself remb tat too much chips n chocolates is bad 4 my throat. having tis tiny cough nw. ARGH! e last time i had a cough it lasted 4 a mth.. nt gonna let tat happen again!
gotta go shopping 4 some food 4 piggy. her soft diet= yogurt, creamy soups, mash potatos etc.. of cuz there's oso stuff like ICE CREAM which bth of us can't haf cuz of tis stupid cough! n i was thinking of making cookies next week..
Friday, April 25, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008
my latest hobby
lately i develop a habit of doing grocery shopping.. been buying alot of things i like and making food i love(with nice music in e background)..
started wif cheese cake. today it's grilled ham sandwich n apple crumble.. can't wait 4 e slumber party @ eve's.. we'll make a salad, soba wif sashimi den dessert(haben decided wat) hehee.. More trips 2 e suppermarket! keke. baking cookies next week.. making myself FAT!
haiz... hate e weather.. e forecast everyday: sunny day, expect showers in e late afternoons. humidity is @ 90%. (it juz kills mi!)
e whole room is smelling of apples n butter... gg 2 enjoy my apple crumble... yummy~
started wif cheese cake. today it's grilled ham sandwich n apple crumble.. can't wait 4 e slumber party @ eve's.. we'll make a salad, soba wif sashimi den dessert(haben decided wat) hehee.. More trips 2 e suppermarket! keke. baking cookies next week.. making myself FAT!
haiz... hate e weather.. e forecast everyday: sunny day, expect showers in e late afternoons. humidity is @ 90%. (it juz kills mi!)
e whole room is smelling of apples n butter... gg 2 enjoy my apple crumble... yummy~
Thursday, April 17, 2008
my 1st successful cheesecake!
keke.. made another marble cheesecake today. this time it's nt burnt.. looks ok n taste alrite.. haha.. will improve sum more.. gg 2 make a strawberry swirl new york style cheese cake next time.. hee~ really quick way 2 get fat!! chubby joyzz in e making.. wonder hw lynn's cake will turn out... take a pic 4 mi k.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
SURPRISE!!!
had so much fun during ice's bday bash! happy birthday once again! haha.. was a big project. thanks 2 my boss Mr Ee, e coordinater 4 making tis happen. It's unforgetable 4 all of us. it's really so much fun...
all e gd food...
more food in e making.
aft an hr in e fire, it's all burnt! sobz..
caught wif a marshmellow in hand!
time check: 10.20pm (she's been hanging around e BBQ pit since 7.30pm. she nt doing alot of BBQing, guess wat she has been doing?)
mi n every1 moment...
美女12345
美女's nt so 美 moments!
Do Re Mi Fa So La
wat's left of BF 0201
e accused
e victim
"OH MY GOD!!" 九连拍
speech moment wif her matching mic
F_H_M cover May 2008??
Cheeky moments. seems tat only those in e 1st row un e phrase "funny faces"
Happy Birthday, ice!
LUCY! even if i always tease u n make fun of u, u noe i luv u! (mayb it's cuz i tease u so much! it's my turn 2 look like a he-she nw... 报应啊~)
all e gd food...
more food in e making.
aft an hr in e fire, it's all burnt! sobz..
caught wif a marshmellow in hand!
time check: 10.20pm (she's been hanging around e BBQ pit since 7.30pm. she nt doing alot of BBQing, guess wat she has been doing?)
mi n every1 moment...
美女12345
美女's nt so 美 moments!
Do Re Mi Fa So La
wat's left of BF 0201
e accused
e victim
"OH MY GOD!!" 九连拍
speech moment wif her matching mic
F_H_M cover May 2008??
Cheeky moments. seems tat only those in e 1st row un e phrase "funny faces"
Happy Birthday, ice!
LUCY! even if i always tease u n make fun of u, u noe i luv u! (mayb it's cuz i tease u so much! it's my turn 2 look like a he-she nw... 报应啊~)
Friday, April 11, 2008
Interesting day~
haha... was doing my job as a driver today...
1st stop: Tan Tock Seng Hospital 4 piggy's medical exam.
2nd stop: blood bank@Health Science Authority. Mum wanted 2 donate blood so i wen along.. 2 conquer my fear of needles i decided 2 do sth real brave.. haha.. but i din succeed. my veins were too tiny. unsuitable 4 blood donation. so i sat @ e cafe n had a nice long chat wif tis cute guy (haiz, i 4got his name. kept staring @ him, wasn't concentrating wen he said his name!).. haha. really interesting 2 chat with sum1 in such a weird place. of course it helps tat he's cute! keke. pity he's married. ring on his finger broke my heart.. sobz. there goes my tall, cute, funny prince charming.
nvm, another (unattached) prince charming will cum tml. as today's prince charming say, i muz haf faith! haha! alot of prince charmings will come..
super cute sticker! it attracted e attention of tat cute guy (^-^) & he was real nice.
Ice: nice chating wif u yday. gotta mit up soon. gd luck 4 ur tests!! thanks 4 being there. luvya so so much! we'll go on a relaxing exotic trip 2 laos/vietnam tis year. can't wait! MUACKZ.
rest of e ppl: luck 4 ur examz..
1st stop: Tan Tock Seng Hospital 4 piggy's medical exam.
2nd stop: blood bank@Health Science Authority. Mum wanted 2 donate blood so i wen along.. 2 conquer my fear of needles i decided 2 do sth real brave.. haha.. but i din succeed. my veins were too tiny. unsuitable 4 blood donation. so i sat @ e cafe n had a nice long chat wif tis cute guy (haiz, i 4got his name. kept staring @ him, wasn't concentrating wen he said his name!).. haha. really interesting 2 chat with sum1 in such a weird place. of course it helps tat he's cute! keke. pity he's married. ring on his finger broke my heart.. sobz. there goes my tall, cute, funny prince charming.
nvm, another (unattached) prince charming will cum tml. as today's prince charming say, i muz haf faith! haha! alot of prince charmings will come..
super cute sticker! it attracted e attention of tat cute guy (^-^) & he was real nice.
Ice: nice chating wif u yday. gotta mit up soon. gd luck 4 ur tests!! thanks 4 being there. luvya so so much! we'll go on a relaxing exotic trip 2 laos/vietnam tis year. can't wait! MUACKZ.
rest of e ppl: luck 4 ur examz..
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
then v.s now
i dunno how many yrs ago.(i suspect it's mre den 5yo, done during art lesson)
today- 头变大了。牛变快乐了。pretty pink cow. missy moo.
today- 头变大了。牛变快乐了。pretty pink cow. missy moo.
Monday, April 07, 2008
致命伤
haiz... wat a gd life i haf.. rotting my life away.. e envy of others who r slogging out @ work/skool.. 如果像你们想的一样好，我会有多幸福。。。
mi n my 致命伤-
不久前，我的致命 伤是：where is ur bf? wen r u gg 2 BJ? n how's aussie?
(soon they got bored of those questions...)
now, e question is：wen r u gg 2 find a job?
(e best answer i can gif is: e day start asking how's work?)
haiz... 我和你的相 处之道：see no evil, hear no, evil n speak no evil?? dun speak unless it's necessary! e words we bth say only seem 2 piss each other off.. we r like acid n metal. nv place e 2 tog. e result is often awful.. 学了那么多年我还学不会。真笨！努力点吧！再笨最后也应该学的会吧！ it takes longer tat's all.. smile joyzz (^-^)
mi n my 致命伤-
不久前，我的致命 伤是：where is ur bf? wen r u gg 2 BJ? n how's aussie?
(soon they got bored of those questions...)
now, e question is：wen r u gg 2 find a job?
(e best answer i can gif is: e day start asking how's work?)
haiz... 我和你的相 处之道：see no evil, hear no, evil n speak no evil?? dun speak unless it's necessary! e words we bth say only seem 2 piss each other off.. we r like acid n metal. nv place e 2 tog. e result is often awful.. 学了那么多年我还学不会。真笨！努力点吧！再笨最后也应该学的会吧！ it takes longer tat's all.. smile joyzz (^-^)
Friday, April 04, 2008
bored (>_<)
haiz... got so bored tat i decided 2 make a cheesecake.. e hse smells so so so wonderful but e cake has 2 improve in e looks department! ok.. since joyzz has nth 2 do. she'll learn 2 bake.. till e cakes look like it's edible, u wun get 2 c them.. keke..
e cake is a total disaster (BURNT)... haha. think e oven is too hot.. hmmm... taste like cheese cookie.. e receipe doesn't work... haha.. will try another 1 next week.. haha.. new way 2 gain weight!
e cake is a total disaster (BURNT)... haha. think e oven is too hot.. hmmm... taste like cheese cookie.. e receipe doesn't work... haha.. will try another 1 next week.. haha.. new way 2 gain weight!
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Ahhhh..........
it's driving me crazy... received my results ages ago but they juz can't print my bloody transcript! WTF!!! i've sent i god knows how many emails 2 those ppl n e answer i've received is there's a problem wif tis batch of transcript. everything is fine wen u r still paying e skool fees e moment u grad n stop paying nonsense like tat comes along. pissing mi off!!!!! wat can i do?? irritating ppl!! can u send mi sth temp? tis sucks u noe! eeewwwwww.......
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
hello april!
hmmmm... woke up today feeling pretty gd! keke.. din lose my way today. heard my twin's sweet voice.. tis is life! for sum reason, my fone keeps ringing today. haha! i'm juz in a freaking gd mood! nth is gg 2 spoil tat.
好心情 - somehow, 1 way or another i've changed. nt hanging on 2 useless shit anymre. e day my mind rule is e day i become colder. i only say things i shld say, 对的时候跟对的人讲对的话。juz makes everything so rite. thanks 4 all e ppl who r there wen i'm unhappy. Thank you so so so much, 4 listening 2 mi grumbling. 有你们我很很幸福 ！ love u guys 2 bits!! MUACKZ, MUACKZ, MUACKZ!
i'm alive again! hmmm... KTV yday wif eve. haha. i wen retro n sang all e oldies. haha! so so so fun! e MTVs were so damn (-_-").
things will work out juz fine. u r juz nt use 2 it yet. gif urself abit of time lah! u'll get used 2 it again. if u wanna talk, no matter wen, i'll b here. u noe wat 2 do. luvya! 幸福-it comes wif a price.
原来你根本不懂我。现在我懂了。makes mi feel so much beta. worth e screaming i got frm mum. 我发誓不再说谎了- 不再骗自己了。有很多话我不说，也不再提，因为我不想撒 谎。就这么简单。
好心情 - somehow, 1 way or another i've changed. nt hanging on 2 useless shit anymre. e day my mind rule is e day i become colder. i only say things i shld say, 对的时候跟对的人讲对的话。juz makes everything so rite. thanks 4 all e ppl who r there wen i'm unhappy. Thank you so so so much, 4 listening 2 mi grumbling. 有你们我很很幸福 ！ love u guys 2 bits!! MUACKZ, MUACKZ, MUACKZ!
i'm alive again! hmmm... KTV yday wif eve. haha. i wen retro n sang all e oldies. haha! so so so fun! e MTVs were so damn (-_-").
things will work out juz fine. u r juz nt use 2 it yet. gif urself abit of time lah! u'll get used 2 it again. if u wanna talk, no matter wen, i'll b here. u noe wat 2 do. luvya! 幸福-it comes wif a price.
原来你根本不懂我。现在我懂了。makes mi feel so much beta. worth e screaming i got frm mum. 我发誓不再说谎了- 不再骗自己了。有很多话我不说，也不再提，因为我不想撒 谎。就这么简单。
Monday, March 31, 2008
haiz....
after 2 consecutive slpless nite my body's breaking down... throat's nt gd n skin sucks. haiz... muz slp slp slp mre!!!
received mum's call asking wen i'm gg hm on bth sat n sun. strange cuz tat hasn't happen in i dunno hw many donkey yrs. On sat it felt so sweet. nice 2 hear sum1 asking wen u'll b hm.
BUT, on sun she call 2 scream her head off! i can't even remb wen was e last time i made her so mad.. haiz.. i tried 2 kip my cool, i really tried. i knew i was gg 2 get it so.. haiz.. she scream so much i felt like crying. n in e end i did. however tis is gg 2 e LAST time i'm gg 2 cry 4 tat reason. really i'm nt gg 2 cry anymre.
humans r creatures of habit. i'm doing wat i'm used 2 doing. dun worry, tis is e last time. mind over heart. it's time 2 change all e stupid habits. gg 2 practice e see no evil, hear no evil n speak no evil strategy!
i did everything i wanted 2. finished wat i started. nw, it's time 2 end tat story. bye bye lah...
幸福，快乐- tat's hw i'll live my life. i'll keep on smiling. i'm ok. i will b, i muz b.
received mum's call asking wen i'm gg hm on bth sat n sun. strange cuz tat hasn't happen in i dunno hw many donkey yrs. On sat it felt so sweet. nice 2 hear sum1 asking wen u'll b hm.
BUT, on sun she call 2 scream her head off! i can't even remb wen was e last time i made her so mad.. haiz.. i tried 2 kip my cool, i really tried. i knew i was gg 2 get it so.. haiz.. she scream so much i felt like crying. n in e end i did. however tis is gg 2 e LAST time i'm gg 2 cry 4 tat reason. really i'm nt gg 2 cry anymre.
humans r creatures of habit. i'm doing wat i'm used 2 doing. dun worry, tis is e last time. mind over heart. it's time 2 change all e stupid habits. gg 2 practice e see no evil, hear no evil n speak no evil strategy!
i did everything i wanted 2. finished wat i started. nw, it's time 2 end tat story. bye bye lah...
幸福，快乐- tat's hw i'll live my life. i'll keep on smiling. i'm ok. i will b, i muz b.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
hohoho...
i forgot... i wen 2 SIM yday n wen 4 jin's IME lecture. I SAW XIAO YUE!!!!!!! haha... finally i mit e mysterious xiao yue. actually i dun think he's tat cute lah.. (ok, i muz admit recently i lost e ability 2 spot cute guys. so dun trust mi 2 much on tis 1.) he is kinda quiet, shy-shy, cool-cool guy. his writing looks neat, super hardworking 1 lor. unlike jin, 2pm lecture & she reaches @ 2.20.
haiz... dawn is worse! nv turn up 4 lecture @ all!! wei. y din u go 2 skool yday? i haben seen u 4 a long time le. gosh! i miss skool! but it's time 2 move on.. i still haf tml to think of. no mre slacking j0yzz...
haiz... dawn is worse! nv turn up 4 lecture @ all!! wei. y din u go 2 skool yday? i haben seen u 4 a long time le. gosh! i miss skool! but it's time 2 move on.. i still haf tml to think of. no mre slacking j0yzz...
another sleepless nite...
it sucks wen ur body says i'm freaking tired but ur mind juz wun rest! i nid a on/off button attached 2 my brain. since my heart & my mind cannot live together in harmony, i'll let 1 of them rule, e other shall hibernate. my rational mind shall rule n my heart shld die...
perhaps it has already died a long time ago. wen i smile my facial muscles r doing its job. but my heart is not smiling, it's nt happpy. haf no idea how 2 make it happy so... i haf a feeling e crazy joyzz might nv cum back..
today's e last day of e battle between my heart n mind. tml onwards e mind shall rule. 人在江湖 生不由己。开心也是一天，不开心也是一天。重要的不是 开不开心，是今天我做了些什 么。
"unaffected joyzz" - in e making. unaffected by e things happening around mi. with or without i muz survive. 加油吧！ 不会就要去学。 我在学着怎 样自私点，容忍点，耐心点，安静点。很重要的：我要学怎样安安静静的观察。can't even take care of myself yet i care so much abt e feelings of e ppl around mi. stupid! time 4 sum mi, myself n i!
perhaps it has already died a long time ago. wen i smile my facial muscles r doing its job. but my heart is not smiling, it's nt happpy. haf no idea how 2 make it happy so... i haf a feeling e crazy joyzz might nv cum back..
today's e last day of e battle between my heart n mind. tml onwards e mind shall rule. 人在江湖 生不由己。开心也是一天，不开心也是一天。重要的不是 开不开心，是今天我做了些什 么。
"unaffected joyzz" - in e making. unaffected by e things happening around mi. with or without i muz survive. 加油吧！ 不会就要去学。 我在学着怎 样自私点，容忍点，耐心点，安静点。很重要的：我要学怎样安安静静的观察。can't even take care of myself yet i care so much abt e feelings of e ppl around mi. stupid! time 4 sum mi, myself n i!
Thursday, March 27, 2008
高空弹跳
高空弹跳- wat ever tat goes up muz cum down. law of gravity. tat's how i'm feeling now. moody, moody, moody! bungee jumping..
lynn: leaving tml le. 有一点点不舍得 ~ Gosh! time flies. u haf been back 4 more den a mth le. muz take care of urself. 我会很 x3，非常x3，想你的！(~_~) muz call/MSN mi often. 爱你喔! muackzx3! hee~ muz remb ur beri impt mission. n pls tell auntie, uncle, bobo, zaza i miss them!
~你会从此以后 过着幸福快乐的日子~
Mr lau: take gd care of my twin! feed her more food! every1's saying she looks skinnier now. dun bully her ar! if i hear her complains i'll pay u a visit! looking 4ward 2 baby lau's arrival! (^-^)
疯疯颠颠的joyzz几时才会回来？我很想念以前的我 。u win sum, u lose sum. lost e crazy i-dun-gif-a-damn joyzz. did i win a more solemn joyzz? 没有失去，不懂得 拥有。i was told tis is an expensive lesson. 这个游戏的代价很大，原来我玩不起。 时间一天天的过，我好像越变越笨。mayb i was nv smart 2 start wif!
u r rite. it's mi fighting against myself. watever happens. i'll win! it's a matter of time. thanks 4 everything! luvya! muackz~ 明天会有彩虹！
lynn: leaving tml le. 有一点点不舍得 ~ Gosh! time flies. u haf been back 4 more den a mth le. muz take care of urself. 我会很 x3，非常x3，想你的！(~_~) muz call/MSN mi often. 爱你喔! muackzx3! hee~ muz remb ur beri impt mission. n pls tell auntie, uncle, bobo, zaza i miss them!
~你会从此以后 过着幸福快乐的日子~
Mr lau: take gd care of my twin! feed her more food! every1's saying she looks skinnier now. dun bully her ar! if i hear her complains i'll pay u a visit! looking 4ward 2 baby lau's arrival! (^-^)
疯疯颠颠的joyzz几时才会回来？我很想念以前的我 。u win sum, u lose sum. lost e crazy i-dun-gif-a-damn joyzz. did i win a more solemn joyzz? 没有失去，不懂得 拥有。i was told tis is an expensive lesson. 这个游戏的代价很大，原来我玩不起。 时间一天天的过，我好像越变越笨。mayb i was nv smart 2 start wif!
u r rite. it's mi fighting against myself. watever happens. i'll win! it's a matter of time. thanks 4 everything! luvya! muackz~ 明天会有彩虹！
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
who am i?
I am...
a set of dna?
a sg gal?
a fresh grad?
a easy gg person?
a bimbo?
a ugly duckling?
a selfish person?
a forgiving person?
a generous person?
a attention seeker?
a loving person?
a cruel person?
a caring person?
a cunning person?
a simple person?
a optimistic person?
a carefree spirit?
a dumbass?
an intelligent being?
a sad soul?
a dreamer?
a naive person?
a complex mind?
a hollow shell?
a vengeful person?
a lover?
a fighter?
a daughter?
a sister?
a friend?
a stranger?
a tai tai wannabe?
a job seeker?
who am i? it seems as if everyday i wake up wif a different combination. sometimes i dun even noe who i am. i wonder who will i be tomorrow...
tell mi, which combo do u know me as?
a set of dna?
a sg gal?
a fresh grad?
a easy gg person?
a bimbo?
a ugly duckling?
a selfish person?
a forgiving person?
a generous person?
a attention seeker?
a loving person?
a cruel person?
a caring person?
a cunning person?
a simple person?
a optimistic person?
a carefree spirit?
a dumbass?
an intelligent being?
a sad soul?
a dreamer?
a naive person?
a complex mind?
a hollow shell?
a vengeful person?
a lover?
a fighter?
a daughter?
a sister?
a friend?
a stranger?
a tai tai wannabe?
a job seeker?
who am i? it seems as if everyday i wake up wif a different combination. sometimes i dun even noe who i am. i wonder who will i be tomorrow...
tell mi, which combo do u know me as?
Saturday, March 08, 2008
gals' Nite out!
yoyo ladies! i wanna plan a gal's nite out party on e 22nd march(sat)@ st james. kinda like a party 2 catch up wif lynn n haf fun, bet u guys haben seen her in awhile..
wat's e point of having a gals nite out if u can't get any attention?? YEP! i'm an attention seeker! keke.. i luv dress up parties..
checklist:
-wear killer heels
-wear short dresses/skirts
-smoky eyes
-put on sum false lashes/bling blings
i wanna do a encore of e st james party "wif" sharene.
eve: can i count u in?
jin: wei! u on??
Ice: u back by den?
daffy: wanna join in e fun?
Mr lau: dun worry i'll take care of my twin. if any1 wans her no, i'll gif mine. if she drinks too much, i'll send her hm. if u r still worried, u can fly 2 sg 2 join e party but remb 2 put on a dress.. dun stand 2 close 2 us hor! otherwise we'll get e wrong kinda attention!
wat's e point of having a gals nite out if u can't get any attention?? YEP! i'm an attention seeker! keke.. i luv dress up parties..
checklist:
-wear killer heels
-wear short dresses/skirts
-smoky eyes
-put on sum false lashes/bling blings
i wanna do a encore of e st james party "wif" sharene.
eve: can i count u in?
jin: wei! u on??
Ice: u back by den?
daffy: wanna join in e fun?
Mr lau: dun worry i'll take care of my twin. if any1 wans her no, i'll gif mine. if she drinks too much, i'll send her hm. if u r still worried, u can fly 2 sg 2 join e party but remb 2 put on a dress.. dun stand 2 close 2 us hor! otherwise we'll get e wrong kinda attention!
Friday, March 07, 2008
i'm nt trying 2 b rude
received a text late last nite..
"i noe u won't reply, jux wan let u noe u r being tot of."
true enuff, i din reply! eeee.. seriously wat can my reply b?
option A(e typical s'porean): orh. thanks huh.
option B: thanks 4 thinking of me. ur msg made me think of u 2.
option C: gee.. thanks 4 letting mi noe.
i dun mean 2 b rude but i can only think of answers like tat. ok. no mre fooling around.
i really wanna thank u 4 letting mi noe. all along, tat's all i wanted. if u ever do read tis, i'm doing great. perhaps too much has happened btn us, i can't chat wit u nicely as much as i wud like 2 try... has been nice knowing u. i realli hope u r doing great 2. remb mi as who i was. somethings, some ppl r beta left tat way.
memories r e most beautiful present u can haf. wen e ppl u love haf 2 leave u 4 some reason, they wud wan u 2 remb them. keep e happy memories in ur heart. they wud noe tat they r being tot of.
"i noe u won't reply, jux wan let u noe u r being tot of."
true enuff, i din reply! eeee.. seriously wat can my reply b?
option A(e typical s'porean): orh. thanks huh.
option B: thanks 4 thinking of me. ur msg made me think of u 2.
option C: gee.. thanks 4 letting mi noe.
i dun mean 2 b rude but i can only think of answers like tat. ok. no mre fooling around.
i really wanna thank u 4 letting mi noe. all along, tat's all i wanted. if u ever do read tis, i'm doing great. perhaps too much has happened btn us, i can't chat wit u nicely as much as i wud like 2 try... has been nice knowing u. i realli hope u r doing great 2. remb mi as who i was. somethings, some ppl r beta left tat way.
memories r e most beautiful present u can haf. wen e ppl u love haf 2 leave u 4 some reason, they wud wan u 2 remb them. keep e happy memories in ur heart. they wud noe tat they r being tot of.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
(-_-") 被打败了！
haha.. wen 4 a interview today... can't even remb wat position it was 4... haha.. sounds realli interesting lah.. wen asked wat is my career aspiration i wanted 2 say i juz wan a job 2 feed myself 4 now. career aspiration(ie long term goals)? 5yrs down e road i hope 2 b a full time tai tai! haha!
hmmm.. hopefully mre interviews wud cum... nid a job 2 glue myself in sg.. no mre fun & games, no mre nt knowing wat's gg 2 happen tml. no mre drifting frm 1 place 2 another. i can't let my feelings rule cuz in e end i'll juz end up feeling mre hurt. 我不喜欢不安的感觉。我和你不一样。我不可以今天牵着你的手，明天叫你去爱别人。对不起，我就是做不到。
chatting wif my cousin nw.. a 12yo who has 十万个为什么。。keep asking mi questions.. kinda driving mi ARGH! (-_-")
nn, wen u ask mi 2 add her u din tell mi she will ask 十万个为什么. haiz... she's asking hw r u doing.. i'm like dah? u juz wen hm a couple of days ago. hw much diff wud u b? aiyo.. she doesn't noe tat there's sth call offline msg. she oso say she'll 舍不得你。 u beta keep in contact wit her. else she might juz drive mi crazy. ARGH! patience zz..
hmmm.. hopefully mre interviews wud cum... nid a job 2 glue myself in sg.. no mre fun & games, no mre nt knowing wat's gg 2 happen tml. no mre drifting frm 1 place 2 another. i can't let my feelings rule cuz in e end i'll juz end up feeling mre hurt. 我不喜欢不安的感觉。我和你不一样。我不可以今天牵着你的手，明天叫你去爱别人。对不起，我就是做不到。
chatting wif my cousin nw.. a 12yo who has 十万个为什么。。keep asking mi questions.. kinda driving mi ARGH! (-_-")
nn, wen u ask mi 2 add her u din tell mi she will ask 十万个为什么. haiz... she's asking hw r u doing.. i'm like dah? u juz wen hm a couple of days ago. hw much diff wud u b? aiyo.. she doesn't noe tat there's sth call offline msg. she oso say she'll 舍不得你。 u beta keep in contact wit her. else she might juz drive mi crazy. ARGH! patience zz..
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
靜靜的埋怨。。
我只是想靜靜的走開。什麼都不要了。你曾說過﹐沒有希望就不會有失望。(我當時的答案是﹕人生不就是為了希望而活的嗎﹖)今天的我很了解你那時為何會說這樣的話。可不可以不要讓我有希望﹖這是你可以為我做的最後一件事。我已經傷痕纍纍﹐不要這樣殘忍。對你仁慈是對我自己殘忍。我很了解但卻不忍心。也許這就是我傷痕的原因吧﹗
我知道不可以把我不喜歡做的事情推給你。放心吧﹗我會好好過。。。我會學着對你仁慈也對我自己好﹗
do u believe tat raindrops r tears of angels in heaven? if they r really tears, y r they crying? isn't heaven a nice place 2 b in? r they juz sad 2 c e way we r leading our lives? wondering... 天天看到灰色的天﹐我的心情也很灰。天使在掉眼淚嗎﹖你們是在陪我嗎﹖還是是我想太多﹖
was reading eve's blog.. haha..
"March horoscope for Sagittarius:
A new chapter is dawning that may involve RELOCATION, but events have a life of their own, so keep flexible. If work is oppressive. don't just complain- bite the bullet & get on with it, or resolve to search for your dream job."
juz wanna say tat my dream job is 2 b a tai tai.. i've been LOOKING LOOKING & LOOKING REALLY hard but no vacancies (e sg guys really dun like tall & skinny 1s who loves wear 3inch heels.. i muz really look in2 overseas market)... yo! any1 wanna marry mi?? haha.. where's my doctor bf who's e son a hospital director?? perhaps 2 fulfil my dream, i shld go b a nurse! ok.. no more nonsense.. DONGZ will jiayou look 4 a normal job n nt dream 2 b a tai tai anymre!
dawn:4got 2 pass u ur pressie.. muz mit u 4 k soon! btw, hw was e test?
daffy: congrads 4 e new job! jia you k! things will work out juz fine. hugs* call mi if u wanna chat! ur pressie is oso still @ my place..
Ice: wen r u coming back? let mi noe k. miss ya loads..
我知道不可以把我不喜歡做的事情推給你。放心吧﹗我會好好過。。。我會學着對你仁慈也對我自己好﹗
do u believe tat raindrops r tears of angels in heaven? if they r really tears, y r they crying? isn't heaven a nice place 2 b in? r they juz sad 2 c e way we r leading our lives? wondering... 天天看到灰色的天﹐我的心情也很灰。天使在掉眼淚嗎﹖你們是在陪我嗎﹖還是是我想太多﹖
was reading eve's blog.. haha..
"March horoscope for Sagittarius:
A new chapter is dawning that may involve RELOCATION, but events have a life of their own, so keep flexible. If work is oppressive. don't just complain- bite the bullet & get on with it, or resolve to search for your dream job."
juz wanna say tat my dream job is 2 b a tai tai.. i've been LOOKING LOOKING & LOOKING REALLY hard but no vacancies (e sg guys really dun like tall & skinny 1s who loves wear 3inch heels.. i muz really look in2 overseas market)... yo! any1 wanna marry mi?? haha.. where's my doctor bf who's e son a hospital director?? perhaps 2 fulfil my dream, i shld go b a nurse! ok.. no more nonsense.. DONGZ will jiayou look 4 a normal job n nt dream 2 b a tai tai anymre!
dawn:4got 2 pass u ur pressie.. muz mit u 4 k soon! btw, hw was e test?
daffy: congrads 4 e new job! jia you k! things will work out juz fine. hugs* call mi if u wanna chat! ur pressie is oso still @ my place..
Ice: wen r u coming back? let mi noe k. miss ya loads..
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