~almost love~

is there such a thing as almost love? i guess wen u r not sure if u r in love den it's called i'm almost in love... haha... den i think i'm almost outta love... haiz... so sianz... so lost... so much time, wat 2 do?

wen2 catch e movie "almost love".. it's so sweet but so impossible... haiz... wat 2 expect aft all it's a movie!
LOVE- sumthing tat troubles alot of ppl... it makes everything so sweet n it feels like e world is so beautiful... but wen it's gone, it leaves u devarstated, leaves u in ruins... why do i haf 2 face tis? i haf no idea... how do i live on? no idea either.. i juz survive... with all e ppl around mi supporting mi, can't let them down...

[how much he affects mi, is how much i let him affect mi..

1 day he'll have no effect on mi... it takes time 2 switch off...]

everything will go back 2 "normal" wen i fall in love again, i guess... love mi as who i am... no lesssons on how or wat 2 do... i'll try 2 b tolerant towards ur likes n dislikes but i'm human aft all.. i forget n i make mistakes... u'll have 2 b forgiving... all of us muz b forgiving towards one another... tat's life... if u wanna do sumthing, show mi tat u reali wan it n i'll support u all e way... u gotta show mi 1st... i believe tat there r angels 4 each n every1 of us... they'll guide us... mine juz wen on leave tat's y i'm so lost...

[wei! angel!! u wanna clear ur annual leave nv let mi noe...

fly kite ar u? c lah.. now i'm so wasted.. haiz... beta b back soon!

come back b4 i break down again k? i guess u dun gif a damn abt rules!

next time let mi noe 1st k? courtesy, u noe? b nice k?

i'll oso b nicer 2 u.. wun b so mean le...

come back??]

i guese i'm gg crazy soon.. my dearest angel!! calling 4 joyzz's angel!! dun MIA le... haiz... i gotta stand on my own feet 1st ba... will hang on till my angel is back... in e mean time i've gotta learn how 2 b nicer... learning in process...