life...

went out for dinner as usual... wen 2 ang mo kio... haiz... pass by his house wen sending li ling back... suddenly it hit mi... how long haf i not been 2 tis place... was in my dad's car juz now... i still remember how my dad would drop mi off @ his house... now... wat made tis happen? y is a relationshp so hard 2 handle... yong chuan once said if i wanted him back, den win him back... u noe wat? i dun haf faith tat i can win him back n i dun haf faith tat we'll stay together even if i win him back... i wanna believe in myself... i wanna trust but... how 2?