all along i was so worried that u might hate me... i noe i did not do anything wrong but... i just feel guilty after all u r 1 guy whom i luv so so much... my heartaches @ e thought of what e ending might be... i never wanted it this way... i know u believe me... i also know that what's done cannot be undone... learn this painful lesson hard, learn it well! so that it will be worth it... everyone is supporting u, i'm also doing e same... pls b strong! i know this is e darkest period of your life but believe me, there will be light @ e end of e tunnel... all i hope n pray 4 is that u will learn something out of this n u can get off as easy as possible... like i have said before, forgiveness is not about e mistake that was made... it is how much i want to forgive u... i don't blame u... i'm just sad that our time together was so short...
do u know how much i yearn to hug u n hear u whisper all e sweet nothings into my ears? there was once in my life when a hug from u could erase all my pain n sorrows. i'm glad that i had a chance 2 be e one u loved with all your heart n soul [i hope so] because from that point in time u made me see that love is so sweet but so blind... u made me realise that love can change somebody so much... although e changes might not be all that willing but @ least i manage 2 change u 4 awhile.... i hope someday u will find a reason to become better 4 good... the women who is able 2 do that will be e happiest women on earth because when u loved me, i felt e same... since then, things have changed... i hope one day u'll find a women whom can love u unconditionally... n i hope u will learn to treasure her by then... [life has been kind 2 u... sometimes it's e choices we make in life that mould us into who we are... ]
u are special... u have e ability 2 charm everyone... n u gotta stop being such a casanova, i wonder how many hearts will u break b4 u find your wife... haiz... sighing @ e thought of that... u'll always have a special place in my heart! i'll never forget u... u can be an angel if u want to... pls be an angel, although u'll be e naughtiest n meanest angel but u'll also be e cutest 1! haha...
i will move on because i have to... because i need to... what good will it do if i stay @ e same spot licking my wounds? e world will not stop spinning because of me... if it would i'll have stopped it when we were still madly in love... there's no happily ever after n there's no forever in e world we live in... there's only once upon a time....
once upon a time, we were madly in love... if i can relive those days, i will... i never regret e time we spend together... because u taught me how 2 be strong, how it feels 2 be loved, most importantly u taught mi how 2 love some one with all my heart n soul...
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