Lost once again..

Haiz... I don't know what to do once again.. Is leaving him the best for us? I'm doing everything i can to please everyone but... It's so difficult for both of us... I still don't know if he loves me or lusts for me.. Will i ever find out?

loving you = staying with you?

I don't agree... Once i loved you so.. That's why i set you free.. I gave you the freedom to choose what you think is the best for you... I believe if we are meant to be together, nothing in this world can stop us.. And we are not meant to be, we will break up sooner or later... you are not willing to put us to the test, why? It's a make or break kinda thing.. If we are able to brave through this together, our relationship will be stronger than ever... But if we do not make it, we shall face the truth & stop lying to ourselves. With every risk, there comes a return... The return for this risk is the truth... Perhaps for once we should just risk everything in return for the truth.. It takes two hands to clap... i can't do this alone.. Cause it concerns us...